ME AND MY SISTER'S LOVE

CHAPTER 43

What am I doing ??

Am I so stupid ?....

I should have, I could have said no...

I should have, I could have refused...

But why am I always so weak in Sara's tears ?

I could never bear his sadness.

Is it because I know her tragic life story ?

Is it because I was the one who made him always depend on me ?

Is it because I've always mastered it before ?

I always felt she was mine !

Mother's father is rarely home, I feel like Sara is all I have...

I don't even like squirming a pu inin close to him.

I always told him, though,

" I'm the one who deserves you, Sara !! "

I.... always intimidate him....

Yeah.me !

Now... I got the stone !

I got my own karma....

I understand what Sara Rasain must have been....

I am the cause !

I'm the one who made it look like that !

I'm the one who should be responsible, right ?

Aretha sipped her black coffee. After drinking it until almost half a cup is left, put it back on the table.

He turned his face to the right, where Sara was still lying limp. There was bleeding again, the doctor said. The wound opened and shed more blood, due to an incision in his deep wrist.

It must be because he was yesterday in constant shock and hysterics.

Rice has become porridge.

Dad glared at me and slapped me so hard when I discussed divorce last night.

Mother ? Crying and lamenting.

Hahh, finally, I am a child who does not know myself at this time.

Ryu ?.... He has not been seen at all to this day since his last meeting at this hospital.

Aretha took the phone on the table. Da revived the phone.

No chat, no phone.

It's been three days....

Did he really agree to finally divorce me ?

Aretha's gaze glazed over, one hand gently rubbing her stomach.

This stomach will grow...

Sara's gonna know I'm pregnant.

I just want to have my pregnancy well

Can Sara take it ?

I'm afraid that if I stay with Ryu and look happy, Sara can be dangerous for Ryu and my baby...

Like before, I'll lose what I love...

" r... "

Call Sara's voice down.

Aretha immediately got up and got closer to the bed.

" Yes, what's up ? Need something ? "

Aretha asked attentively.

" No, I don't think you're here. "

Sara was still in a limp state.

" Don't worry, I'm here... "

Aretha calmed Sara, gently rubbing her head. Sara caught his hand, then kissed him. And put it on his cheek.

" I love you, Re.... I need you more than anyone in the world... "

" I know, I know.... "

There was a sad tone in Aretha's words. Seeing Sara's condition and the look on her expectant face, Aretha became even more powerless to say no to her.

" You need to relax.... Let's go home soon... "

Aretha encouraged Sara.

" Where to go, Re ? Is your father not angry with me ? Especially semalem, you said if you want a divorce... I'm sure your mom and dad know what I really am..... Can they still accept me ? "

Sara looked sad. His eyes looked forward.

" Why do you have negative thoughts ? Of course your father still accepts you. They love you too. "

" But I let them down, Re... Especially mother, I see clearly, mother now different. "

" It's just your feeling... "

Aretha tried to make Sara comfortable. Sara looked at. Seeking to find the truth of Aretha's words.

" You didn't lie, did you ? "

" If your father doesn't accept you, we'll find a place to live for both of us, okay ? "

Aretha's words made Sara's face glow. His eyes that had been dim seemed bright.

" Right, Re ? Just me and you ? "

" Yes, it's just you and me.... "

" Thank you, Re.... "

Sara's speech made Aretha pensive.

Stupid you, Re....

Inner Aretha was sad.

" Morning, baby..... "

A warm greeting was heard from the direction of the hospital room door. Aretha and Sara looked towards the voice.

" Mother... "

Sara muttered in a frightened tone.

Right, it was the bundalah who came to say hello and brought a basket of fruit and a complete bushel of food.

" How about Sara ? You lightened up this morning, honey ? "

Mother said while kissing Sara's forehead.

Sara termangu. Aretha was astonished.

Yesterday obviously you looked cold and not Sara's negur at all, just a pleasantries have not eaten, it was also not seem worried at all when Sara was bleeding again...

Now mom is completely different...

His attitude was the same before yesterday....

Does this mean I don't have to find a place for me and Sara ?

Alhamdulillah...

" Re.. you are this. It's Sara's bribe, and you also don't forget, eat... "

Mother patted Aretha on the shoulder, making her wake up from her daydream. Aretha looked at the mother, mother returned with a smile and offered her a bowl of porridge. Aretha took.

" Sara, eat your porridge until it's over. And, there's good news... You can go home tomorrow. Hemm ? "

Said mother looking pleased.

Sara and Aretha were delighted to hear this.

" Sara's room today is also to be cleaned, and Aretha, you go back to your old room. And... "

" What, mother ? Rere's coming home ? "

Aretha cuts off mother's speech.

" Yes, where are you going to go ? "

Mother's heart relaxed.

Sara and Aretha looked at each other.

" Mother's point is, Rere's staying with us again ? "

Sara is looking for certainty.

" Yes, dear Sara.... Rere came home to us again, in his old room. It's impossible, Rere's living out alone... "

Reply to the mother while gently patting the back of Sara's hand.

I'm going home ?

Mother said, can't I live outside alone ???

That means.... ?

Aretha was still staring at the mother. Trying to find a more detailed explanation. Mother seemed to understand what Aretha meant.

" Ryu came back to Japan at dawn... Her... "

" What ?! "

Exclaimed Aretha cut off the sentence of the mother and was aghast with the mother's words. So did Sara.

" Ryu's coming back to Japan ? Not saying the same with Rere ? "

Asked Rere in a choked voice.

" You asked for a divorce, Ryu agreed. And Ryu also told mom, you're pregnant... "

" Re... ? "

This time it was Sara who was shocked.

Well, why are you talking about my pregnancy in front of Sara ?

Aretha turned towards Sara and nodded her head.

" Dengerin's mom, Rere's pregnant, so we all have to help Rere keep her pregnant. Ryu is no longer here. Mother is actually disappointed with what happened lately... But life must go on. There is a life in Rere's belly that needs our affection more as a family. Mother will not discuss anything about before, mother asked, you focus on a better future for you. Your beloved mother, no longer there are conflicts or problems that can make our family destroyed. Understand ? "

Mother gave a long explanation. Then he clasped Aretha and Sara's hands together.

" Close everything in the back. We'll have someone else in our family. "

Connect the mother while staring at the belly of Aretha.

Sara followed my mother's view.

There's something living in Rere's stomach ?...

Is that a threat to me ?

Should I love him too ?

" Sara darling... You'll be an aunty... It would be funny, holding a cute and adorable baby... It could be a new toy for us at home, considering you are no longer funny, hehehe.... "

Mother tried to joke, to break the tension in the room. And succeeding, Aretha and Sara seemed to smile and chuckle.

" Mother can... Yeah, yeah, so have a new toy later. Sara's gonna try to be a good aunty... "

Sara with a cheerful face.

Thank goodness one plan worked.

My mother's mind saw the positive reaction of Sara.

Is there anything your mother planned ?

Mother looked over hepi with Sara's answer.

And Sara.... is her happy face really sincere or just acting ?

But whatever it is, at least, I don't need to hide my pregnancy anymore.

Ryu....

So he actually agreed to divorce....

Should I be grateful that she finally followed my wishes ?

Why does my heart hurt ?!