
The day grew bright as Zahra was still pensive behind the window of her room. I don't know if he's been there for a long time. He tried to recall the moment that had been missed last night. However, he did not remember anything, there was only his tears that continued to flow profusely and without feeling already dried on his cheeks.
"Ken, why did you make me a dirty girl like this?" sagging.
He went to the bathroom and splashed his body with water again. Since his return last night, this is a bathing activity that I don't know how many times. Perhaps he had already rubbed his own body more than three times. Until he felt shivering, then he ended the activity.
He came out of the bathroom in chaos and a limp body. His clothes were soaked and shivered again.
His mind floated back, imagining the sassy hand of Ken who had touched his body.
He had loved the man since Iama, but something like this he had never expected before. Surely he wants a sacred bond that ties him to Ken, not a bad incident like this.
If there was a man she hoped to marry, then that man was indeed Kendra Winarya, though she knew the stiff and cold attitude of that man had never changed to this day, but it was only that man who had been in his heart for a long time.
He was so happy when the universe brought them together again, the euphoria was not reduced even though now Ken looks different in terms of appearance - his feelings remain the same towards the man.
But, what did Ken do to her? Ken made her like a worthless woman, Ken ruined her, took away the thing he was guarding, took advantage of when she was helpless.
Ken should have protected her. However, hope remained hope, the fact that the person he hoped for was the one who had snatched away his honor. It feels like a very dirty trash now.
He loved the wrong guy all along.
His hope is in vain to feel the return of feelings from Ken, in fact Ken never loved him.
Ken only thinks of her as a naf-su release woman or perhaps an exciting toy that Frans successfully fought over. Surely now Ken is satisfied because he has won from Frans.
The marriage offer was only a form of Ken's victory and if he received - not long from it - he would be harshly beaten by a Kendra Winarya.
Now he realized, if all this time he had wasted a lot of time to cultivate feelings of love towards a loser like Ken.
Suddenly he again felt very dirty, and when such a thought came to his head again, he decided to repeat his bathing activity.
However, when he stepped back and went into the bathroom again, he fell limp on the floor and sobbed in pain.
"I'm dirty now, even if I purify myself many times, everything will still not be the same anymore" he roared.
Zahra crawled, the pain in her heart was very pronounced. He was angry and disappointed at Ken's actions.
"Oh Allah, take my life! Don't punish me by making me live as an abominable woman" she said, then grabbed a bottle of wip*l not far from her stringing position.
Rather than living with disappointment in the man he loved, he would rather end his life.
He began to open the lid of the wip*l, wanting to chug it down directly, but suddenly the alarm in his head went off loud, as if reminding him that all this was a great sin and a clearly wrong action.
Everything that happened to him was because he was able to pass through, he should not avoid whatever trials were given to him. He cannot escape reality, let alone run from a world like this.
All the problems that plagued his life should not make him lose.
"Astagfirulah..." Zahra was grateful that her faith was still strong enough to resist the temptations of the demons that had bound her. He immediately threw the bottle to the floor, questioning it many times while still crying. Do not know how much water stock, which is clear he continued to cry since the early hours of this day.
Zahra tried to get up from her position, change her soaked clothes, strengthen and strengthen her heart. His life will continue, he cannot lose from reality.
All this time his life has been booked to live a hard life since he was a child. He can't lose with all this.
After he finished getting dressed, he started packing all his belongings, he would soon leave this city even though he did not know where he was going.
Almost overnight Ken did not sleep, after delivering Zahra to the girl's contract, he went home to the workshop and lamented the mistakes he had made in the same place.
Several times Rasta and Chandra called him, but he accidentally did not answer the phone calls of the two men.
Only one phone call he answered was from Frans, and he received the call solely to mock Frans.
After the day went by, he decided to call his father to express his intentions. He was looking for his cell phone that he had dumped this morning - after he had finished receiving Frans' call.
It turns out that the phone has K.O alias died completely because of his dings are quite hard. Damned!
He went and headed to his desk in another room, there was a telephone line that could help him to contact his father.
"Pa, I want to get married .." he said as soon as the call was received by the father.
He could have guessed that his father would respond to this conversation with a loud laugh.
"Don't decide something out of emotion, Ken! Papa knows you're doing this because you don't want to lose to Frans, right?"
"I'm serious, Pa! And the girl I want to marry is Hana ..."
"Hana?"
"I mean, Zahra... Zahra Alhana," the errata are fast.
Again and again the Papa chuckled from across the street, thinking his words were just a silly joke.
"It's not funny, Ken! Zahra is getting married to Frans, son!"
"Son, Pa! No one will marry him but me!"
"Take confidence in yourself, Ken!"
"But that is the reality! If Papa doesn't believe me, please ask him. He chose Frans or me!"
"Ken ... If your intention is to destroy Frans, not in this way, son! This is not funny!" The intonation of the father's voice sounded more serious now.
"I'm very serious, Pa! Please apply for me!"
"Stop this crazy thing, Ken! Papa hang up the phone-"
"Wait, Pa! Hana loves me, Pa! He told me yesterday!"
In a moment of silence, the Papa did not acknowledge his words.
Suddenly, her father spoke again.
"Then, what about you, Ken? Who's the girl you love? If you just want to play Zahra, Papa, this mustn't go on!"
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