Master Teacher I Love You

Chapter 39

I don't understand but I'm quite surprised to find this, about him I hope he quickly realized (wake up) from this old sleep,

“we are not sure, we can only do our best to heal.”

It was the answer I got over and over again when I asked this question, there was no answer that satisfied me.

His body, this body lying unconscious, I always looked at.

This face full of hope over his consciousness maybe this time I should be a little selfish.

The season keeps changing without ever smiling happily with him through the season

It's been 12 months but there's no sign he'll open his eyes.

I should give up and not expect any more of this, but this...

“try to get a teacher, try it. You know the season just keeps changing months passed just like that.”

I could no longer be patient, what was inside of me I shed at that moment, my tears wailing, my tears not stopping.

I think it's more tightening my chest.

Hope about the uncertain, I always pray about the hubris.

I unceasingly prayed, in silence, in a heart of sorrow, in high thought and then swooped down into the hollow ground.

The eternal feeling of love draws loyalty in a test, always I hold his hand and tell him in sorrow.

If this is the end of our story, I hope that farewell is not a sad thing.

“wake up I'll always meet you.”

This street, this cold wind, this dark night, this street lamp, this place, where we once made memories, when he gently kissed my lips against this walled me, I want to repeat that time.

Said the employee who had caught us when he impatiently kissed me at this place, this restaurant.

This house has not changed a bit since I left after I married her, my childhood home, the memories of my family, of her confessing her feelings to me, I used to be so happy when he said that, that I jumped in joy.

This table is still the same, this chair where he always sat when visiting my house, his late mother and brother always mocked us, he said, I still clearly remember him and I was filled with shame when ridiculed before.

Ha... I think these memories are still in my memory.

I don't know why on this night the stars are scattered in the night sky, if I remember at that time he, when visiting always bring food for me, where at that time the mother was no longer there (died). And my sister got married, and then we watched the movie she called anime... These memories are so happy for me.

The night was getting late, I decided to spend the night here in my old house, while remembering everything we had passed in that one.

The splashing of water in the irrigation beside my house calmed my heart.

“sanyang wake! It was noon, when you were still sleeping anyway, he said he wanted to exercise.”

“Huh!”

apparently I was dreaming about her, the dream was just real,

“Ha..”

I'm not sure but I didn't expect to dream this, because I was afraid this dream was a bad sign about her.

“How valuable is someone to you?

If you lose it you'll know how valuable it is to you.”

Asandra ania.