LOVE WINARSIH

16. Contrition

Winarsih dragged her step down the grand staircase in the mansion that now felt like a place of torture to her.

Dean did not even glance at him anymore as he left the man's room.

His master's son lay innocently throwing bodies without caring about him who was still there.

Almost dawn Winarsih arrived in her room and headed straight for the bathroom. After removing all her clothes, the woman turned the faucet into a warm water suit.

The underwear he wore earlier seemed to leave red patches of blood stains. He could be sure that he had lost his most precious thing.

Moreover, as he squatted under the shower, Winarsih felt the rest of Dean's warm liquid flowing out of his sensitive part that felt sore. So many. That liquid is so much. Winarsih back a hiccup.

While crying Winarsih rubbed and soaped her whole body to redness. He was disgusted with himself. His body that people often say is very crazy and good now becomes like a curse for him.

His knees and groin were unusually sore. That's how it feels? Is it really a body relationship that so many people dream of having to be this sick?

Winarsih soaped his entire body and chest many times. Seen by him the top of his chest is more reddened because Dean's mouth is too often there.

Almost an hour Winarsih rubbed and soaked her body. He doesn't want any liquid from Dean's body left in his body.

That day was already Sunday, at noon he should have an appointment with Utomo to go outside.

She didn't know if today she could go to the kitchen to help Mbah and Tina cook.

What's he supposed to do now? Report Dean to the police? Will her complaint that only a housemaid can win against a rich and influential family?

Dean could be turning back the story of what happened last night.

What about her mother? What about Utomo, who is so hopeful that their relationship will reach the marriage stage? He already had nothing he could promise the man.

This afternoon maybe Mr. Hartono and Ms. Amalia haven't arrived home yet, which means Dean will be having lunch alone.

It seems that from now on Winarsih should avoid meeting the man. The wounds on his heart and body were still completely new.

After his body was completely clean and wearing a canal. Winarsih glanced at the wall clock that was stuck across from her bed.

At 4 a.m., his eyes were very sleepy. And it was not until five minutes when Winarsih laid himself down, he was drifting into a dreamland.

******

"Win, are you awake?" Mbah knocked on Winarsih's room door.

Winarsih gasped at the knocking many times on the door of her room. He doesn't know how long he's been asleep. When he looked at the clock, he turned. The clock showed at 10 a.m.

He was too late to be out of the kitchen that Sunday.

Rushing he stood towards the door and turned the key. It was seen Mbah standing before him with a worried face.

"You why? It hurt?" asked Mbah who stepped forward into his room.

Winarsih retreated to make room for the old woman.

"Yes Mbah, sorry. I am not going to help cook today. My body is not feeling well" said Winarsih who was still standing wearing a batik negligee under his knee.

Mbah pulled Winarsih's arm and sat him on the edge of the bed. Mbah's old, wrinkled hands groped Winarsih's forehead.

"Your body is not hot Win, but if it feels like your body is not good, yes you have rested today. Later Mbah make herbal medicine so you can quickly eat," said Si Mbah who still stands by his side.

"Have you eaten?" ask Mbah again.

"It's not yet Mbah."

"You'll be in the officer's room soon. Sit down and eat there. Or if you are not able to, later Mbah asked Tina to come here nganter your lunch" ordered Mbah .

Winarsih just nodded his ass and Mbah left while closing the door to his room. He didn't know if he was going to have lunch today. His stomach was not hungry.

Even the promise to Utomo he did not know how to cancel it. Winarsih really felt like she had no energy. Even to speak once.

Not until three beats, Winarsih had stood up to open the door of his room.

"Yes Ma'am?" sapa Winarsih who saw Tina standing in front of him with a glass of white water with golden contents.

"Here you drink first, warm water given honey. What are you sick with? Mbah is not healthy. That was your boyfriend calling Win. It's you, but I said you're sick and you're resting. Later you call him again," said Mba Tina who stood raucous without pause.

Winarsih received the honey water from Tina's hand with a forced smile.

She's very sad. His heart ached and his body ached, but he had no one to complain about.

There's no way he's going home now and prostrating at his mother's feet. Winarsih hasn't even worked in that house for a month.

Just like Mbah earlier, Tina also reminded herself to have lunch to the staff room.

Winarsih closed the door of his room and immediately drank the honey water to completion in one breath.

Her tears were back in her mind of her mother. Her chest felt very tight. Winarsih leaned against the wall and fell down slumped by closing both mouths as she did not want her roar to be heard by the person outside the room.

"Sorry Winar Bu, Maafin Winar who never horrified and nurut same mother. Winar's a bad boy. What should Winar be now, ma'am? Shy winar. Winar is disgusted by himself Winar. Can Winar still live a normal life again?" Winarsih roared to smack his chest.

******

Already from the morning Utomo called the employee room phone that Winarsih used to contact him.

Since morning, no one answered. Until about noon, Winarsih's coworkers answered the phone.

A woman who is usually called 'Mbak Tina' by Winarsih, said that her lover was not feeling well and rested in his room. The kitchen lacked power so Tina and Mbah could not answer the phone.

Worried about Winarsih's condition which had been very rarely sick, Utomo decided to go to the woman's workplace.

After lunchtime, Utomo arrived in front of a towering fence and looked unfriendly in his eyes. A security guard who served that day was different from what he used to meet.

"Please sir, can I meet Winarsih?" Utomo approached the fence which was located next to the security guard post.

"Didstuffed? Father of who, huh? Let me ask first in," said Satpam who turned out to be a fellow shift Rojak.

"I am Utomo, his girlfriend. We're from one village in.."

"Sorry sir, I'll open the fence for a second. That's Mr. Dean, Mr. Hartono's son. The car's going outside." The security guard pointed at a white Range Rover that was heading towards the fence.

Utomo pulled over his body and the security guard opened the fence wide. Utomo stood at the post door, waiting for the security guard to finish his job.

While looking at him head to the backyard, the Range Rover car stopped right in front of him.

The window of the car opened, realizing that Utomo immediately nodded to greet the handsome man in pure white and had slightly narrowed eyes.

Utomo knew that it was the son of Winarsih's employer who worked as a lawyer.

"You're looking for Winarsih? Want what?" dean asked Utomo from behind the steering wheel.

"Yes sir, I have an appointment with Winarsih since yesterday. But today he said Winarsih was not feeling well and could not go outside. I'm worried sir" Utomo said.

"Winarsih is fine. Just need a break. You better go home today. Don't bother him" Dean said, raising the windshield.

The man did not wait for Utomo's answer who still opened his mouth to make a sound.

Utomo was silent in front of the guard post. Should this be as difficult as meeting Winarsih now? Is Winarsih trying to avoid it? Has the woman started to lose her taste since she forced the woman into the former postal cottage?

Utomo's heart was troubled by anxiety. Utomo turned to walk away from the luxurious house that now looked like a luxurious prison for Winarsih.

What is her lover doing now? Utomo really missed that woman. He just wanted to bring Winarsih to see Monas as he requested last night.

The To Be Continued.....