
I always mess up everything, what I do, every time I act every time the person who is with me is burdened with many things.
I just kept making, I don't mean I just kept messing up all this, maybe at that time he was burdened by me, I mean,
it's...
I don't know if her cheerful smile is just a cover for her anxiety, if it's true...
I when he wakes up from this coma, I'll apologize to him.
Got to! I gotta do that.
I don't want him to act like this, I don't want him to act beyond his limits, I want him to smile without any burden on him.
Like a sky full of old stars, which are getting dimmer and fainter.
Like the moon slowly moving away from the earth.
Or, like a galaxy full of scattered stars.
L'm...
If I keep thinking like this, trying to keep blaming myself I think I'm the same as him.
These memories still feel new, still feel the warmth of the embrace in my body, the breath into my ears, or how childish he is.
Blue sea, sometimes will turn green, calm water can sometimes make a terrible storm, the wind is cool, sometimes it can also be dangerous.
Life without trials is sometimes unpleasant, but too many trials may make a person weak.
I had failed in UAS, at that time my grades none of them were perfect, at that time I felt this was very sad.
yeah, 'cause usually I get perfect scores from every exam.
But I realized at that time that there were times when failure approached us and advised to be careful at every step I chose, but without failure I would never feel how the struggle itself, he said, or how I should stay in this position.
Life is like a bird, not only do we have to fly while looking at what is below us, but sometimes we also have to go down to the ground and feel how sharp the gravel we are peeling it.
“Uh...!”
Finally he woke up from his long slumber, I'm not as stupid as you think, like...
I'll ask him a few important points.
Everything will make it worse.
“How long have I been asleep?”
“this year has entered the year 2018.”
“Already 1 year more yes.”
I don't want him to say in such a tone, it doesn't seem like he is I want him to be cheerful without anything he should be...
“I guess when I woke up I no longer saw you here but I feel like I've been thinking badly about you.”
I am still faithful to him, and forever will be each on this one man only.
I never once thought I'd leave him, I don't even believe there's a reason I could think of it that way.
“Ahahaha... It feels really annoying when you wake up from a coma.”
Finally he started to show his true nature again, but this time I don't want to see his smile, I don't want that smile to cover it, I don't want to see another smile from him.
Didn't he ever say, that no matter how much I failed, I failed, I'm still great in his eyes and this time I think I'm going to prove that what he says is the right thing not just nonsense.
“Whatever great you hide her, I will know her, cheerful for the sake of covering her.
Ye...
But i'm...
There is a request for you to be yourself. Because YOU ARE STILL GREAT!”
"And... I'm sorry for that."
HOEEEEEE! Finally, there are 40 chapters.
Time for the Beginning (beginning) of the Conflict
thank you for your time to read my bad work, may you all be given health throughout the ages.
and once again I say many thanks.
the drug...