Missing You: David

Suspicious

I just nodded my head when David took me home.

“Have eaten yet?” ask David.

“Udah.”

“What are you doing in the Mall alone?”

“Just look around.”

“Not because of the same agreement people right?” david asked suspiciously.

“Kan caught out with the others you, why even suspect the same me?” ask Zea.

“It's not so dear, I'm just asking who knows you're making a deal with someone else.”

“Gak.”

“Yaudah the hell do not get angry napa anyway.”

“Hmm.”

After a short conversation filled with suspicious tones and anger it ended. David chose not to

ask again. While driving the car, David did not play the phone at all. Sometimes he holds my hand and refocuses on driving.

It feels like my heart is not broken even though David's behavior is very gentle today. I don't know what

it happened but it felt so strange. Like there's something to hide and my heart can't lie that it looks like David and Maya have a relationship.

*****

At Home

“Still yes,” I said while releasing the safety belt.

“I'm coming in.”

“Ga do what you want to enter everything.”

“Kok is the one, I used to play at home now can't.”

“I want to be alone, we make this time to think good further what not.”

“Kok that's the answer, I'm gasuka you discuss it continues. I'm the same Maya just temen it just not more.”

“OK, I'm tired already. Thanks for the ride.”

David smiled then pulled my hand and pecked at the top of my head.

“Good night is beautiful,” he said.

I nodded my head and went into the house.

****

The whole night I used to think calmly about last night. How David's been acting to me.

It was cold, it was cold, David's attitude towards me these few days. David sometimes prefers not to

reply to my message or postpone replying to my message on the grounds of busy college, busy organization or do not want to be disturbed playing games with his friends.

I don't feel good about demanding that David's time is always there for me even more, now that our distance is no longer

again close. David who lives with his friends will automatically spend more time with them. I'll understand all that. But this time the problem is different. How can someone who is busy spend time shopping with other women in the Mall with

reason friends.

 The night breeze that hit the window broke into my room, causing a cold chill to pierce into my body. It was cold that night's wind added to the wavering mood of my heart.

My stomach that has not been filled with food made a sound from earlier I did not ignore. I was still busy observing the language style of my conversation with David on my phone.

“It feels like giving up,” I told myself.

“Why?” ask Aslan.

“Nothing brother.”

“This, mother asked me to bring food and milk for you because after the lesson you did not eat and did not come out of the room.”

“Still brother.”

“What's Ze? The Zeze I know won't be upset for no reason. If it's David, I think it's better

don't think about it, just focus on your values first and put aside your relationship problems.”

“How can you brother, not thinking about it just feels difficult.”

“Can, everything can if you really want Ze, stop observing the phone and focus on the exam. It's only two months before you graduate. If you don't want to be upset, don't break up or continue fighting. Just ignore it first.”

“I can't brother, it's not that easy, it feels like I want to know what really happened but my heart

don't dare accept her reality later sis.”

“It's quiet, just ignore what happened. You need a friend playing the game sister there. You need a friend to watch a movie sister there, need to be picked up brother ready. Just two months hold your race so your emotions don't destroy your worth Ze.”

After thinking, I think Aslan's words do have a point than I was too focused on finding out

“Where is Ze?”

“Iya sis,” I replied while nodding.

“Ya already if so at the meal continue to rest aja yes.”

“So can't ask for help,” pinta Zea.

“Bby, would you like to ask what?”

“Don't ask David what the problem is let Ze take care of himself.”

“Please, brother does not interfere in your affairs.”

“Still brother.”

Aslan simply nodded his head and left Zeana inside the room.

After deciding to take advice from Aslan's brother. I choose to eat snacks and milk that is still warm.

“When war with value instead of taste,” I said tenaciously while clenching my hands.

****

After that incident, David kept in touch with me regularly and occasionally asked to meet. However, with the busy reason of studying I was able to avoid David. David's first week of persistent pursuit to meet

before he finally came back cold and followed my way of not contacting me for a while.

Nothing special, the days I spent so relaxed and light. Just by studying, tutoring and playing that game. Sometimes I help Mom and Dad harvest vegetables on weekends. The rest is normal, though,

without David I'm fine. But that only happens in the morning and afternoon. When night fell, it felt all over cloudy and Thunder filled my room creating a cloudy and torrential rain of tears as long as I continued to sit in the room. It is not uncommon for me to fall asleep after crying all night.

I was determined, even though I was sick at least I had to finish the test this time by proud of my parents. I definitely can.

*****

Day H Exam

“The spirit of Zeze,” Asalan said to his younger sister.

“Excuse me,” said someone from the front of the house while knocking on the door.

“Iya, for a moment I open the door first,” said Mom while leaving the dining room.

“Who's early in the morning to home?” ask Aslan in wonder.

“Maybe a buyer,” replied Mr.

I just nodded while finishing my meal.

“Let's David come in and come with us breakfast.”

David came with a big flower and a little doll for me.

“The spirit of the test is yes,” said David.

“May not if I delivered Zea to school today sir?”

“Oh of course can be son, please.”

“Thank you sir.”

“Sama-sama, let's eat son David.”

“No sir thank you, I have breakfast.”

David did not want to eat because he had eaten. After I finished eating, David drove me straight to school.

“Enjoyous yes school.”

“Still yes,” my word cold.

 David was about to kiss me on the forehead when our car stopped at a red light. However, I don't know what it feels like I'm uncomfortable I immediately dodged.

“Why?” david asked in wonder.

“Gak papa.”

“Ya already if so, besuk noon I have a flight to Singapore.”

“Oke.”

“Udah until, thanks Yes Vid.”

“Honey so,” said David when I went straight out after saying thank you.

　

"Zea started to be different" David said as Zea left the car.

"Don't she start suspecting?"

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Seriate…….