Marrying a Friend

EPILOGUES

"Ar-Arrhman .. Al-Lamal Qur'an…. "

"The teacher is patient, darling. How can I be smart if I want to be instant," sidelines Firhan who makes me look up and smile when teaching me to teach.

From that moment, I tried to read the Surah of Ar-Rahman and Firhan taught.

"Hey, Brother. Down, yuk?" exclaim Isti with his excitement when disperse this daydream.

Again, the shadow of my husband reminded me of him. We're in my room, on the second floor.

I miss you, Firhan.

My sigh sounded heavy, I just shook my head and tried to smile.

"Sir Firhan remains, really. Remain in the heart of my brother" he said, hugging me, then peeling and passing.

Right, after the last request of my angel man, even a week in the hospital, he breathed his last in the words of Laa Ilaha Illallah with that sweet smile I always missed etched into his beautiful pale white face.

I live alone in our house now. Sometimes, Isti comes to see, or mother and father, or Daniel. Indeed, Daniel got a liver graft and his condition is currently healthy. He's cured!

Today, in the house of Firhan's relics that were so many memories, it seemed so crowded at this moment. Several people came to help prepare for the wedding that will be in the title today.

"Firhan, I missed so much. "my sighs were again shedding tears after sighing heavily.

After everything is ready, they then gather in the living room, waiting for the ruler. Daniel looks handsome there with his typical wedding dress betawi, looks now smiling widely and happy but a glimmer of anxiety is seen there. He has decided to convert to Islam and with the blessing of his parents. And it was already an agreement when he proposed back then.

"I accept the marriage of Isti Afraina Aarasy Zayn.… "

The haru atmosphere when Daniel said that sacred sentence in the moment of kabul, making the girl next to me cry in her beautiful white wedding dress. Isti married Daniel, on the basis that they loved each other. And also, because of her brother's life, it was with her husband. The angel's heart was grafted into Daniel's body, and it was Isti who asked me to grant their marriage.

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I glanced at the man next to the bed, as I bowed my body whispering a sentence in Daniel's ear still lying in a coma. Firhan's face turned as if he did not want to watch, as if what he saw could not face. I could feel, what he was feeling right now, he was so broken in his love, yet trying not to be selfish. I don't know where that ridiculous thought came from.

I bowed again after not being able to see tears dripping on my husband's temple that was still turning my face away.

"I, Firhan's Wife, Star Elnesya Zayn. I promise you in the name of my love for my husband, in the name of my family's wholeness. I promise this time, which my own husband has witnessed, that I love him so much, Firhan Pradipta Zayn! And I just consider you a friend who will never be more, never even be united, at any time and at any time. May you have such a beautiful woman in your heart. Thank you, Daniel, and I'm sorry."

I sighed heavily. He quietly looked down, then looked at her for a moment. Then, “You know, what made me so sick unstoppable after that grief? When I was about to sneak up and learn to crawl on my dark day, then suddenly you came up with your silly and stupid request easily,”

The roar of the sky out there in the rain made me flinch and again from my daydream.

I smiled in sparkling eyes, as Firhan's smile and face entered the cracks of my mind as well as Daniel's last request before he decided to marry Isti.

It had already been a month since Firhan died. I feel like my life is still empty and bland without him. I miss that laugh and that smile, I miss her adorable face and surprise, I miss her bobbin nina song, and I miss everything in her.

I sighed and again wiped the tears that were dripping on my cheeks, then passed.

***For my idol woman, whom I love so much, I love,

Star Elnesya Zayn.

If I were asked who the woman I love so much, I would answer, is my mother, sister and Nesya.

I love you so much, Nesya, that I fear we will not be met like Adam and Eve.

You know, it feels like I have a wonderful life, when you're a part of my life.

Don't be sad, honey. No matter how far you are, I will be waiting for you. No matter how long I wait for you, I will love you until we are united in heaven. I love you, I love you so much!

From the guy who always misses you, even right now,

Xtran***.

The letter was found in Firhan's jacket and placed on Nesya's dresser, along with the roar of rain that could be heard outside.

"What would you do if I wasn't around?" my original question made Firhan's big, sweet smile last long enough.

"God is always of good will to His servant, and whatever destiny, everything will happen and it is certainly good for His servant. What I only do when half my life is gone is, all my life praying for him, for the wings and the breath of this life. Praying, in order to meet in heaven later, like adam and eve that ended up being met. For you, are my wings when I fly, dreaming with a million beauties. You are the breath that completes life and unites my life and soul. You make everything look and be perfect! The one love, the living love, and the perfect love will be there, in the seventh heaven,"

I smile enjoying her voice in my dancing mind.

- THE END