Master Teacher I Love You

Chapter 48

Ever since I understood that nothing is eternal, the day when we laugh together, the day we joke together, the day we play games and watch movies together becomes a meaningful memory for me.

Strongly, with me carved into my heart.

That is why you, that is why we, and not anyone else, cannot be replaced by other memories.

and so, I'm going to make these memories so meaningful to both of us.

If I understand every sentence you say first, it's full of meaningful lessons.

Not because you are a teacher, nor because you are more mature than me, that is who you really are.

Although this lie is painful to me, even this lie is so that I can and do not worry about you.

if I was at zero you would have turned it around and returned me to the point where I stood, but if you're at ground zero I can't do anything but hope that the wind can turn the disk around.

The blue sky will sometimes be covered with cloudy clouds, I hope the rain falls on this world, washing away dust and dirt.

But sometimes that hope is just a wish that will not come true, as much as I ask it will not be able to change, or just a little change, I am very sad about yourself, I am very sad about you, you are like an orange light through the darkness inside of me, but I know the orange light (dusk) is just for a moment and in the end it will be a dark night without stars.

If this hadn't happened...

I think happiness is eternal but, it seems that thinking is wrong, of course wrong.

The heat of the sun burns the heart in agony, I am silent without speaking, I need energy to do that, you were silent as usual, I know your face was so sad.

I think it's useless for us to keep quiet like this, shouldn't we make some memories before this is over?

I mean it's full of awkwardness, even that smile, your smile of lies touches my heart full of sadness in it.

The leaves fell in the wind.

Silence at that time made me become erratic in this feeling.

If I'm not sad... Thats impossible.

you are like a light to me, a twilight.

When the afternoon drifts through my empty, dark heart, you give me hope and a smile, through that light.

I was lulled until I forgot that light for just a moment, when you disappeared I really felt a loss for you.

This window, this mirror.

All the shapes of the glass reflect my heart in sorrow, you are still there, not moving from that place.

Although I have called you several times to try to forget that, but it seems that this has no results.

The night came in endless silence, I couldn't say anything, you turned your back on me while sleeping, you didn't hug me, you were so cold or you didn't want me to think that.

“I'm so happy to have loved you, you love me so much, you are romantic in your way, you are so cheerful and full of silliness.I don't want that to change from you, I don't want that to change from you, although I know now it is very difficult to return to that point, but I still love you until whenever it is.”