
As late as the clockwork movement, the blink of the eye begins to slow down.
The sound of water rushing hit the rock.
A clear morning on Saturday, this villa here is still beautiful, not far from here the clear watery river flows, across there the towering hill of the beautiful sun is still embarrassed to show itself.
He was still sound asleep, in a thick blanket.
Seeing her so calm while asleep was the thing I liked the most.
It may sound strange but this is like a hobby, since that day I started taking her for a walk, accompanying me to see the beauty of this small world does not need to surround it...
Ah... Still beautiful, not fresh air in the morning sometimes makes me breathe it too deep.
“Daddy, my mother is now very happy, are you guys happy too?” I muttered, looking up at the sky from the balcony, Enjoying the beautiful painting that God gave me.
The morning changed by noon, the clouds began to cloud, Before long it rained, I and he could only sit and see the rain falling.
We talked, A cup of tea warms this body, and... Also a hug from him
Why has it been so hard lately for me, I've lost my passion.
Could it?
Ah... That...?
Along this road I can no longer enjoy the beauty of the setting. If this is the case, don't...!
“Can I speak honestly to you?”
What do these words mean, I don't know but to tell him to talk, to talk about it.
“Actually about the possibility of me recovering is a lie, I don't want to lie about this anymore. I mean I could do that, conspire with the doctor and lie to you. However, every time I lie I always feel guilty, about this disease really is like an impossibility for the word cured, it is natural that this is the base/end of my existence. If you want to be angry please, I can finally tell you the truth when my age has been waiting for a second, you know now I really feel very sick in my head, they gnawed at it, they gnawed at it, it feels like my head is on a nail. Haha... How depressing? If the farewell is painful then the meeting I consider a happy thing for us. You who are really cheerful, you can really melt a chunk of ice in my heart, you turn the dark in me into a light, I was devastated to lose my parents when I reached them, but they had to leave and could not enjoy my achievement. You think I'm a light, don't you? But you are the light for me. I really love you, it feels like everything is going white, I'm going to end today. So then... L'm... I will say it for the first and last time... In the depths of my heart, I really love you Annia Assandra.”
“PAK MASTER..!”
I CAN'T ! I REALLY CAN'T TAKE ALL THIS...! he has to leave me here alone, I can't.
God is unfair, why should all those I love leave me, leaving such deep scars, isn't this really sad in a story of my life?
Loving my own teacher, even marrying her.
Living together in the warmth of his arms.
It was like a twilight light through the darkness of my heart.
Kidding, so ria.
A warm kiss and a romantic word.
For a moment I imagined that I was also dissolved in sadness.
Tears will not dry up, every day this land I watered.
The grass is also fertile.
I miss her, I miss her hug, I miss that friendly kiss.
When night comes, the wind goes through the ventilation gap, touching my skin.
Feeling the cold in the cold, I want his embrace.
Ever since God called you, slowly over time I have aged my body like never before, my hair and teeth have started to leave me as well.
My hands were trembling as I began to make words in writing. Silent in this old house, this is my daily life. Waiting for the last moment of my life.
I used to blame God for what I was going through, but I was so stupid and didn't realize that I was the one who chose this miserable life.
Are you also waiting for my arrival? I hope so, our story is very colorful, as it is not, you are the one who made the color, without you maybe my life is just fixated on my power’ solely.
My sister is gone, so is her husband, now it's my turn, Hahaha... It's just so troublesome.
Why don't I catch up with you soon? I don't know if God has a plan of his own.
See you in the next life, Tio