Loving Another Woman's Husband

CHAPTER 36

That morning Ryan woke up from his sleep. He felt his head very painful and heavy. Seeing the light of the lamp, it felt like he was not strong. She gripped her hair tightly to keep her pain down. He looked around, apparently he was in the living room of the apartment. He saw that his clothes had been changed, "Past Dita replaced him", he thought.

He was trying to recall what happened last night. All he remembers is that he left the office, then called Dimas and they met at a bar.

When Dimas came he had drunk a lot, he did not remember clearly what he said to Dimas, which he clearly told him about his feelings for Dita. Dimas was also the one who had delivered him to the front door of the apartment.After that he did not remember anything else.

But suddenly he remembered a glimpse of Dita's face that was crying. He then ran to Dita's room. He was afraid of what he had done to Dita last night. He was afraid to hurt Dita. But not yet to Dita's room, Mas Ryan felt the nausea is extraordinary, he went straight to the sink and vomited as it happened. It has been a long time since he drank alcohol, the last time maybe when he was in college. The effects of alcohol on him at this time were very severe. Makes him sick and nauseous. He washed his face and went to Dita's room.

Dita who heard the sound of Mas Ryan vomiting woke up from her sleep. He was just getting up and sitting on the edge of the bed when Mas Ryan was at the door.

Ryan immediately sat down while holding Dita's hand. "Honey, I'm sorry", he said softly.

Dita was just silent not flinching.

"Honey, please say something, or maybe hit me" he said as he swung Dita's hand to hit her.

Dita remains silent a thousand languages.

Hugged Dita's body then, "Darling, please forgive me. I don't remember what happened last night. But I remember you crying, but I don't know why. Did I hurt you last night?", he said, hugging Dita.

Dita also immediately remembered the actions of Mas Ryan last night, his chest immediately felt pain.

Seeing Dita who was still silent, he was sure last night he had done an unpleasant deed to Dita. He rubbed his cheeks together, "I hurt you last night?", he asked softly.

Ryan immediately shook his head and then covered his face with both hands. He never thought he could hurt Dita.

Then back in his face Dita, "What do I do baby?", he asked.

"You forced me to do it" Dita said softly.

Mas Ryan again apologized to Dita, "I'm sorry, I can't control myself, I'm sorry baby, I promise this won't happen again" said Mas Ryan.

"Why are you drunk?", asked Dita briefly.

Ryan was silent. He had to choose the words to convey it to Dita.

"Mas, whatever your problem will not be solved with a drink. There I am Mas, you can tell stories, not like this" said Dita.

Ryan was also sluggish. There was a scratch on his forehead, a sign that he was thinking hard.

Wherever pity to see Mas Ryan who bowed like a very heavy burden that he felt. On the back of the man she loved. His anger that was as if dusty now seemed to evaporate somewhere.

"Wina wants us to improve our domestic relations" Mas Ryan said suddenly.

It was like being struck by lightning hearing Mas Ryan's words. "Then?", he asked carefully.