Master Teacher I Love You

Chapter 34

My sister visited home today.

“should be younger visit the old.” I said and let her sit down, please,

serving what is,

we chatted off misses,

while her husband chatted with the teacher, sir,

I don't know what they said, they came home soon,

he shortly returned home

he said it was because there was still something they wanted to visit.

My brother has now gone home,

I feel like this house is so quiet now,

it was just me and the teacher.

“Not tomorrow is the anniversary of your mother's death.”

Said the teacher to me,

then we plan to go visit mom's grave tomorrow.

Uh. Is it possible brother...?

Maybe that's why he was in a hurry.

It's been a year that she (mother) left me,

lying on the ground,

with a headstone stuck in the mound of land that is now beginning to grass, it is,

this wooden headstone I have to change so that the name is not eaten by termites and does not fade when exposed to rain and heat,

I always remember memories of the old days,

where it was full of jokes, laughter and always smiling at us. Now it's just a memory, though,

I can only wipe the headstone that says his name, though,

I could only water the soil of his grave with a bottle of water that I brought,

I can only sprinkle flowers on his grave ground,

I could only pray that he would always be calm and happy at the side of God.

When I get home,

I was just carried away in grief, though,

Go into his room, please,

the smell of his body I can still breathe.

Create Ania.

Maybe when you read this letter you are married, or you are old and have grandchildren.

I'm sorry if your wedding mother is no longer by your side,

accompany and see you,

I know in those moments you're nervous,

because my mother had felt it too.

I'm sorry if I never talked about the illness.

I don't want you guys to be burdened by this.

Mom just wanted to see a smile from you guys,

even though this disease gnaws the mother's body, the mother will not complain, she said,

because I just want to see your smiles.

Is the person who is your husband still the same person?

I hope so.

Greetings from mother, to Ania asandra.

Losing something is very painful for yourself, being carried away in sadness is a natural thing, because it is a natural human nature, trying not too long to dissolve in sadness is the right thing.

But sometimes it's not so easy to do either.

It's just as no different, me and him.

The story doesn't change, it's always the same as that, joking to me.

Trying to comfort me when I feel sad, or quieting myself for a moment so I can calm myself down, sometimes I ask myself what it is, how it is with her, does he (his self) never feel sad?

I don't know if he's the only one who knows himself.

"Trying to stay strong despite the trials continue to hit yourself, is the right thing to do.

However, being too strong and still smiling at the person we care about is a lie.

Opening up and telling problems to our loved ones is very good to do, because he (the one we love) will encourage us to return to what we live (expect). "

Asandra ania.