
RYUZAKI APARTMENT, 20:00 WIB
" Rere... I miss ! "
Hugged Sara as soon as Aretha opened the door for her. Aretha replied to him with a warm embrace anyway.
I don't know why, while away from Sara, sometimes anxious, there was nothing with her.
But when I was close, I was scared.
" Come in here.... "
Take Aretha along while letting go of her embrace and embrace Sara, taking her in.
Sara placed a set of bushels she had brought from home, on the kitchen table.
" Why haven't you been playing here for so long ? "
Ask Aretha curious. Sara smiles. Aretha was happy to worry about him.
" A lot of college work. Look at it ! Mother cook your favorite food, soy sauce and tararara fried noodles ! With its spicy sweet asem sauce, your fave ! "
Sara opened one by one the bushels she carried. And showed his contents to Aretha. Aretha's saliva almost fell staring at her favorite food.
" Waaahhh.... The aroma of Funghai Mother actually makes drooling.... "
" Here, let's get eaten ! "
Sara immediately went towards the plate rack and took a fork for Aretha.
" Say Mother, make it every day ! "
Aretha said as she excitedly cut her fuyunghai and ate it deliciously.
" Yummyy yummyy ! "
Praise Aretha without stopping bribing. Until his fuyghain sausage splattered around his lips. Sara picks up a tissue nearby, and helps Aretha clean it up.
" Eat slowly.... No one is getting into this fight. "
Sara said with an amused smile looking at Aretha who seemed to be breaking her fast, eating so greedily. When eating like this is what Sara likes. Although Aretha is the protector for him, but Aretha sometimes still to be considered anyway. And Sara always does. Giving more attention so that Aretha more loving him.
" You don't want to go to college anymore ? "
Ask Sara. Aretha who was busy chewing, looked at him.
" Ryu told me, but I don't know.... "
Sahut Aretha, then continued his meal. Sara walked around the room. In the middle room, he saw pillows and bolsters lying on the carpet, and an untidy blanket.
" You slept outside ? Ryu ? "
Sara felt something strange. Sara's short question makes Aretha again stop her eating.
Well.. he's suspicious !
Aretha looked towards Sara and shook her head quickly.
" Ahh... that ? I watched Tivi again, but it's still on. Ryu was overtime, so I waited for him while sleeping outside.... "
Lie, Aretha forced. Sara sat on the couch. Look at the television show that is on. In a hurry, Aretha cleaned her hands and mouth on the kitchen faucet.
" You want to go for it ? "
Aretha asked as she walked over to Sara. And sit next to him.
" Can ? "
Sara asked back.
" Why not ? "
Aretha said with a happy smile.
Ashiiikk....
Tonight I slept in a room, in a large, soft bed.....
" When did Ryu come home ? "
" I don't know, I don't ask and I never ask either. Not my business.... "
Sara glanced towards Aretha. Aretha's face looked flat when she mentioned the husband's name.
There was no impression on Ryu's name.
So true, to this day you still have no taste to your husband.
You still love me, don't you, Re ?...
Sara put her head on Aretha's shoulder. Aretha was surprised, but only for a moment. And then he secured himself for Sara's leaning spot.
" Re.... You know ? I'm afraid you forgot about me. "
" Stupid ! We are sodara, where there is sodara can forget the other sodara. "
" I'm afraid you're in love with Ryu, and you won't care about me anymore. "
Fall in love ?
Honestly, I'm actually starting to like him.
But I'm not sure if it could be called falling in love ?
Inner Aretha in the heart. Sara held his hand. Linking to each other his fingers are pliable. Aretha is the same. There was a sense of warmth as they clasped their two hands together.
I love you so much, Sara.
I'm afraid of hurting you...
I'm also afraid to imagine you're missing from my life.
You have meaning to me, meaning a sister.
If you hadn't come, I would have been alone in the world...
Parents who have their own busyness, I can not expect when I need full attention.
But sometimes you scare me....
Your possessiveness....
That's what made me choose to leave this 3-year-old house.
" When you fall in love with Ryu, you tell me first.... At the very least, I will prepare to learn to accept it, even if I am not willing.... "
" What are you talking about ? Don't talk weird ah ! "
" I love you, Re.... "
" I know, I love you too.... "
Sara clasped Aretha's hand tighter.
I don't need anyone to live in this world.
I just want Rere to always be there for me.
I don't need love, I don't need anything...
I just need Rere.
" You still mad at me, Re ? "
Aretha fell silent. Sara's question made her recall everything that hurt. That made him leave home and quit college.
Boni and Oren are missing.
Sweetie hanging in an empty house.
And.... Dito !!!
For a moment Sara felt Aretha's grip become increasingly tight. He grimaces in pain.
" Sa-sick.... "
Lirih Sara, while trying to pull her hand.
" Sorry.... "
As it dawned, Aretha let go of her grasp. Sara saw the look on Aretha's face that had turned full of anger. But a second later, it seemed to be able to control itself more calmly.
" I'm sorry, Re... I-i'm... "
" I'll get you a pillow and a clean blanket. Wait here. "
Aretha immediately got up and walked towards the room. Sara felt sorry about the latter.
Rere's still mad....
Not wanting her regrets to be too deep, Sara turned her attention towards the television show that was being aired.
Inside the room, Aretha picked up a pillow and a clean blanket in the closet. Half daydreaming, he chose a pillowcase.
Angry ?.... Yes, I am still angry !!!
The anger is still the same when you admitted everything 3 years ago.
Why are you so good ?
I love you more than them.
For me, you will not be replaced by anyone and anything....
Why are you so greedy ?
Can't I love the others too ?
My dear to them may not be as big as my dear to you.
But you, Sara.
Why is your love different from my love ?
Why aren't you enough as my good sister ?
Yes, I was wrong. I was too protective of you, too dear to you, too possessive before.
It's all because you're so weak !
And after you found out about your real parents, you became so concerned.
Make me even less able to see you that sad.
But why do you interpret my attention to this other and expect more ?
" Huufffttthhh...... "
Aretha let out a long breath. Trying to control his anger.
Okay.... relax Re !
Don't let Sara baper and everything get messed up.
This time he did not like Ryu, so as much as possible I should be able to keep my feelings from actually falling in love with Ryu.
Do not let what experienced Dito, will be experienced also the same Ryu....
Could you, Sara is desperate !