Loving You What It Is

Chapter 40's

Sarah cusses angrily, she's still waiting at the cafe. It was five o'clock in the afternoon, he had been waiting for hours but Abi and Justin were not in sight. His eyes really could not be separated from the Gym place, he even saw every fat woman who passed by and entered also out of the place carefully but he did not see Abigail.

Is Abigail not in that place? No, he'll wait until night because he's sure Abi and Justin are in there. Sarah had spent five cups of coffee and three pieces of cake so she would not be thrown out of the cafe. Today he must not fail to meet with Abi so he will wait until the gym is closed.

In there, Abi and Justin are still serious. Abigail was intending to find a job after this. Nothing else could block his steps, neither could his weight. Now that he was so confident, no one else would insult him because of his body shape.

It turned out to be skinny fun, being able to wear whatever clothes he wanted and most importantly he didn't need to think about people's views anymore about him.

Abi was so serious about looking at the computer screen but Justin's eyes were seriously looking at him. After being thin, Abi's face looks more sweet and it makes him want to get Abigail. He would not let a man approach Abi because the girl was his.

There was little time left to avenge the humiliation that Harold had given Abi, at that moment he was sure that the man named Harold would regret half to death.

"Justin," Abi looked at him with an astonished expression as he had called out to him since then but Justin was silent.

"Oh, sorry," said Justin.

"What's wrong? Are you sick?" Abi felt Justin's forehead and one hand was on his own forehead.

"Hm, I think so," Justin held Abi's hand on his forehead and moved it somewhere else.

"But this part" he said as Abi's hand was already on his chest.

"What are you sick with?" Abi looks nervous, he is desperate to pull his hand but Justin does not let go of his hand.

"You should know, Abi."

Abigail looked increasingly nervous, what was she supposed to do? The girl was getting nervous let alone their eyes staring at each other.

"I-I don't know!" Abi got up from his seat, for some reason his heart was pounding because Justin was looking at him like that.

"Seriously you don't know?" Justin also left, following Abi's steps to the table to grab a drink.

Abi shook his head with a reddened face, he even gulped down his drink quickly. She was pretending, she knew Justin liked her but she was afraid to fall in love again.

"Abigail," Justin grabbed Abi by the waist as the girl was about to step away.

"Ju-Justin," Abi looks nervous because Justin close their bodies together. Both of his hands were even on Justin's chest so that their bodies were not too close and had distance.

Justin smiled gently, he liked to see Abi like that. His one hand was already on Abigail's face, giving a gentle swab over there.

"Do you like me, Abigail?" tanyakanya.

"I-I don't know," Abi turned her face away, her heart was pounding and she felt not strong.

"If so look at me, Abi," Justin held onto his chin, their eyes looked back at each other.

"Is there no love in your heart for me?"

"A-I," Abi was nervous. Can he faint at this time? He desperately wanted to faint so that he could avoid Justin's question.

"Hm?" Justin brought the two of their faces closer, and Abi's heart seemed to jump out as the man kissed her cheek.

"Ju-Justin."

"Yes? So you like me?" Justin whispered in his ear and gave a kiss on the earlobe that made Abi feel amused.

Without Abi noticing, his eyes were closed and his hands were already coiled around Justin's body. Feeling Abi did not refuse, Justin's lips began to move, from ear to cheek. Justin's hand was already under Abigail's chin and the two of them looked at each other.

Abi was silent, his heartbeat was getting firmer and even his breathing felt heavy. Justin smiled, Abi's eyes could not be separated from him but then his eyes closed as Justin brought their lips closer together. Both hands of Abigail clutching Justin's shirt, he was lazy to think. Their lips were near but unfortunately that time, someone opened the door all of a sudden.

"Justin is there ..," Ben stopped his speech, his eyes glaring at them as well as Justin and Abigail.

The three of them looked at each other then a few seconds later Ben whistled pretending not to see them and closed the door again. Ben ran down quickly and not long after, "Ben!" Justin shouted as Abi pushed his body and fled with a flushed face.

"Damn it, I have a bad feeling!"  ben said, especially Justin yelled back to him.

Abi hid behind a wall while holding his beating heart. What did they just want to do?

The girl's finger was already on her lips, palpating her lips but suddenly her facial expression changed as she recalled the words Harold had said back then.

"Stupid Abi, what did you just want to do? Why are you so easily lulled?" Abi calmed his heartbeat and his hunting breath.

No, he shouldn't open his heart to anyone too soon even if he can see if Justin is serious about his feelings. She was scared, really scared of being in a relationship with a man again.

Abi is still behind the wall, while Justin is looking for him. All because of Ben, their kiss failed. Just watch him later.

"Abi, it's late in the afternoon let's go home," he asked.

Abigail came out from behind the wall and smiled awkwardly, Justin approached her and grabbed both of Abi's hands but the girl tried to pull her hands away.

"Sorry, I should have locked the door" Justin said, while Abi shook his head.

"Are you angry?" justin asked as he looked at her closely.

"Ti-No," Abi smiled again but it was the smile she forced.

"Well, we go eat before we go home."

"I want to go home to Justin, I want to rest," Abi lowered her head, she wasn't feeling good because Justin was so good.

"Wouldn't go eat first?" justin asked to make sure.

"No, I'm just gonna take a break."

"Alright, it's because you're too excited today."

Abi smiled, indeed he was very unhappy to receive all the kindness from Justin. He was afraid of disappointing the man and humiliating him like he was humiliating Harold.

Abi followed Justin out of the room, he even let Justin bring the goods and also took his hand. That Justin does every day, from the body of abi is still fat to thin as it is now and he is not ashamed at all. He wanted Abi to know if he was really sincere to the girl and not disgusted with her.

At the cafe Sarah was tired of dying, she was really upset. Sarah was still looking towards the Gym but she was shocked when she saw Justin coming out of the place along with a woman walking by his side towards the car. Sarah moved on, she wanted to see the woman because she couldn't see her clearly. There was no way it was Abigail because the size of her body with Abi was so much different.

He even gets out of the restaurant and runs towards Justin's car, he hopes to prevent. He even tried to call but unfortunately Justin had already started the car engine and took the car away. Sarah swore angrily, don't tell me this woman was Abigail because she wouldn't believe it!

Sarah came home with a pang of heart, but she was very curious to know how Abigail was doing but it turned out that today she could not meet her. He'll be back later and he's sure he can meet Abigail.

That night Ben was also punished, he was not allowed to enter by his wife and was locked outside. Ben knows who did it and he thinks his wife already knows if he went drunk that day.

"Honey, open the door, please," Ben was persuading his wife.

"No! Tonight you slept outside because you went drunk without my knowledge!" answer wife.

Ben sighed, he had guessed.

"I'm sorry, let's open the door" she asked again.

"That door will open if you give me a thousand dollars to buy cosmetics."

"What's? I don't have that much!"

"Justin said you just got a bonus" his wife said.

"Damn!"

"He also said he'd send you to Africa if you did it again and I didn't want to go to Africa!"

"okay ... Okay, a thousand bucks is yours and we're not going to Africa."

"Seriously?" ask the wife.

"Yes," Ben had already spent a thousand dollars with a heavy heart, hovering already the bonus he had just earned.

The door opened, his wife smiled sweetly let alone a thousand dollars already in hand.

"I've prepared the bath water" he said as he passed away fanning the thousand dollars he got.

Ben grumbled, next time he'll knock on the door because he won't go to Africa.