ME AND MY SISTER'S LOVE

CHAPTER 41

Slowly, Sara opened her eyes. Blinking a few times and once his eyes opened completely, he circulated his gaze. The room was all white and the smell of medicine was sharp.

" Mm-h.... "

Sara searched for the direction of the sound, and she found the sleeping head of Aretha beside her arm. He looked at Aretha closely.

I'm still alive ?

His mind was a little surprised.

A moment Aretha moved. Then Aretha's eyes began to open. As her eyes hit Sara's gaze, it instantly widened. Aretha raised her face.

" Sara ! Sara ! Are you aware ? "

Aretha looked happy to find Sara smiling at her. Although she looked pale, Sara still looked beautiful.

" Mmm, yeah.... Why are you here ? Where's Ryu ? "

Sara's question made Aretha's countenance change. Looks lethargic and dislikes.

" You are the reason... Why do you always smile if you don't want to be satisfied... Why always make yourself happy for others. You should be honest with me, you don't like it. "

Aretha replied as she gently stroked the back of Sara's hand. Sara remained silent. He looked away.

" I'm not normal, Re. I don't live in your family and around you. I'mscared.... I'm going to disrupt your new life... "

" What did you say ? Your fear is excessive, Sara. We're sodara... No one is bothering who. Don't think the no ! "

" Re. Don't care about me too much. You know how I feel about you. You know clearly. "

Sara's words made Aretha speechless.

Yeah, I know exactly how wrong you feel...

But suicide is not a solution.

The mind of Aretha in silence. Aretha woke up. Towards a table in the corner of the room, where there are many fruits and snacks. Aretha took an apple and a knife. While splitting the apple, Aretha again sat on the chair next to Sara's bed, where she was.

" odd... "

A piece of apple was given to Sara. Sara takes.

" Ditto comes semalem. It was dawn that he came home. He accompanied you all night not sleeping. Ditto's the most worried about your condition. We thought, you were not helped, with so much blood coming out and your wounds deep. "

Aretha said while splitting the apple back and thrusting it to Sara. Sara took it and went back to bribing him.

" I don't feel good about Ditto... "

Sara said with a weakened voice.

" When do you want to waste a guy as good as him ? "

Ask Aretha and return to thrust the umpteenth piece of apple to Sara. And Sara took it again. Half an apple remained, and Aretha bit her directly without being cut. Sara still did not answer Aretha's question. For a moment only the sound of Aretha was chewing the remaining pieces of the apple.

" Re, can I not have to talk to Ditto ? He's too perfect for me. "

" In fact the perfect guy like he pantes dapetin you are very beautiful... Have you ever kissed ? Is it not ? He's a great kisser ? You like it ? "

Aretha begins to tease Sara. Sara smiled a little.

I didn't know anything about kissing Ditto.

I get excited when I kiss you...

The touch from Ditto could not arouse my lust at all.

But as soon as I got close to you, my wild images started filling my brain.... Re.

" Come, say.... Which stage have you ever reached ? "

Aretha continues to tease her, hoping Sara will slowly change her wrong feelings during this time.

" Once, Re.... Don't talk about Ditto anymore. I want to break up with him. "

Aretha's smile that was plastered earlier faded.

Really stubborn...

Well, not so easy it also changes a feeling that has been attached for too long.

Alisha said in her heart.

Trying to be patient.

" Re... Why help me ? I know you must have found me first. "

" There's no reason for that. "

" Isn't it because you still love me ? "

" I love you from the beginning until now. "

" That's not what I want to make sure.... You know exactly what my question means. "

" Sara's.... "

" You know what my letter means, you know what I really feel. I know it's wrong. But I can't just throw that feeling away. I can't replace it either... "

I know what you mean.

Your love is wrong with me...

You wish I was the same as you were before.

Yes, I'm almost the same as you...

But.... Ryu....

If you would open your heart to Ditto....

" Re, you daydream.... "

Sara's rebuke made Aretha aware.

" Father and Mother, this afternoon want to replace me. Passion is..... Mommy is so scared of losing you, that she didn't want to eat yesterday. Don't make them sad, you know.... You're not someone else, you're their son too. "

Aretha tried to shift the subject.

" Huh ! Again you avoid, Re... "

Sara said in a disappointed tone.

" I should have died, I don't want to see you happy with Ryu ! I can't see your smile for him ! I'm sick ! I hate it !! "

" Sara ! Stop.... Please, please. "

" Yes, I should stop loving you, right ?! I should have stopped hoping, you reciprocated my feelings ?! But why are you even helping me and keeping me alive ?! You should have just let me die !!! "

Sara is hysterical. Her crying broke. Aretha approaching.

" Suicide is not the best solution, Sara.... "

" At least hix..hiks..I am not tortured jealous of Ryu hiks... "

" Ryu is the same as Ditto, trying to love our flaws. Trying to make us as we should be. Try to open your heart, like I opened my heart to Ryu.... You will know what true love is.... "

" Truly right... You admit that too, if our previous love is wrong ! You feel that our love is not right.... "

" No. Don't talk about this anymore.... "

" No, I don't want to stop talking about this before you really only have me ! If I didn't die yesterday, I could die anytime ! "

Sara looked serious about her words.

" Sara ! "

" Tell me, Re.... Who did you choose ?? Me or Ryu ?? "

" What choice is that ?! That's not an option, you're my brother ! Ryu my husband ! I can't choose ! "

" When I do, I die ! "

Quickly, Sara picked up the knife on the table, the knife Aretha had previously used to split the apple.

" Sara ! Lepasin ! "

Sara pointed the knife to her neck. He was not playing around, evidently the tip of the knife had made a wound and bled. Sara's tears.

" I love you, Re.... I don't want Ditto or any other guy. I just want you ! If I can't get you, I'm dead !! Don't try to test me, Re... You know what I look like.... "

Aretha began to be anxious to see the blood flowing slowly from the wound at the tip of the knife.

Sara's totally nuts....

He pushed the knife deeper, it was dangerous...

If he kills himself and dies here, I'll feel guilty for the rest of my life....

I have to calm him down...

" Okay, okay.... What do you want now ? I'll try it. Lower knife.... I beg. "

" really ? You didn't lie ? "

There was a beam of light shining from both of Sara's eyes as she heard Aretha's reply.

" Yes, I'll try to come back with you like before. Just me and you. There was no Ditto or Ryu... "

Aretha decided.

" Promise me ? "

Sara asked for reassurance, she dropped her knife.

" Promise.... "

As soon as she heard Aretha's reply, Sara immediately hugged her.

" Promise yes .... Divorce Ryu.... "

Sara said in the arms of Aretha.

Aretha gulped.

Divorced ?

But I am ... pregnant...

" Re, Ryu's divorce ! "

Sara pressed him back.

" okay.... I'm getting a divorce with Ryu.... I-i promise. "

Aretha answered with a heavy heart.

" What do you mean ???!! "

Suddenly a high-pitched voice came from the direction of the door. Sara let go of her embrace. The two looked towards the door. Recognizing who was coming, Sara smiled looking at him. Unlike Aretha, he gulped, his throat choked when he recognized the figure on the door.

This way....

What should I say now...