
Ryu want to go back to Japan ?
Give up on me ?
Agree to divorce too ?
Good !!
So I don't have to squirm him anymore.
I can escape all the loss of my baby.
Good, it was the best decision for him and me !
Separate and move away from each other, that's what I want !
Inner Aretha with a smile that expands at the corner of her lips.
Mother noticed the look on Aretha's face, trying to figure out what her daughter was feeling.
" Tomorrow he's leaving, you.. Don't want to see Ryu before he leaves ? "
Ask Mother in a cautious tone of voice.
" Why do I have to see him again ? It's better this way, let him go. Rere hates him, Bun. Because of him, Rere lost ... "
Aretha did not continue her sentence.
His throat was suffocating as he recalled what he had lost. Aretha turned her gaze from Mother towards the window, staring at the back garden.
" Yes already... Mother will not force you. Tomorrow Father and Mother will accompany Ryu at the airport. No papa, right ? "
Said the Mother who saw the look on Aretha's face turned into a sad.
In silence, Aretha nodded her head slowly. Mother grasped the fingers of Aretha's fingers on the table. Pat the back of Aretha's hand gently.
" Mother hopes that you, Ryu, can still be happy even though you have lost something very valuable. This is fate, the path must be this way. Learning to accept reality, trying to start from scratch, and trying to complement each other, is not something bad right ? The pain of loss is inevitable, but at least it can be used as a reminder to be better again. Life is not always about ourselves, we can not always blame each other, because humans are outlined to live side by side, can not live alone... Dad, Mommy made you so fast to be independent, but don't want to see you choose your own life, baby... "
Long broad Mother gives advice to Aretha, interspersed occasionally rub the cheeks Aretha and caress with warm Aretha hair that has extended to the waist.
" You are not alone, there is a Father, there is a Mother at your side, who is ready anytime you need. Share, whatever it is with us. Don't hold it yourself again like before. "
" Mother.. "
Aretha who began to tear with all the words of Mother, immediately embraced and lay her head on the shoulder of the Mother.
" I'm sure Ryu is also very lost... "
Said the Mother who replied to Aretha's embrace warmly.
Only Isaac cried out from Aretha while in her mother's arms. Mother still continues to embrace him with warmth, making Aretha let out all her tears that for days trying to hold her.
So inget when small, if sad must be hugged kayak gini.
The smell of your body, the warm embrace of Mother, always makes me quickly feel calm and comfortable.
" Get out all your cries, let it plong. "
Whisper Mother in Aretha's ear.
Aretha was a bit of a hug in the arms of Mother. Hugged his mother tighter. The defense of his ego that kept trying to be strong and firm the past few days faded as well.
You always seem strong...
You who never want to vent anything, are always held alone...
You've been through a lot of your lonely moments out there...
Still you are my fragile child, who can be very weak helpless, who needs a lot of support, my dear son...
The inner Mother who feels the pain of Aretha.
" Thank you, Bun... "
Aretha said softly after being satisfied to spill her sadness and sobs in the arms of her mother.
Slowly, Aretha released her embrace from Mother. Wiping her wet cheeks with tears and wiping the remaining tears from both her swollen and reddish eyes.
" Rest... Calm your mind. You've been in the hospital for a week, must be tired and bored. Today is the first day you go home, Mother makes you your favorite pudding yes. "
" Yes, Bun.... Rere rest here. Tired if you have to sleep constantly. "
" Yes, where do you like it... "
Said the Mother who then woke up from her seat and left Aretha, towards the kitchen.
RYUZAKI APARTMENT
At last...
After trying to hold on, parted as well.
Divorced ?
I don't know...
Now it's just my own, go back to Japan, get together with mami papi.
Ryuzaki got up and walked towards the balcony. The afternoon breeze made him feel fresher than he had been inside earlier.
He stared deep into the beautiful sky. Her chest hurts. He breathed a long sigh, trying to be relieved. Then slowly, exhaling it slowly.
The sky looked beautiful this afternoon, but my heart was in pain...
Inner sad.
CLIENT...
Who is that ?
Ryuzaki said in his heart as soon as he heard the sound of his apartment door opening.
Immediately hiding behind the balcony door, from the reflection of the glass door, Ryuzaki saw the figure of Aretha stepping into the apartment while carrying something.
Ryuzaki stepped out of hiding. He went into the room. Aretha looked at him rather surprised. Unexpectedly, something appeared suddenly from the outside of the balcony.
" I thought you didn't exist. "
Aretha.
" What's up ? I don't know, you still want to see me. "
Ryuzaki.
" What is this ? "
" The divorce papers I'm going to file Monday. Open, read, and sign. The faster it is processed, the better it is for us. "
Aretha replied flat and looked calm.
" We ? I don't think this is a good right for me... "
Typal Ryuzaki while handing back the unopened map.
" I leave it here, tomorrow I'll take it. "
Aretha said to have received the map and placed it on a table nearby.
" I'm going back to Japan tomorrow. "
Ryuzaki said as he saw Aretha turning her body, about to step towards the exit.
" I already know. I have this spare key, I'll take it after you're gone. "
It was Aretha who stopped her footsteps and fell silent on the spot.
" Look at me. "
Ryuzaki said as he pulled Aretha's arm and made Aretha turn her body back.
Aretha looked up, looking towards Ryuzaki.
Ryuzaki stared intently at Aretha's eyes.
" Look at me and say, you don't love me anymore. I can just calm down with you. "
Ryuzaki said firmly.
Aretha gulped. His heart is beating fast. His heart feels chaotic. Aretha dilemma. But he tries to stay strong.
" I. hate you ! "
Say it with quivering lips and teary eyes.
You lied !
Ryuzaki.
And quickly, Ryuzaki pulls Aretha's body docked to his body. And put his lips on Aretha's lips. Aretha who did not expect what Ryuzaki was doing, immediately glared and tried to break away.
Ryuzaki did not care about a few blows Aretha's hand on his chest. He continued to kiss Aretha. One hand hugged Aretha tightly, and the other held Aretha's head still and could not avoid her kiss.
Aretha's tears flowed slowly. Finally, he could only let Ryuzaki continue kissing and hugging him.
L loved her...
I don't want to take it off.
I don't want him to go to Japan.
I don't want him to stay here.
But if he's still here, there can only hurt each other.
Sara will never let go of me and let me be happy with Ryu...
I'm sorry, Ryu...
Excuse me...
Inner Aretha was truly sad.
After a while, slowly, Ryuzaki stopped his actions. He let go of his embrace and kiss on Aretha. Aretha.
" Tell me, don't go, I'll do anything for you. Don't lie to yourself... I know, you love me, Re... "
Ryuzaki said as he rubbed Aretha's tears with his fingers.
" I think what I said earlier, I'll get the documents tomorrow. I'm h-home... "
Aretha threw Ryuzaki's hand slowly.
Not wanting to waste any more time, Aretha quickly turned her body and moved her foot towards the door.
" Please, Re... Why can't we be together ? "
Ryuzaki chased after Aretha and confronted her right at the door.
" Is it because of Sara ? "
Ryuzaki asked back.
" Please, don't believe it... Move aside. "
Aretha said expectantly.
I have a lot of plans, Ryu...
But if you stay here, all my plans will fall apart.
Inner Aretha.
Ryuzaki gave up seeing the seriousness in Aretha's face. No more compromises even if it seems clear Aretha's face is very sad. Can no longer be seduced even though Aretha's cheeks and eyes are still wet with tears.
" I love you... I love you forever. "
Ryuzaki said after letting Aretha pass his body and walk out of the apartment.
Aretha did not budge at all. He continued walking further and further away from the door and disappeared into the elevator.
Ryuzaki leaned his body against the door and slumped down limply. His head was bowed weakly, the sound of heart-wrenching sobbing from him sounded.
I love you, Re...
Why is fate so cruel to me... ?
As soon as all my memories come back, I lose you...
Stupid ! Stupid !
If I had to lose you like this, I'd rather stay amnesiac all my life !
" AAAARRRGGGHHHHHHH !!!!! '
Ryuzaki's screams are tight.