Master Teacher I Love You

Chapter 55

How many times have I asked him, but he is so good at hiding this, he is like an accomplished actor who plays the drama scenes of life, he said, I can't just tell him to be honest about some of the things he's hiding, but I don't want to push this too much, if I make a small mistake, either, I'm going to make a chain effect on this, but I also want to know this lie, can't it be more honest, it's not the lies that make this bad?

If only he hadn't lied and forced himself?

Maybe I can solve this problem as soon as possible, but again it's a possibility.

My existence here is like a burden to him, I mean he was burdened will tell me the truth, a smile full of lies is now starting to be more clearly visible from the scratches on his lips, I mean he was burdened to tell me honestly, a smile full of lies now began to be more clearly visible from the scratches on his lips, the joke is now so unfulfilling that it is not her, it is not her, it is someone else who is sneering at her, no it is not the teacher.

Every time I feel restless, every time a cry accompanies her, my eyes are so swollen, yet I cannot cry in her presence, I do not want this to be a burden again for her, the intention of wanting to multiply happy memories with her, but instead of continuing to grieve, I was stupid.

How many times I held her, how many times I kissed her lips, how many times I held her hand, it would not change her, changing all of them was impossible, all I can do is encourage him even though this heart is really sick.

“hah... Dusk is never bored to see.”

“Yes... But when he went missing and changed the night, at that moment I felt lost. And think if tomorrow I can still see her again?”

“Ahahaha... But without twilight we wouldn't know that everything here has an end.”

Again he said that when I felt lost, I wanted to hold his hand, I wanted to hold him and not let go, but...

“you are like dusk itself Tio.”

“tak, it's okay.”

How should I behave normally? When I had to fight this whole thing if I was as old as possible, I'd have given up on this a long time ago and let it, if only it was...

However, as I grew more and more ignorant of my normal attitude, I began to change and to know many of the feelings I had made since the day he came to me

We sat on the beach to see the sunset that began to sink in the wala chakra, birds flying in the twilight, waves rolling down granite rocks on the edge of the beach.

“ayo we go home.”

The grip of the hand is soft and smooth, in iringi footsteps from both of us.

How long we haven't had this atmosphere, maybe we haven't done it before.

Although I knew how much pain he had, endured it all and was gnawed away by disease, he could still smile at his lips, make jokes, and insult me.

“when pain strikes me, I always think positively while saying I can get through this, but anxiety is always in every corner of my feelings, at first I can fight it but he is getting more and more, but the anxiety is always there, and slowly I lost, and gave up on it. Smiling even though I feel anxious, joking even though I feel anxious I'm really a bad person isn't it?”