Lunara's Heart

Chapter 40

Be ill. Mournfully. Baffled. And.............. Longs. All those emotions clashed with each other in Luna's heart. Is love not destined to remain forever in life? Inner crying. As everyone around him who once came up with the name of love now drifted away one by one.

The courage finally succeeded in bringing Luna's step up to here. Juan Apartment. I don't know why after facing the door. Luna even cursed her own stupidity, where is her mind?Night-night visits to a man's apartment, although Juan lives here with his mother but still... Huffttt Luna felt a great sense of doubt and fear.

Better break that intention and go home. How thought. It had moved the body a little to turn around but the door was open instead. Luna turned her head and gawked tensely.

"Why not be?"

It was not Juan's voice. But Nia, Mama Juan who Luna called Mama too.

"Ehh i-it was aunty. ehh means mama, suddenly Luna was afraid to disturb because it was already night so Luna wanted to go home. Sorry yes"

Luna was nervous.

"Come in"

Nia took a brief no-nonsense lead.

Luna walked in slowly and bowed politely. Not forgetting the greeting he said after entering.

Nia answered Luna's greeting.

"Sit Lun"

Nia looks different today. But Luna did not conclude anything more. Maybe Nia is just tired.

Luna unintentionally turned to the long table there. There are different ones too. The table had many photos including a picture of him. Why only a few? No. gabe. More precisely a photo of himself or with Juan is not there.

Nia turned her head towards the direction Luna's eyes were going. He did not seem surprised, he seemed to know what Luna was thinking at the moment.

"Your photo was deliberately set aside from there"

Luna turned her head quickly, there was a question in the look in her eyes, Nia understood that.

"In Juan's room, too, it seems like it has to be"

Now Luna was sure. There is something different about Nia.

"Tante-hmm means Mother-"

"Quite aunty, if that's more comfortable. And I also seem to be more comfortable as well"

Luna's heart paled. His words were swallowed back. For a moment he was silent.

"Luna wants to talk to Juan... Can you?"

Luna asked very carefully.

"He doesn't exist. I don't know where it is either"

Luna lowered her head, slightly pulling her lips curling her thin smile.

"Then Luna said yes, sorry to disturb the nights like this"

He prefers to sit down and get up from his seat. Nia just nodded and her eyes kept looking down, since Nia had indeed avoided looking directly at Luna.

"Luna says. Assalamu'alaikum..."

Nia answered him, still in the same position.

"Healthy, Mom"

Only then did Nia turn her head, look up and look into Luna's eyes directly. There the girl smiled sincerely. A little warms the corner of Nia's heart. Then Luna really went from there.

- - -

The lake tonight felt so cold as the little drizzle that came down touched his body. Stifled steps. His forehead is pucker. Is that Juan in front of him?

The tall and white man, just like Luna, was standing on his back to Luna. Facing directly into the lake without flinching at all. Luna looked closely at the body from behind until her eyes stopped at Juan's hand hanging beside her body. Bandaged? Luna itching to touch it and ask what makes Juan's hand that has always been stretched out to him in any situation was hurt?

Luna had no intention of moving let alone greeting Juan. He wanted to be like this a long time ago, he was not this close to Juan.

The weather that was originally just drizzling, now slowly began to drift a little more than before. But the rain was not strong enough to move them from where they stand now. Both Juan and Luna were so at home in their own daydreams.

I don't know how much time they've spent on that. Until finally Luna can see the two shoulders of Juan who was bearded quite high. It seemed like he had just breathed so deeply, supplying oxygen to enter more. He turned around making Luna stiffen. Juan too.

They fell silent, throwing glances at each other that held such a large chunk of longing.

Juan is the same. Like refusing to move. He had also long since not looked at Luna directly within this close distance. He wants to be like this in a minute. No, he wants to stay there. If could.

The rain had already slowly dimmed, suddenly the sound of the phone ringing broke the silence between them. Luna gasped at her phone which she kept in the pocket of her jeans. While Juan gasped slowly and his consciousness returned. After that, he rubbed his face slightly aside the water from the rain earlier. Then, walking quickly, did not intend to talk at all.

"Master"

As fast as his feet stepped. Soon Luna's hand blocked her arm. Juan's body according to. Feeling paralyzed instantly by Luna's touch.

I feel no rejection. Luna drew closer without taking off her hand.

"I'm not going to force any of your decisions and choices. But one, please don't go without clarity" He paused for a moment "Don't repeat the events of Father and Mother to me"

Now Juan with Luna's voice began to tremble in his last sentence.

Gosh darn. Juan hates this situation. Her heart ached treating Luna like this.

At the pull again breath so deeply, then position his body to face Luna.

"Gue didn't say yes yesterday?"

Talk with intonation as cold as possible. But deep down Juan slipped.

Luna smiled sweetly. But it killed Juan even deeper.

"Then why are you here? In our place"

Luna asked calmly.

"This is Lun's public place. Who can come here"

Pretexts.

"But for me no, there are different stories and reasons about this place when it comes to me or you"

Jerking slowly. Juan put his arm away until Luna's hand slipped from there.

"Whatever, I don't care what you think about this lake. And just to remind, I first know this place until I finally bring you here"

Clearly and tried to go back after being held back by Luna.

"If so, what new woman did you say that would be brought here as well?"

Ahh Shit! What happened to Juan today. His legs were again paralyzed by Luna's voice.

"Lupain about that. Whatever you want to do with him, I just hope you can be happy and grateful for all this time"

"Thank you for everything"

Luna added the sentence after giving a short pause from the previous sentence.