Loving Another Woman's Husband

CHAPTER 75

Ryan tried to calm himself down. Dita took him to sit for a moment so that his crying subsided. It dawned on him that Mas Ryan was bearing an enormous burden on his passing.

He did not expect Mas Ryan's grief that deep. Just this time he felt so guilty for having disappeared all this time. He thought 4 years had been able to make Mas Ryan forget about himself and Xander. But he was wrong, the scenery beside him now answers the content of his prejudice.

After seeing Mas Ryan was calmer, called Xander who is now engrossed in his toy excavator, Xander soon approached Dita.

He lifted his son into his lap. Mas Ryan looked at Xander's face more closely, instantly feeling the coolness radiating in his heart. He just found out that this is how it feels just by looking at the face of a child the heart of a father can feel peaceful. Now the child he had longed for was really in front of him. Growing up healthy and very handsome, he was sure Dita had taken good care of him.

Dita tried to look her son in the face, "Xander, listen to my mom. Honey, it's papa" he said, pointing at Mas Ryan.

Xander's face immediately turned into a sparkling and sparkling. Then he immediately whispered to Dita, "Ma, is this papa cool?".

Dita smiled then nodded.

But Mas Ryan scrunched his forehead in wonder.

"Since a few months ago he's always asked about his papa. His friends in daycare were always picked up by his father, but he wasn't" Dita explained.

"To raise his heart, I said that he also had papa, which is no less cool than papa his friends. Since then he said that he wanted to meet his cool papa" continued Dita so that Mas Ryan was not confused.

Mas Ryan smiled happily because it turned out his presence was welcomed by his son. He promises not to make Xander wonder anymore about himself. Now as much as possible he wants to always be there for his son.

Mas Ryan opened both hands to hug Xander, Dita also brought Xander closer so that he could be hugged Mas Ryan. Now Xander was happy, finally he really had papa, not just from the talk of his mother. He can't wait to show off

"Ma, aren't we eating sure?" his tan innocently broke the silence.

Mas Ryan and Dita looked at her then smiled at her son's innocent question.

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The restaurant does not look very crowded. Ryan and Dita look stiff. There was no serious conversation between the two.

Xander who ate with greed, without knowing that the hearts of his parents were raging a thousand questions but have not been conveyed. As a child he could not feel the cold situation like ice frozen was now accompanying his dinner scene.

"You come here often with Xander?" ask Mas Ryan who was trying to break the ice that night.

"Lumayan often, because Xander loves food here" replied Dita potluck.

Then silence returned.

After eating, Mas Ryan invited Xander to play around the restaurant. Dita, who had not finished eating, continued her dinner alone.

Shortly afterwards Mas Ryan came holding Xander who had fallen asleep. Dita just remembered that Xander had not napped, it was fitting that he had been late at this hour. He immediately stood up and coded Mas Ryan to go home.