Master Teacher I Love You

Chapter 20

Sometimes in contemplation I think of my two parents who have passed away.

As if something is empty in my heart, Actually I always busy myself in some point so that I do not feel loss in the sense of loneliness.

I always pray that they both be happy in the next life after death.

Sometimes I cry in the room, hug the picture frame of themselves, this is all I can do when the longing I can't take it anymore, there were times when I was too tired I talked to the pictures of the two of them as if they were listening and were near me.

From the deepest heart I wish they would listen to my grievances in the cries accompanying my words.

Sometimes I take the time to visit their graves, talk about the life I live, I always have that conversation every time I come to see them.

It felt like just yesterday I saw a smile from both of them, and did not expect this to happen so quickly.

But that's death he will come to the living.

The vacation given was only spent studying at home, accompanied by a teacher who always visited my house,

“jangan huk”.

I told him not to hug me, because I was focused on learning.

Finally, the tense day was now in sight, nervousness approached all third-graders, opening questions that were so dizzying, cold sweat continued to wash and then dried using tissue.

‘ini can not be dirty, this can not pass the line”. Such was the word that flashed through the minds of all the third grade disciples.

Time feels longer, UN supervisors from other schools are not stopping to see our movements.

All quiet only occasionally there was a coughing sound from the back possibly because his throat was dry.

The circle of pencils to the answer sheet is now starting a lot, Black solid.

Look again at the question in case someone misses the answer on the answer paper.

My head feels like exploding, when I find a problem that has never been taught by a teacher, “answered A or B?”. That's how I said it in my heart, while twirling the pencil in the hand.

For those who don't know what answer to choose?

Even though I did not use the second way, for me it was an unreasonable way because the true potential was very little.

Huh... Finally today is finished with one UN subject.

There is still a lot of time left from today, for that I will use to learn.

“Ania...!” Shouted the teacher from a distance.

Granted myself, then approached me and invited me to eat the provisions he brought, he said,

“rezeki”.

My words when he opened the bag and told me to press it, but a thought to keep him crossed my head.

“aduh... My hands are keram”. My words are in pain, of course this is just a lie.

Holding my hand he watched my hand.

Then...

“Aaaak”. Said he told me to stand up.

“Ammm..”.

“Basic spoj”.

His words playing my hdiung, I smiled at him while still pretending to be in pain in my hands.

I'm sure he knows and actually he's letting this go.

Finally he continued to feed the food to me, I was quite happy when he fed me, it felt so happy in me.