Loving You What It Is

Chapter 36's

Abigail kept quiet as Justin took her inside his house, he was eager to ask but he felt it was not the right time. She did not know so much about Justin, who she knew Justin as her fitness instructor, she even knew Justin was living near the Station because of Sarah's questions back then. He's not a person who likes to ask a lot of questions but it looks like he should ask Justin later.

Justin takes Abigail into a room, he wants Abi to take a shower first so she doesn't get sick. It wasn't her room, she didn't bring Abi into her room because she didn't want Abi to see a picture of her stuck on the wall.

"Justin," Abi looked doubtful.

"Go take a shower, I'll find something you can use" Justin said.

"But?" honestly he doubted, did Justin have any big clothes he could wear?

"No need to worry Abi, I won't do anything, believe me."

Abigail nodded, her eyes busy looking at the room. Justin walked into the closet, hoping there was something Abigail could use. Do not let him have to sew a blanket to wrap the girl's body. Fill the closet in random, a kimono he got. He thought Abi could use it because it was quite large.

"Why haven't you had a bath?" justin asked because Abigail was silent.

"I'm just going home."

"Ck, it's still raining outside. Go take a shower and put on this kimono, I'll have someone bring you some clothes."

Abigail nodded, for some reason she felt Justin was a powerful man. Looks like he's not a fitness coach, he can guess that. It was better that she take a shower first because there was a lot she wanted to ask Justin. Has that guy been tricking her all this time?

Abi walks to the bathroom, while Justin exits the room to make a warm drink. He accidentally brought Abi to his private home. It was time for Abi to know who he was because he didn't want to cover it up and lied to Abi for too long.

During Abi's bath, Justin makes a warm drink. He also asked someone to bring him clothes that Abi could wear. After the hot drink, Justin returned to the room.  Abi was done, the girl was sitting on the side of the bed drying her wet hair but she looked pensive, thinking about many things.

Justin approached her and sat by her side, today too he should know what really happened until it made Abigail like that.

"Warm drink for you" Justin said, giving Abigail a drink.

"Thanks," Abi tried to smile, but he could not cover up the sadness of his heart.

"Is this your home?" Abi asked while looking at Justin.

"Yes, this is my private home."

"But at that time you said your house was near the station?"

"I just wanted to talk because I wanted to lie to Sarah."

"Why?" Abi still looked at him fixedly.

"Because I don't like him!"

Abi lowered his gaze, falling on the warm drink made by Justin.

"So, you're not a fitness coach, are you?"

"why do you ask that? I'm your fitness coach, every day I train you and I become a fitness coach just for you!"

"Why?" Abi looked back at him, while Justin smiled.

"You know?" tanyakanya.

Abi still looked at her then she shook her head. He better not know.

"Justin, how's the girl you like?" this time he looked at Justin without blinking as he really wanted to know what Justin was looking at when answering his question.

Abi's face flushed red, it turned out to be his guess. He was the one Justin meant but somehow he didn't feel happy at all.

"W-What do you mean is me?" abi asked, now he was down.

"You think, Abigail? Is there anything else besides us here?"

"Why?" Abi raised his head back, looking at Justin fixedly.

"I'm ugly Justin, you can see it. Harold was even disgusted by my body shape. He's disgusted at every fat loss I have, so why do you like me? There are still many beautiful women you can like but why should I?"

"Where do you know if he's disgusted with you?" justin asked to know.

"He said this twice, first when our marriage was off, then?" Abi gripped her glass, she even bit her lips trying to keep her tears from flowing.

"What's wrong? Tell me, what happened between you, Harold and Sarah?" Justin's curiosity was getting higher, he really wanted to know.

"I..," Abi hesitated a little but he needed a friend to confide in him so that the sadness he felt diminished.

"I think of Sarah as my best friend, I always thought of her like that even I thought we were like brothers but what do I get? I didn't expect him to be so cunning and today my eyes are wide open," Abi asked, tears streaming down her eyes. Harold's humiliation and Sarah's betrayal really hurt him.

"I was too stupid all this time, I trusted him so much. He asked me to come and tell him he was sick. I just believe it, even I asked my mom to make some soup for her but what do I get?" Abi cried sobbing, unable to continue his words anymore.

That betrayal really hurt his heart. The one he trusted so much, it was like stabbing him in the back.

Justin was silent, but his hands were unceasingly giving a gentle swipe at Abi's back. He could see, Abi looked so disappointed and hurt towards Sarah.

"I really didn't expect Sarah and Harold to be in a relationship behind my back."

Justin was surprised, did Abi see Sarah and Harold being together?

"I don't mind, because I don't love Harold either. I just didn't accept the humiliation Harold gave me, Sarah even purposely called me to come by pretending to be sick so I could see their relationship and hear Harold's insults on me."

"Tell me, what did he say?" justin Pinta.

Abi looked at her for a moment and then she looked down again, "I'm disgusting, Justin. This form of my body is disgusting, this fat that is in every body is disgusting. Everything I have is disgusting!" said it.

"Why are you saying that?"

"Is this the truth?" Abi looked at her while crying.

"Rightly what Harold said, I don't deserve a dignified man like him."

Dignified? Hng, he wanted to see how great and dignified that man named Harold was?

"Don't like me, Justin. I don't deserve to be liked by anyone. I'm disgusting, you can see that. Harold even said that he was disgusted whenever he remembered the kiss we had done. She's disgusted by my fat lips so?" abi's words stopped because suddenly Justin kissed his lips.

Abigail's eyes bulged, she even held her breath. His body felt frozen, his tongue was even a mute so he could not say anything.

Justin let go of his lips, the man looked at him with a smile while Abi was still making no sound.

"I kissed your lips and I'm not disgusted" he said.

Abi still hasn't moved, his eyes are even still glaring because he's shocked and can't believe what Justin just did. Is that guy crazy?

Somehow she wished she had fainted at that very instant and so realized she was already home. But who can lift it?