Loving You What It Is

Chapter 18's

Sarah could not concentrate, it was because of her high curiosity. He didn't see Justin, it made him even more curious. He knew Justin must be on the second floor with Abi, so he wanted to know what they were doing.

It felt like sneaking up upstairs, peeking at what they were doing. He was desperate to do just that but Ben watched him closely even as he pretended to go to the bathroom and looked towards the stairs, there were two people standing guard there.

It seems like she should talk to Abi and tell him if she likes Justin. Maybe that way Abi wants to help him get Justin. Indeed Abi never realized, even though he was fat but he was quite popular and liked by some men since long ago. Abi is not a person who likes to prejudge others. She is also a nice and cheerful girl. That's why Harold can fall in love with her but unfortunately, he has to be consumed by the incitement of a family that doesn't approve of their relationship.

Sometimes Sarah feels jealous of Abi, even though her body is fat but a man like Harold can love her. When Abi's marriage fails, she doesn't know what kind of reaction to it. Does he have to laugh? Or he should be sad for the failure that Abi experienced. Although she is beautiful and sexy but honest, there is no man who wants to have a serious relationship with her even sometimes she feels defeated by Abigail who has a fat body and now, she is, he again felt jealous of Abi because Abi was treated special by Justin.

Why was he never treated so special? Why does Abi always get what he wants? But it's not too late, he hopes Justin isn't like Harold who's blind and likes Abi. After all he was sure, Abi would not want to be in a relationship with anyone anymore due to the heartache given by Harold. It's an advantage for him, Justin will definitely be his because he's sure Abi won't be interested in the man.

Up there, Abi is resting. It was hard for him but he didn't give up. He even started running on the treadmill, but not much. It has been a good development for him, at least he did not give up and of course all that thanks to the spirit Justin gave.

Justin approached Abi with a bottle of water, the man sat down next to Abi and gave him the drink he was carrying.

"For you," he said.

"Thanks, isn't anything cold?" ask Abi.

"Cold water is not good, Abi. You must be fat because of it, it is better to consume warm water or plain water than cold water especially those containing sugar" Justin said.

"Hm, I like cola!" Abi opened the bottle cap and gulped the contents down. It was natural, his stomach had already distributed a barrel.

"From now on you can't consume such a drink anymore. In addition to making you obese, many diseases are waiting."

"Thanks Justin, on his advice. I don't drink anymore because Daddy and Mommy forbid."

"Good, try and do not waste the support that both your parents give. They're doing it for your own good."

"You're right" Abi lowered his head. His mother had been advising him for a long time but he never wanted to listen and eat as he pleased.

"Abi, may I know how you know that guy named Harold?" Justin looked at her, honestly he wanted to know.

Abi looked up, looking at Justin. Why did Justin ask that?

"I just want to know" Justin said before Abi asked.

"We met at a restaurant that day. Sarah and I celebrate Sarah's success at getting a job. It's not that I don't want to work, but with this shape of my body, it's very difficult to get a job. As usual, Sarah treated me to a meal until I was satisfied, we ate as usual and without us noticing, Harold approached both of us. I thought she wanted to get close to Sarah but who would have thought she was actually approaching me and getting me to know, "Abi took a breath, at that time she thought Harold was just joking.

"Sarah and I were shocked, we even thought Harold was crazy."

"Why?" sela Justin's.

"You see me? Which part of my body is interesting?" Abi smiled bitterly, the humiliation was recalled again.

"Right what Harold said, I'm disgusting and he's blind to love me. Maybe when she asked me to meet her eyes covered with dust, maybe when she expressed her love for me she was not using glasses and maybe when she proposed to me, she said, he had just swallowed twenty grains of aspirin."

Abi looked down, he looked sad. It should have been that he was self-conscious and rejected Harold, maybe he wouldn't have experienced something like this and humiliated his parents.

"I thought I was the happiest woman but it turned out I was the saddest woman. There was no humiliation more painful than being left at the wedding even Harold was unwilling to come. I was really disappointed and the humiliation he gave about my body shape made my disappointment and heartache in him even deeper but what he said was very true, I was really disgusting!"

"Ck, you shouldn't be treated that way. If he doesn't love you, then why would he ask you to marry him? The man who ran away at his wedding was a coward especially on the grounds of weight that he obviously knew before!" Somehow he got upset, if he knew who the guy named Harold was then he'd hit him in the face.

"Now it's okay," Abi smiled, nor did she remember Harold too much again even though he was disappointed and hurt.

"Thanks to the humiliation he gave me, I wanted to change, of course, for myself. Even though I know it won't be easy to lose weight, but I'll keep trying."

"Good, make it your motivation to change. Harold's just a loser, you're sure to get another love that appreciates and loves you more."

"really?" Abi looked at Justin for a moment.

"Yes, there may be someone who loves you secretly" Justin replied without hesitation.

"If anything, it means he's the second blind man after Harold and I, never to fall in love with anyone again!"

Justin smiled, is Abi traumatized and does not believe in love anymore? Not only does he seem to have to fight to change Abi, but he also seems to have to convince Abi if anyone likes him a long time ago and the man is himself. Of course he's not blind, he's known Abi for so long, harboring feelings for the girl a long time ago but now was not the right time to express feelings because she knew only the rejection she would get.

Slowly but surely, not only will Abi change his body shape but he will also change Abi's view of love.