Lunara's Heart

CHAPTER 28

2 HOURS BEFORE

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Luna turned to her phone that somehow vibrated, Luna was not interested in talking to anyone at this time. The girl looked lethargic and fragile while sitting limp in her nursery bed while constantly daydreaming

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Luna's phone rings again, but this time it's not a phone ring but a message. Previously, not a few Luna had received messages from Juan, Vani, Dira, even her sister, Yana. Maybe they're worried about Luna who hasn't heard from since morning.

But Luna remained only motionless, only her eyes that occasionally blinked and her chest that rose and fell regularly signified that she was breathing, her eyes were puffy because she kept crying earlier but now wanted to cry again even her tears seemed to have dried up.

In his mind at this time he kept spinning the shadow of the back of the Father that he really missed, the back that closed many secrets from him, questions after questions that he could not say, he said, the back that was once warm for him to touch and hug but now is very far and difficult even just to see.

The father's indifference was enough to slap Luna once again on the fact that she seemed to have been unexpected. Suddenly – arrived whispers – evil whispers entered into his brain saying that the world was unfair…

He said the world would not take his side

He said death was the way out

Saying that it's better to just die!

After the sound of – whispers filled her head, Luna then turned to the window and pulled the infusion hose on her left arm without taking her eyes off the window glass. He threw the infusion hose to the floor and then his feet began to step towards the window, Luna's hand slowly moved to open the two-door window in front of him, he leaned his head slightly out the window and looked down. Then he turned and walked towards the exit.

Luna walked with an indescribable face, outside the room she was reprimanded by one of the guard sisters

“Mbak, where are you going? Can I help you, please? You need something?” He asked worriedly, especially Luna's eyes looked puffy.

“Nggak sus, I want to find fresh already a minute yes. I was dizzy in the room continue” replied Luna and then immediately walked again without waiting for the nurse's answer again

“Ta-tapi” Sister seems to want to prevent but Luna still seems to want to go finally silent, anyway Just a moment she thought. The sister also tried to think positively and did not prevent Luna again, she continued to look at Luna who was getting away, the nun's forehead slightly shriveled when she saw Luna entering an elevator. But again – again he did not take a headache and Back sitting playing his phone. Inside the elevator, without thinking Long Luna directly pressed the top floor button

I don't know what Luna was thinking, but this is where she is now, at the end of the cement floor without a fence and barrier, missing just a little, Luna's body can certainly end up crushed down there. Amazingly for someone who was usually a little afraid of heights like Luna, she seemed to have no doubt much less fear at all at this time. With the cold night wind shaking all over her body and hair, Luna simply looked with a frustrated look towards the front. Where the atmosphere of the city highway is still busy, the world still continues to run as usual but Luna feels her world is enough here.

“AKHHHH!” Luna shouted again in a louder voice and this time accompanied by her crying broke out

“Luna wrong what Yahhh!!” He screamed while crying

“Luna is wrong what Daddy and Mommy are!” “Why are you now like this to Luna!”

“And where are you, God?” “Year – years I begged and asked for help, always hope endlessly but why the help never came..”.

“For what I was born if only to suffer for a lifetime like this”.

“Kill aja Luna Yah” “Kill aja Luna Bun”

“Take my life yes Allah” “I can't take it anymore..” he is crying more and more.

“What sins have I made yes Allah”

“This world is unfair!!!!”

“No fair!!!!!!!” Luna shouted with overflowing emotions

“Where is justice for me God?! Where?!!”

Hikss Hiks

Luna was crying uncontrollably, her hands hit her chest – times that felt no room to breathe. For a while Luna was like that, after being quite calm, she advanced little by little and looked down, no more fear of heights unfolded in her heart as usual even if just a little. Mental Luna is right – is right in a bad state – is fine at the moment.

Luna seemed ready to plunge, but there was still a little doubt that prevented her from jumping, Luna did not even realize her name had been many – times in teriaki from behind.

The sound was certainly coming from the voice of doctor Rey who was in the fog looking for him up there