Loving You What It Is

Chapter 37's

Abi still did not budge, he was even like a statue. He really couldn't believe what had just happened, had Justin gone crazy?

Again, that question is what I thought. Why did Justin kiss her? Did Justin just do that to cheer her up?

Justin looked at her with an astonished expression, why is Abi suddenly like a statue in a fountain?

"Hey, why are you quiet?" justin asked as he pressed Abigail's cheek with his finger.

"Why did you kiss me, Justin?" Abi looked at him sharply. Is Justin playing himself now?

"I kissed the girl I liked, was that wrong?"

"Ja-Don't play me" Abi lowered her head, is it so fun to play herself?

"Do I look like I'm playing you, Abigail?"

Abi looked at it for a moment, then he looked back down. The person he loved was so disgusted with him, then what about Justin?

Do they think it's so interesting to play him and laugh at him? He still remembered all the insults Harold had given him, and he thought Justin was not much different from Harold.

"I want to go home!" Abi gave her a drink she had not touched at all, she was about to leave but Justin held her hand.

"Why? Do you doubt me?"

"For me, you're the same!" replied Abigail.

"Harold used to love me, love me so much but it turns out that all the love and affection he showed was just a fake and you, I think you are the second Harold. Don't be as sorry as Harold feels right now and shouldn't waste time and energy getting into a relationship with me. Are you conspiring with Sarah to play me and laugh at me?"

"What do you mean?" Justin put the drink on the table and stood up.

"When you and Sarah were having a conversation together, you must have heard some embarrassing news about me. Is Sarah asking you to do this so you can laugh at me?" abi's tears flowed, he couldn't see which ones were sincere and which ones weren't because of the heartache he felt.

"So you think of me like that?"

"Yes!" abi replied without hesitation.

"Harold also used to love me so much, no matter my body shape. He said he loved me sincerely but look, all the love he said was just a fake. He didn't want to come to our wedding when he asked me to get married! He insulted my body shape and was disgusted with me, how could I believe what you said?" Abi wiped away her tears, she shouldn't have asked Justin for help.

Justin doesn't say a word, he knows the betrayal Abi got made him unable to trust love again easily. Maybe what he was going to say to Abigail would sound like a bunch of nonsense and he knew, Abi wouldn't believe it but he wouldn't give up on proving it, if she was serious about liking Abi even she had liked him a long time ago.

"Let go of my hand Justin, I want to go home" Abigail asked.

"Not because I haven't said anything!"

"I don't want to hear it" Abi refused.

"I know you'll think this is just bullshit, but let me tell you that I've liked you for a long time."

"Abigail," Justin walked up to Abi and stood before him but he did not let go of Abi's hand.

Justin looked at his face and even wiped away Abigail's still-flowing tears. Abigail was silent, her eyes were staring at Justin, while Justin was smiling.

"I've liked you for a long time Abi, I liked you before I moved. I wanted you a long time ago and I don't mind your body shape. I became your fitness instructor because I wanted you to change and not be insulted anymore. I want you to be confident, I change you not because I want you to have an ideal body shape then I will express my feelings for you and have a sexy partner, no! You should already know who I like and I'm serious."

Abi was still silent, even he let Justin hold both hands.

"When the reunion I asked Sarah whether or not you came because I came to that place to meet you. Why work with Sarah? I don't even like him. You're a heartache to Harold but I'm not like him!" justin said again.

"I can't believe it!" abigail said again.

"If so come with me!" Justin takes Abi out of the room, he'll show Abigail if she really likes the girl a long time ago.

The room had its purpose, he brought Abi in without hesitation. Abi's eyes glared when he saw a picture of himself clearly plastered on the wall, it's an old photo of him but why was it there?

"You see that," Justin pointed to a photo of Abi not far from them.

"I liked the girl for so long, every time I wanted to sleep, I looked at her picture and even I sometimes dreamed of being with her. The photo was not only here, but it was at my father's and my mother's house. They know who I like. Do you remember the chef who was at the restaurant that time?"

Abi nodded, while Justin smiled.

"He's my mother, the restaurant belongs to my mother. He came there to see who I had dinner with. He doesn't mind it even if you're fat, so is my dad. What I love about your personality and your nature Abi, to me body shape can be changed easily but a girl like you, I don't find it easy!"

Abi was silent a thousand languages but his eyes were staring at Justin, the man looked so serious but he was afraid to believe it.

"Trust me, everything I do because I like you. I don't like anyone insulting your body shape so I became an impromptu fitness instructor for you. Give me a chance to show if I'm serious, I won't force it. We walk as usual until your weight is reduced. By the time you've gained the ideal weight, you can decide and if you still have doubts and don't believe my feelings for you then you can reject me, I don't mind. How's it?"

Abi has not answered but then a slow nod he gave, of course it makes Justin happy. Although Abi does not believe him yet, he has a chance to show Abigail that he really likes the girl.

"From now on you don't have to be friends with Sarah, she's not a good friend to you. All the humiliation Harold gave you, I'll repay you so just wait. They'll both pay for what they did to you."

"What do you want to do?" ask Abi slowly.

"You'll know later but for now, you're focused enough on losing weight and then you can kick them in style."

Abi nods, she also does not want to meet Sarah and she hopes she will not meet Harold and Sarah again for the rest of her life.

"It's late, you better stay the night. I won't do anything, not until I get your heart so you don't have to be afraid."

Abi nodded again, he was lazy to talk. After all, he had told his mother that if he would stay at Sarah's house, it was still raining outside and he didn't want to bother Justin.

Someone brought a shirt that Abi could use back then, Abi went back to the room to change clothes and he also wanted to sleep because he needed it. He did not even feel hungry because of the sadness of his heart, it was better for him to sleep to forget everything.

Justin was in his room, looking at the rain that did not stop. The man seemed to think and not long after, Justin stepped away to pick up his phone. That night a command Ban got and that command he had to do well.