Missing You: David

New Sheets

New ambience

Subsequent to

the marriage took place, brother Fadlan chose to leave the house together with sister Desi to live independently together. The house feels lonely because brother Fadlan rarely visit. Since that day, we've been getting used to being without Fadlan's brother. Sometimes you look daydreaming in the kitchen, I don't know what you're thinking.

“Mother,”call me to disperse mother's daydream.

“What's dear?”

“Zea should leave les now ma'am, maybe later return a little night bu.”

“Well baby, don't be naughty ya heart at road.”

“Well, mom is okay at home alone?”

“No problem baby, you calm down just good mommy after all your dad will soon

home after coming from sending vegetables in Village.”

“Thank God then, Zea leaves yes ma'am,” I said while kissing the palm of my mother's hand.

“Good darling, be careful on the road ya.”

I left the house to go to tutoring. Final third grade students, grades are an important consideration to continue the lecture later to the intended campus. Since college, David and I have rarely met. Sometimes he said that he was busy studying or practicing with other friends. I think that this makes a lot of sense, especially in addition to college, David is also focused on bringing his team to the national level race this year.

“Don't want to be selfish but I do miss the old David. But it is, now it's time to focus on learning first,” I said to myself while waiting for the online ojek to come.

“With sister Zeana?” asked the carpenter who was standing in front of me to break my daydream.

“True mas.”

“Mari mba, please wear her helmet.”

“I've brought from home sir.”

“Good mba, we leave then.”

　

　

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Les Venue

“Zeze, here.’

Someone called me from a distance.

“Vanessa, you've come from earlier.”

“Iya Ze, you came alone?”

“Iya, why?”

“Sister David doesn't want you huh?”

“Iya, busy college.”

“Oh yes thanks if it is clear why gapapa, let's go to Ze.”

Actually yesterday Vanessa saw David at the Mall with a girl carrying a grocery bag. Sometimes David smiled at the woman, and so should he. Even Vanessa photographed the incident, but she did not feel good about breaking Zea's heart with the photo.

“Maybe better, don't tell Zea,” Vanessa said inwardly.

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The day passed as usual. Today's work feels so fast too.

Vanessa gets picked up by her boyfriend. Zea walked alone

opting to get into a clothing store look around at clothes while killing the saturated

waiting for Aslan who will pick up late.

“David, ,

which do you think is good?” ask Maya.

Hears

david's name was called Zea and turned to the source of the voice. An

the woman was pecking near the changing room holding a matching shirt

his body. There is a waiting chair in front of the room fittings. A man stood up and pointed at the shirt held in the woman's right hand.

“Good that one,” said the man whose voice I vaguely recognized.

Bad feeling filled my head, my hands felt cold it felt like my legs were heavy for

actuated. But I wanted to see what was going on, and it turned out to be something unexpected.

“Sister David,” call me.

The man turned to look at me with a shocked face.

“Zea,”tapnya with a hoarse voice that almost did not sound clear by me.

I don't know what it's like for my chest to feel tight, my breath to be broken. Like there was a big chunk of rock in my chest. I felt like I wanted to cry, but not necessarily what I saw as I imagined.

“He's your girlfriend David?” ask Maya.

“Oh hello Zea, I'm Maya a close friend of David,” Maya replied as she hugged one of David's hands.

I can't say a word. My tongue is confused, my voice does not come out at all.

“We're just friends,” David explained as he let go of Maya's hand.

“Why should it be removed? He should know dong if we are close,” said Maya without

shy-minded.

 It felt like my blood was boiling to see the behavior of the two of them even more to see the behavior and speech of Maya that I could not accept. Without further ado I immediately chose to just leave them both.

Without saying goodbye or cueing I immediately flicked my back to the two of them out of the store.

“Ze,” said David while chasing me.

“Where are you going David?” asked Maya who was faintly heard by me.

 I left without being affected by the two of them. My tears kept flowing without being asked to wet my cheeks.

“Zea wait a minute,” pinta David while pulling my hand.

I was not affected at all and continued walking while releasing David's hand from mine.

 David did not run out of sense and immediately held my hand and stood in front of me stopping my steps.

“Zea, tung,” his words were interrupted when he saw my tears rushing down my cheeks.

Not knowing what he was thinking, he immediately grabbed me and led me aside to speak. David invited me to sit in a park chair near the mall.

“Stop crying and listen to me, Maya and I are just friends I was wrong

for not informing you but nothing else happened between us.”

 I was still silent while trying to regulate my emotions so as not to cry anymore.

“Enough Ze don't cry anymore.”

I tried to break my heart to not cry anymore. My heart that had begun to calm down finally ventured to not cry anymore.

“You said busy no time, why can go together with Maya?” my many.

“I only accompany Maya buy that shirt only.”

Friends between men and women no one is really a friend, whether you or Maya who will lose because of feelings,”.

“No Ze, we are just friends only.”

“There is a friend hugging the hand of a man who already has a lover even in front of his lover.”

“Maya is indeed a woman like that, she is brave and frontal you should understand.”

“How can I understand Vid, it's been more than a week we don't chatan you also never tell the Maya problem."

"the wid? After being, you never called me David."

"You called me Zea, didn't you?"

"I'm sorry, I'm wrong not to tell you but don't talk about it anymore."

"Why not talk about it? Are you afraid of being wrong?" I asked with a slightly raised tone due to anger.

"Darling, I'm the same Maya was just a friend. Don't talk about it anymore I'm lazy."

After saying that sentence, David chose to open the phone with his left hand and his right hand holding my hand. I don't know, but it feels like my heart isn't calm, even though David's apologizing.

"I want to go home" I said.

"Who is this?"

"Himself."

"Judah, I'll drive you home, baby."

"You need to be careful, I'll go home alone."

"It's night."

"I can have Aslan's brother pick me up."

"Why the hell? You're still angry, aren't you?" ask David.

"I'm tired of going home."

"Yes, yeah, yeah, yeah."

David then called someone with his phone. His right hand still holds my hand.

"Hello brother, Ze came home with me, I'm not hard to pick up," he said in a call with someone.

"Thank you brother."

"Who's my question?"

"You have nothing to worry about, I have permission from Aslan. Come home, baby," he asked.

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