
In the morning, Zahra awoke to perform dawn prayers. He found himself alone in the guest room at the house of the brother.
"It turned out that last night was really just my delusion" Zahra murmured with a long sigh.
Zahra got up from her position and headed for the bathroom to clean herself up. Then he carried out his duty to perform the dawn prayer.
After that activity, Zahra read the Qur'an to calm his mind that feels semraut.
Some time late in his reading, Zahra's room door was knocked from the outside. Gegas Zahra opened the door.
"What's up, brother?" ask Zahra to Rasta.
"So, I'm not going to work, I'm going to check the report. You're the same Ken if you want breakfast already prepared with Sister Darmi, yes...." Mbak Darmi is a worker in charge of cooking and washing at Rasta's house, he will come after dawn and will be home at 3 pm.
Zahra. "Ken?" tanyakanya.
"Yes, where is he? Is he still sleeping?" The view of Rasta probing towards the room occupied by the Sister.
"Sister, Ken where is here. Big brother, deh!" kekeh Zahra, he felt Rasta was teasing him now when Rasta seriously asked Ken whereabouts.
"Last night Ken came here, deck!" said Rasta persisted because she herself opened the door for her sister-in-law.
"Nothing, Brother!"
"Maybe when he comes you're asleep, I open the door!"
"I woke up alone too, where there was Ken!" replied Zahra sure.
Before long, familiar voices began to be heard in Zahra and Rasta's hearing, they looked at the front door and there saw Ken and Uncle Sapta telling each other.
"Ken.." said Zahra. His eyes blinked several times realizing the figure of the man he was now in the middle of a fixed gaze.
Ken turned to Zahra, then gave a small smile.
"Uncle, I went to Hana first, yes." Ken told Uncle Sapta.
Then Rasta immediately approached Uncle Sapta to ask his Uncle.
"Where is Ken from?" rasta's question is still heard by Zahra.
Meanwhile, Ken slowly pulled his wife's hand to go to the room they occupied in this house.
"When have you come here?" zahra asked looking at Ken who kept putting on a smile.
"Since you thought that I was just your delusion" Ken replied laughing softly.
"Ken...why don't you say it's really you!"
"Nothing, I could immediately complain that you are directly like that." Ken pinched his two-cheeked wife who was still wearing a complete face - because Zahra had not opened it when doing reading Qur'an.
"Where are you from? If you were here last night, where would you sleep? How come I don't wake up?"
"I'm sleeping with you, baby. Don't feel it? It must be because his sleep is deep in my arms." - teased Ken.
Zahra didn't feel like she was sleeping in Ken's arms, she felt it but she thought it was just her imagination. The delusion that feels real and apparently is the fact that he slept in the arms of his handsome husband.
"You haven't answered, where are you from? I woke up You're not there, why don't you wake me up?"
"I was from the Masjid, honey. The early morning prayers were congregated there with Uncle Sapta as well, continuing to hear the early morning lecture so it's only back now" Ken explained.
"You should wake me up before you go, at least tell me first!" zahra said.
"Yes, I'm sorry. was not good to wake you because it was so good to sleep." Ken holds Zahra's shoulder and looks her in the eye.
"Try to see me!" said Ken and Zahra began to look at him with a timid look.
"Hmm" muttered Zahra, not daring to return Ken's intimidating and nervous look.
"Darling..."
"Yes, why?"
"I'm ashamed of that, anyway?" Ken chuckled softly.
"No, really," Zahra said, not admitting when it was clear he did not dare to look at Ken because of shame.
"Last night, I heard someone say I miss. It turns out that right on arrival, the person is even shy cat," kekeh Ken again.
"What the hell!" Zahra threw a look in the other direction while smacking a smile as Ken touched his chin to have their eyes look back at each other.
"Don't want to see me, huh? Nyesel loh!" said Ken slowly.
Zahra shook her head with a small smile, her face reddened but she finally complained to look at her husband's handsome face.
"Why, hmm?" asked Zahra to vent.
"I love you, baby!" said Ken smiling and staring fixedly at the clear eyes of his wife.
Hearing that, Zahra also focused all her body balance on the chest of the field of the husband, she clenched tightly to her husband's body, as if not to release Ken a fingernail.
"I'm scared, Ken...." Finally Zahra's tears spilled again on Ken's chest.
Ken stroked Zahra's head in front of him. "What are you afraid of, hmm?"
"I'm afraid you're leaving me because you prefer that woman!"
"That's not gonna happen, honey."
"If that kid is really your kid, how's Ken?"
"I'm sure it's not my son, honey." Ken felt Zahra's worry at the moment, knowing that his wife must have been deeply hurt by this. This is all his fault, if only he could want to change and improve his chaotic past. Ken hopes that none of his descendants will inherit the troublemaker and his female players.
"If it's your son, what, Ken? That means the child I bear will have a brother from a different mother," isak Zahra still held Ken.
Ken shook weakly. He was sure it was not his son, now only to prove to Zahra that his guess was true. Waiting for the results of the DNA test will take a long time and Ken can't see Zahra like this continue in a deep sense of sadness and prejudice regarding the baby that Jenar conceived.
"I'll prove it any way that you can believe that it's not my son" said Ken to kiss the head of Zahra who was still covered in mucus.
"I'm thinking about the worst possible, Ken! Since I'm afraid of being too hopeful, it would be very painful if your words don't match the reality..."
"Dear, don't think about anything bad! I'll find the proof!"
"... if, if it turns out that it's your child's right.we-we'd better just separate," said Zahra stifled already desperate.
"Darling? What the fuck? I don't want to part with you. No! That's not gonna happen!" Ken clutched Zahra's body tightly, leaving no room for Zahra to even move.
"Ken, I can't breathe!" zahra protested and Ken suddenly realized and stroked the face of the woman he loved so much.
"Don't say goodbye, Han!" Ken shakes. "I don't accept that, no matter what happens you're still my only wife at all times."
"Ken..."
"For a while, you stay at Rasta's. I'll prove it, I'll find proof if it's not my son! You hold my word, Han.you are still my wife, both in the world we are now in and in the next world!" ken said coldly, then he turned away from inside the room, leaving Zahra sobbing at her own decision.
Zahra was also hard to throw it at her husband, but imagining that the child Jenar conceived was Ken's son-makes him back in despair. He wanted to accompany Ken through this ordeal, but his little heart also could not refuse, if the child conceived Jenar right is the son of Ken, Ken, so the boy also deserves the responsibility of Ken because the child is not guilty at all, that's what Zahra thinks, he thinks about the fate of the child that Jenar contains, he thinks about the fate of the child that Jenar contains, that might be the same as the child he was carrying - both Ken's flesh blood, he thought.
For that reason, Zahra thinks letting Ken go is the best decision even if it is very hard for him to do. But, seeing Ken's attitude that turned cold because of his decision, making him regret having said goodbye to the husband.
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