
" Kono resutoran wa?desu, anata wa itsumo koko de tabemasu ka ? "
(This restaurant is good, do you usually eat here ? )
" Koko de tabeta koto ga nai, kono resutoran wa Riko-san ni susume raremashita. "
(Never been here, this restaurant is a recommendation from Riko. )
" Naruhodo, arigato.... "
(Oh yes, thank you.... )
This place I ordered was supposed to make Rere take dinner.
" Doitashimashite. "
(Together. )
The conversation came to a standstill when a servant came to deliver their order. However, as soon as the waiter finished serving the food and left, the chat continued while enjoying their order. It is more like a question and answer session. Ayako asks and Ryuzaki answers.
While Ryuzaki and Ayako are having dinner at a 5-star restaurant, Aretha spends her time at her usual place hanging out. Pak Bejo Meatball Warung.
" You, this Sunday night, make sure I'm hanging out here, again bokeh ? "
Ella's comments were greeted with Aretha's cynical smile.
" Banget !!! "
Aretha said with a annoyed tone.
" You know what ? That damn thing makes me unable to work anymore. And more damn, he could have said, I'm in the pregnancy program again. Hiihhhhh !!! Want me to giggle, man ! "
Aretha began to spill her heart. Ella bobbing head. He noticed Aretha who was resentfully chopping up her meatballs, as an outlet of her anger.
" Re, what you mean by shit is your husband. "
" It's not my choice ! "
" But he's your husband, baby... "
" I don't like it ! "
Ella smiled knot.
Yeah, Rere's always been like this.
Honestly, people who see her appearance will think she is a tomboyish girl who is dashing, strong and does not need anyone and anything.
Always find a solution to every problem.
Too independent.
But, still, she is a girl who needs to be understood and heard.
He needs to confide, and to this day he's always looking for me for his venting business.
I thought Ryuzaki could take his heart and make it change.
Yahhh.
" He promised me he wouldn't interfere in any of my affairs. So... want me, she's her and I'm yeah me. After all this is also a marriage not because of love, bullshit is the same thing called love ! "
" Re, this marriage is for your own good, your mother knows what happened between you and Sara. That's why we-we tell you where you're bumping into your bundle. We get you, just want you to live a normal life like other girls. "
" So you mean I'm not normal ??? "
" Eehh, it's not like that ! I mean, you've been depressed about Sara, you're not free because there's Sara, you... "
" I'm the one who made Sara like that ! I was wrong ! I'm selfish !!! So I have to take responsibility for what happened to Sara. "
" A-what do you mean ?... What really happened ? "
Ella drew Aretha's hand and made Aretha turn towards her. At first glance, there was a sweet face of Aretha who showed regret.
All this time only knew Sara who love died with Aretha, but why like that, never knew....
" Ahh .. Like everything that happens to me, it's because of the karma that I have to get. "
" What really happened, Re ? "
" Mm.... "
Aretha did not want to answer. Even played his fork spoon in his bowl of meatballs.
" Today, I haven't seen Sara.... "
Aretha spoke half muttered.
" At college, I've heard he's on the bus. The canteen rarely met either. "
" Last he was mad at me when I was at Mother's house. We slept in Sara's room, but Ryu took me away when I was comfortable. Distraught, the bed time was in Sara's room, waking up in my room. Ryu story, he's the one who carried me to move rooms. So make Sara misunderstand, she told me, I don't love her anymore. I want to explain but yes ! "
" You're married again, why even sleep with Sara... "
Aretha fell silent again.
" La, you drink yuk ?! "
" Here is it ? "
" In a normal place.... Mang Bejo will sell meatballs, not sell drinks. "
" Okey ! I called Zoya with Nasya... "
" Sip !! "
And after paying for the meatballs she had spent, Aretha and Ella went to their usual gathering place to spend the night of the week.
Time shows at 03.30 WIB. Ryuzaki repeatedly looks at the screen of his cell phone. While looking at the view outside from the balcony of his apartment, enjoy the umpteenth of his black coffee glass. Yes, waiting for Aretha to come home, she had already finished a few cups of coffee.
The night of the week before, I never cared what time he would be home.
It's no different, every Sunday night he always comes home in the morning.
But why do I care now, and strangely I wait for him to come home...
Who is he the same ?
Sara ?
No, no. at least not the same Sara !
Suddenly there was the sound of an entrance opening. Ryuzaki turned his body, and looked towards the entrance.
" Why did the light die ? Why hasn't Ryu come home yet ? "
It turned out that Aretha had just returned home. Ryuzaki was still motionless on the balcony, noticing what Aretha was doing. Groping the wall looking for a light switch.
From the way it was established, he was drunk again...
" Ahh.. flame deh ! "
Aretha said smiling with relief.
" Just come home ? "
When the lights are on, Ryuzaki goes inside, leaving the balcony. Aretha looked at him, and looked at him with a strange look.
" Why are you on the balcony ? Tumben hasn't slept ? "
He dropped his body onto the sofa. His breathing was heard rising and falling irregularly. Ryuzaki sat next to him.
" Drunk again ? "
Aretha shook her head slowly answering Ryuzaki's question. And Ryuzaki gets up, walks towards the kitchen. Take the pure milk and pour it into a small pot. Light the stove with a small fire and warm the milk.
" There sleep, soon morning, usually you have a morning run schedule right .... "
Aretha said as she spread her head on the back of the sofa, and closed her eyes.
Busy in the kitchen...
All the light of the clock stove is this.
" This, drink first... "
Aretha opened her eyes. Ryuzaki was thrusting a glass of milk at him. Slowly pulling his body to sit properly. Take a glass of milk from her husband's hand.
" Warm milk can make your body more comfortable after drinking a lot... Somewhat eneg, but can neutralize alcohol in the body. "
Ryuzaki said, again sitting next to Aretha. Aretha drank it little by little. A warm feeling spread from his throat to his chest. It felt strange to the stomach, but not for how long, it felt comfortable.
" Want to vomit ? Mukahin.... "
Ryuzaki said, turning on the television. Just see the event that is taking place. Importantly, it did not feel deserted the current atmosphere.
" thank you. "
Aretha said after successfully finishing her glass of warm milk. Then put the empty glass on the table.
" Monday starts going to college again, I've taken care of all the admins on your campus before. This time in your college, if you are not preparing to get pregnant. "
Ryuzaki said everything in his usual tone but for Aretha, hearing him like lightning in broad daylight. Bummer. Instantly the feeling of weakness due to his drunkenness instantly disappeared.
" Crazy you ! For a long time you are getting nervous, you know ! "
" It wasn't me who set it up, your father and mother told you to. "
" Thus you said yes ? "
" What do I have to answer ? "
" Where are there pregnant people ? And there's no way we're gonna do that, too ??? "
" Why not ??? "
Ryuzaki's reply made Aretha even more inflamed.
" No !!! "
" I asked, why not ??? "
Ryuzaki repeated his question, this time while staring intently at Aretha. Aretha threw away her face. Ryuzaki pulled his hand.
" Answer me, why not ??? "
Aretha. Pulling back her hand but her husband was stronger, not letting go of her grasp.
" Lepasin ! I'm sleepy ! "
Aretha again tried to pull her hand back. This time Ryuzaki held his hand and instead shifted his seat, approaching.
" What are you doing ? "
Aretha clenched her other hand and intended to hit Ryuzaki. But Ryuzaki caught his fist, and instead grasped it. Ryuzaki brought his face closer to Aretha's. Aretha's face flushed red from drinking redder.
" As strong as you are, you are a girl, you should not feel strong and do not need anyone. Don't act like you can do everything ! "
Ryuzaki said as his face was so close to Aretha's face. Then, he released his hand and pulled back his body to get away from Aretha's body.
" Sleep .. I'll accompany you here, I'll take a nap, in the morning, I'll jog. "
Ryuzaki gets up from the sofa, puts down a pillow and gives a blanket to Aretha. He himself chose to lie on the carpet while watching television.
Strange attitude....
For a moment I thought he cared about me because he cared...
But know-tau he could be the one who made a sprain, his words tajem directly stabbed into the heart.
Strangely again...
Does that mean I have to go to college or get pregnant ?
She thought, just ask to get pregnant immediately ?
I think it should like to like it equally...
" I said, sleep ! Don't worry about me thinking about something ! "
Eehhh, this is the guy....
I can read my mind !