Loving Another Woman's Husband

CHAPTER 82

Dita is still trying to calm herself after venting all her emotions and feelings. Ryan continued to hold it, without a word, without a sound.

Mas Ryan stretched his arms when Dita's crying voice had subsided. It seems Dita can already control herself and looks calmer.

He lifted Dita's body to sit in a chair. Then pull another chair to sit opposite Dita. Clasped Dita's hand tightly, "Dit, I'm sorry if my current presence makes you more hurt. I didn't mean that. Honestly my feelings are still the same as before, even more. I love you Dita, I'll go crazy if you leave again. And I'm sure you still have love for me. But I will not force you to accept me again at this time. Let time be answered, let your heart open by itself. I'm waiting for you Dit" he said, looking into Dita's eyes.

Dita was silent, there was guilt in her heart.

"I'm sorry Mas, I didn't mean to hurt you with my attitude. I need time to convince myself. It all felt sudden, like a dream to me. Meeting again with you, bringing up again the feelings that I have kept close, seeing Xander who is so dear to you when all this time there was only me in his heart but has now been divided, he said, and many other things that make me can't take it for granted. Right now my heart and logic are like war. I need time to digest all this Mas, I'm sorry" said Dita while wiping away the tears that kept dripping.

Mas Ryan kissed Dita's hand that was in his grasp gently and soulfully, then nodded. "Whenever you feel ready, I will always be here" he said.

Dita nodded

Now Dita is relieved because it has evaporated everything. What has been held up all this time has been shed. It all seems simple because they are still in love. But not so with a woman's heart, if injured even though the wound has healed, then he needs time to accept and behave that everything is fine.

Now is the time when his heart and logic are stirring. His love teaches him to drift on his feelings and whatever will happen is a later affair because everything is in the name of love, but not with his logic. His logic taught him to learn from each incident so as not to repeat itself, and to be careful and not lulled or rushed because of his feelings.

If now he threw away all his logical whispers, maybe I don't know what's been going on in this flat since yesterday. It could be that the sweet sin they once committed is repeated. Because actually women are the controller and counterbalance in every relationship, if the woman is lulled in seduction then it can be ascertained what will happen next. Dita's pregnancy is proof of her inability to be a controller in relation to the former Mas Ryan, whom she now does not want to repeat. Even if he re-knit his relationship with Mas Ryan, now he has become someone who is firm and opinionated. He no longer wants to dissolve in a relationship that has no clarity, now he should be able to be a good example for Xander.

Now Mas Ryan has understood that love can not be forced, he will continue to try with all his abilities so that Dita can open his heart again.