Loving Another Woman's Husband

CHAPTER 81

"May I help you?" ask Mas Ryan.

"No need, I'm just. It is also over soon" Dita replied refusing.

"Oh yes, you just rest Mas, later in the afternoon we pick up Xander" he continued without looking at Mas Ryan.

Mas Ryan knew Dita was still cold to him since the first time they met again. He had not seen any sign of Dita having accepted himself back. That's why he keeps trying.

Half an hour passed, they still felt at home covered in silence. Dita finally finished with her books, then offered a cup of cappuccino to Mas Ryan.

When Dita finished putting the cup containing the cappuccino next to Mas Ryan, Mas Ryan swiftly pulled Dita's hand.

Dita who was a little surprised immediately tried to let go.

"Dit, please, tell me, what should I do? What should I do so that you can open your heart again" said Mas Ryan with a serious face.

I sat down and just remained silent.

Mas Ryan tried once again to grab Dita's hand into his grasp, again pulled by force.

"Dit, please. I love you" he said again to convince Dita.

Instead of the answer obtained by Mas Ryan, Dita instead covered his face with both hands. Shortly afterwards he heard her crying voice. The longer the shrill, it seems like he is expressing his feelings.

Mas Ryan tried to calm Dita, but his hands continued to be tepis by Dita as if he did not want Mas Ryan to be nearby.

"I hate you" said Dita in between sobs.

"Dit, you calm down first yes" he suggested that Dita be calm and not emotional.

But Dita looks even more angry. In the face that he covered because he was crying, in view of Mas Ryan's face with anger.

"I hate you, Mom, why are you back? Why are you looking for us? You should have been happy with your life without us" he said fiery and sobbing.

"No, I want you to go! Do not come back again" said Dita who increasingly looks angry.

"I don't want us to be a disgrace to you. Please leave us Mas, go you Mas" he said while pushing Mas Ryan's body.

Ryan immediately held Dita so as not to push her anymore.

"Leave me Mas" he said, hitting Mas Ryan's chest like someone lost control.

His emotions and feelings for Mas Ryan are spilling over now. He was angry and crying out.

"Ditaa, you can hit me as much as you can if it makes you calmer" he said, taking Dita's hand to keep hitting her.

Dita also broke away from the arms of Mas Ryan and then sat on the floor, "I hate myself Mas, I hate this feeling. A feeling I've been trying to throw away but couldn't. I hate why I still love you" her cries broke and unstoppable.

Mas Ryan was surprised to hear Dita's words, it turns out Dita has been trying to forget him,

"Now that you come back again, all my efforts are in vain, love is more present, the more I try to throw it out the more it grows" she cried heartbreakingly.

Ryan went down and hugged Dita who was still sitting on the floor, "I'm sorry I gave you such a heavy burden, please don't waste your love, I beg you. Now you have not loved another woman's husband, now our love is not wrong Dit" he said while wiping Dita's tears.

"I'm afraid Mas, I'm still in the shadow of what happened back then, I'm afraid I'll experience the same thing again" he said in Mas Ryan's arms.

"I promise Dit, I promise you won't experience anything like it used to. I will continue to protect you until the end of my life" replied Mas Ryan who also shed tears.

"I'm looking for you, Dit, 4 years I've been looking for you. No area in Indonesia has escaped my search so far. Hundreds of people I've been involved in to find you. What do you think it's for? I do it all because I love you. I just want you Dit, I don't want anything else" said Mas Ryan, reassuring Dita.

"Trust me Dit, I beg you. Fight with me for our love" he continued, looking at Dita's face.

"I beg you not to cry anymore Dit" he said as he pasted his forehead likening Dita.