Loving Another Woman's Husband

CHAPTER 76

Mas Ryan walked while holding a sleeping Xander. They walk in silence. Fortunately, the distance between the restaurant and Dita flat was not too far away so the atmosphere was not too long lasting.

Arriving at the flat, Mas Ryan put Xander's body on the bed. On the trunk of the child's hair just wayangnya with full of affection, kissed cheeks, forehead, lips and nose of the child gently. He had been waiting for a moment like this for a long time. Today is the answer to all the waiting.

He saw Dita who was making drinks at a small table in her flat. Still exactly beautiful as 4 years ago, but now looks more mature and motherly. His love for Dita is still the same as the old one even increased because of the presence of Xander.

"Dit" he said breaking the silence.

"Yes" Dita replied as she placed the tea she had just made for Mas Ryan then sat down. He can already guess, Mas Ryan will surely soon shower him with many questions.

"I'm sorry for everything" said Mas Ryan slowly.

"I'm sorry for making you fight alone during pregnancy and childbirth. I'm sorry for making Xander lose his father figure since he was born to this day" he continued.

"No, it was I who decided to leave you. I'm ready to accept all the risks, including being a mother and father to Xander. I went to make you happy Mas" replied Dita while holding the grains that would fall on her cheek.

"I'm not happy without you guys being taken" Mas Ryan replied firmly.

"But you will be happier if we stay with you Mas" replied Dita again.

"You are wrong, my happiness is you. 4 years is the hardest time in my life because of your loss" he said convincingly.

"I know that you were completely devastated by my mother's words, and she regretted it too. Towards the end of his life he regretted what he did that day to you after he knew what had really happened to my household. He did not justify our actions at the time, but he could understand that it was his demands on me that made me have a relationship outside of my marriage. He realized that in our family that should be presented only perfection, when in fact we are not perfect, just cover the blemish with a good packaging to look perfect" explained Mas Ryan at length.

Dita put on an unexpected face that Mas Ryan's mother was now gone, immediately a feeling of sincerity and forgiveness emerged from her heart.

"Yes, my mom died about a year ago. Following papa who first went home" he explained while glaring.

"I haven't been to Kalimantan to explain everything, papa is very sick. He has long suffered from several diseases that make his condition decrease" he continued.

Dita felt increasingly guilty, since she went to grief approached Mas Ryan bertubi.

"I'm so sorry Mas" said Dita sincerely.

"I'm sorry for your mistake" he asked Dita.

"Your mother is not entirely wrong. After having Xander, I knew that sometimes a mother would allow herself to be wrong to protect her child" Dita said wisely.

In his sight, Dita felt confidence in his heart, he could not lose this woman again

"We go home to Dit" said Mas Ryan as he grabbed Dita's hand.