ME AND MY SISTER'S LOVE

CHAPTER 65

" r... "

Call Ryuzaki as soon as it is one step away from where Aretha is sitting.

Aretha looked to the side. His face looked very surprised to find that Ryuzaki was already standing so close to him.

" Why come here ? "

Ketus Aretha who quickly put on a sour look, covered her shock.

" It's still badmood... "

Ryuzaki said as he sat next to Aretha.

Aretha was about to get up from her seat, but Ryuzaki swiftly caught her wrist, preventing her from leaving.

" I want to talk. "

Ryuzaki said with a pleading face.

" Otherwise ? "

Still still, Aretha answered.

" About us. About everything. We finish what was left before just buried in the heart. "

Answer Ryuzaki.

Aretha pulls her hand, releasing Ryuzaki's grip. He looked at the man in front of him.

" For me, it's all done. "

He said firmly.

" No, Re. With your attitude like this, everything becomes even more protracted. We, we won't be able to calm down. Just a minute, let's have a chat. Come out your uneg-uneg to me, I will do the same. Let's both know, what we have to do next. "

Ryuzaki said with a serious facial expression.

" okay... I'm following what you want now. So, please. You start first. "

And finally, Arethapun agreed to what Ryuzaki wanted.

" First, I'm sorry about our baby. I admit, I was wrong. My concentration broke while driving and it made us lose. "

Ryuzaki was silent for a moment. He sighed. Trying not to get lost in sadness.

Looking at Ryuzaki's face, Aretha felt sad. Memories of losing her child appear slowly.

" I know... I know you feel lost too. But do you think, with us discussing this matter again, everything will be fine ?! Can it be normal again ?! She's already in baby form, Ryu ! Our son ! I take care of him as best I can, as much as possible ! I was waiting for him to be born ! I hope, I pray every day, I can be a happy mother ! I was waiting for him to see me, to see you ! My dream, everything is gone ! Just because you said something that didn't matter at that time !! "

Aretha also let out what was in her heart. His face was full of anger. His eyes began to glaze over.

" I deserve to be blamed. I regret. I was wrong. If I hadn't talked about Sara, we wouldn't have been... "

" That's it... That thing, we'll just close it down here. Agree ?! "

Aretha cut Ryuzaki's sentence cynically.

" It can't be, Re. My goal here is to solve the problems between us. If we just keep getting buried, when do we like it ? How long are you going to be this angry with me ? "

" Forever ! "

Aretha firmly stared intently at Ryuzaki's eyes.

" Is there not even a chance for me ? Once more... Pleases... "

Ryuzaki seemed to be begging sincerely.

" chance ?! You ask for another chance ?! Where were you when I was depressed ??? You go ! You go back to Japan ! You left me alone to endure my sorrow ! You are not by my side, but you always say, no matter what happens, you will keep me company. But where is it ??? You gave up accompanying me ?!!! "

The tone of Aretha's voice grew higher. Even his breathing seemed to go downhill due to emotions. The tears fell uncontrollably again.

" That opportunity is gone, Ryu... Kalopun is there, maybe your other chance. Chance for you to get a better life partner than me. Chance for you to live your life well without me... "

Aretha continued, this time with a weakened voice.

" I don't want to live without you, Re. I don't want another chance but to be back with you, Re. I beg. "

Ryuzaki said expectantly.

" I'm tired... "

Lirih Aretha stood up, intending to leave Ryuzaki alone.

" I love you, Re. "

Said Ryuzaki who quickly stood up and hugged Aretha from behind.

" I don't want a divorce. I want us to go back to kayak first. Start from the beginning. "

Ryuzaki half-whispered in Aretha's ear.

Aretha was still silent in her sobs. He stared at Ryuzaki's two arms that were coiled around his shoulders.

Long ago...

This arm is the most able to make me feel good while sleeping.

In her arms, I felt very comfortable.

Warm, still warm as before...

Her body, which is bigger than mine, makes me feel safe...

I used to love being in her arms.

Inner Aretha reminisced about her happy times with Ryuzaki.

" please... "

Ryuzaki whispered.

Lovingly, Aretha's hair was smashed. There is a tremor from the deepest recesses of Aretha's heart as Ryuzaki tugs from behind.

Yeah.yes...

I want to say, yes...

I still love you, Ryu.

Separate with you, make me realize...

I can't lose you.

My days are lonely.There are only memories of the two of us that make me still able to smile.

But in the end, I kept missing you, Ryu...

I want to be back with you right now.

But my business with Sara is not done.

Plus the Ayako that keeps clinging to you.

I will not be able to relax my days with you right now...

The Inner Aretha galau.

" I can't... "

And in awe, Arethapun decided.

" No ! You can, Re. I'm sure you still love me, Re. I'm the first for you, I should be the last for you. It's just me, Re. Agreed, hemm ? "

Ryuzaki tightened his embrace.

" Ryu, I... "

" I'll make it up to you. I'll do anything to let you excuse me and give me another chance. How, you want it ? "

" Ryu, please... "

" Look at me ! "

Ryuzaki released his embrace and twisted Aretha's body facing towards him.

" Look at me, Re ! Look me in the eye... I'm sincere, Re... "

Ryuzaki.

Aretha looked Ryuzaki in the eye. The two stared at each other. The tremor that Aretha felt earlier was getting tighter. His chest is beating hard.

Pleases...

I know you're sincere.

But I need to get as far away from you as possible right now.

Otherwise, my plan will fall apart.

God, how am I supposed to do this ?

Aretha was confused in making a decision.

" What makes you doubt, Re ? I'm sincere with you... "

Back, Ryuzaki really wished Aretha had a head nod.

" Ryu... There are some things that make me unable to be with you right now, I... "

" At this moment ? Does that mean going forward, you can be with me again ? Can I tell you, we don't need a divorce ? "

Ryuzaki interrupted Aretha's sentence by wrinkling his forehead.

How did it clear, huh ?

If I say yes, he will definitely make a mess of my plans and Ditto.

I don't want Ryu to get into my plans, for her safety as well.

I know the character of Sara.

I have to keep Ryu away from Sara at the moment...

But if I say no, Ryu will misunderstand me...

Ntar could-can he even taken Ayako.

Aahh, fuck up !

Anyway, why do I have to go back now ? Why not just that...

Wait for my business to be all right, so I'm not confused alone like this.

Bener-Bener makes a dilemma !

" That.. Rere... "

Ryuzaki shook Aretha's shoulder several times as he found Aretha's blank stare.

" You daydreaming ? "

Ask curiously.

Aretha shook her head. Ryuzaki's hands were removed from both his shoulders.

" Please... Getaway. Get out of my life as far as you can. I just want to be alone now. I live my life my way, you live your life your way. We. There is no relationship anymore. "

Aretha said with trembling lips.

Tears are falling. His face looked very sad.

" r... "

Ryuzaki is still begging.

But Aretha has chosen. No longer wanting to stare at Ryuzaki filled with regret, he twisted his body. Walk away from Ryuzaki's side.

Let it...

Whatever happens, this is better.

Not just for you, but for me, for my own life...

It's not easy taking care of Sara, and I don't want you involved.

If Sara could get a car, you're still waiting for me, wouldn't our lives be happier ?

But if you choose to leave me, I won't blame you.

It's all happening, I'm ready for whatever the risk is...

I'm sorry, Ryu...

Aretha said in her mind.

And Ryuzaki could only stare at Aretha's figure in silence with great disappointment in his heart.