Loving Another Woman's Husband

CHAPTER 39

Mas Ryan parked his car in the basement of the apartment building. They got out of the car and walked into the building. There are no interlocked hands, nor warm embrace that is usually seen when they are walking, let alone their typical jokes, the smile is almost invisible from the lips of both.

Dita opens the door of her apartment unit and then enters and changes clothes, as well as Mas Ryan. Then Dita sat on the edge of the bed while bowed. Ryan pulled out a chair from under the dresser and sat down in front of Dita. The woman's hand was held, without words.

Long enough they were silent. Dita turned her face outside and said, "Why am I going to get pregnant?".

Ryan was silent.

"Say you did it safely?", continued Dita.

"Always, always" replied Mas Ryan slowly.

"Keep why am I pregnant Mas?", asked Dita in a rather high tone.

"Or maybe you intentionally?", asked Dita cynically.

Dita's shoulder, "I always try to do it safely, this is all out of my control, believe me", said Mas Ryan.

Stared at Mas Ryan whose eyes were saying something like begging, Dita who seemed to be able to read the intent of Mas Ryan's gaze then shook her head, "I'm sorry I can't Mas", he said.

"Please, I beg you", said Mas Ryan while glazed over.

"I can't Mas, I'm not ready" he replied.

"Pretain our child. He is my son, my descendants, my flesh and blood, and he is my successor" said Mas Ryan.

"You imagine, baby, you imagine this child from the stomach you're hearing our talk, his parents. How sad he was to hear his parents did not want to defend him", continued Mas Ryan tearfully.

"Mas, I still have a lot of dreams. I still want to do this and that", Dita replied as if pleading.

"Who said by getting pregnant and having children you can not achieve your dreams? There are many women out there who are successful after becoming mothers. Please think back, open your mind", said Mas Ryan while holding both shoulders Dita.

Dita covered both of her faces and then cried as it became. Ryan took her into his arms. He knew it was hard for Dita.

"I don't not want it Mas, I'm just not ready" he said, sobbing.

"Our relationship is also not yet clear, Mas, how will the fate of our children?" he continued.

"We will get married, remember, WE WILL GET MARRIED" Mas Ryan replied with great emphasis.

"What about.."

Dita said the question, Mas Ryan cut, "Wina wants a divorce or not I will still marry you, even though I have to rest in front of my parents I will marry you", mas Ryan said as he trembled withstanding his cries.

"I beg Dita don't you hate our son, please keep him" said Mas Ryan in his broken tears.

Surprised to see Mas Ryan crying in such a way, never once did he see her like this. Did that really hurt Mas Ryan? But what he thought had not been said by him.

Looks like Mas Ryan really wants to have kids. He felt guilty for thinking what he shouldn't.

Enthusiast Mas Ryan who was crying, in the hug of the man.

"I'm sorry Mas" said Dita softly.