
What makes a Dean's confidence plunge to almost zero? The answer is the threat that he could lose his wife.
The thing he feared the most, which became a scourge every time Winarsih was sick. He and his children desperately need the existence of Winarsih, his wife, the mother of five children who are smart, healthy and beautiful.
To him, Winarsih was the center of their lives. His wife took care of them for almost twenty-four hours every day. To meet all the needs of her and her children with great patience. Listening to all the complaints of all of them, until sometimes forget to ask the complaint of his wife herself.
Winarsih also served both parents so painstakingly. Winarsih is a person who always accepts and believes in it under any circumstances. He has given everything he has to that woman. Treasure, love, and all the guilt that started their relationship. Dean had also put all his life spirit on Winarsih. He needs that woman more than anything in the world.
That afternoon Dean split the streets of the capital at the speed of the motor he maximized. Various bad thoughts have been milling around in his head since he got a call from Ryan earlier.
Arriving at the hospital, he left the motorbike key on the security guard to park it as best as possible. Remember that the bike is the result of a loan from a friend he just knew.
Dean stepped hurriedly through the hospital hallway to the emergency department on the far left side of the building to become a regular customer of the hospital, making Dean's move so steady straight towards the ER.
His gaze was fixed to the front, while his hands were busy opening the winding tie on the neck and rolling it and inserting it into the pocket. The tie felt very suffocating. He needs to take a deep breath to fill his lungs with oxygen.
“Mr!” widi shouted when he saw Dean's presence. The little girl was standing with Handaru, as well as two babysitters, one of whom was holding Aruna.
Dean immediately lifted Aruna in his carriage. “Come, let's see Mom,” Dean said straight to the curtain where Novi stood waiting for him.
“Ectopic pregnancy, Sir. Must be operation soon,” Novi said.
Dean heard, but could not answer. He immediately opened the curtain and saw Winarsih who was lying awaited by Dirja and Dita next to him.
“Win ...,” call Dean. “You, really, gini?” Her tears are floating. He put Aruna on the edge of the bed and lowered his head to stick her forehead with Winarsih's forehead. He kissed Winarsih's cheeks, which at that time had almost colorless lips.
“My stomach hurts, sir. My head has been dizzy lately, but I couldn't stand it anymore. Suddenly I'm here.”
“Mother passed out when she just finished bribing Nuna. I know Uti, but Uti does not want to come to the hospital he said afraid,” explained Dita.
Doctor Azizah who has been an obstetrician Winarsih since pregnant Dirja, entered the curtain and approached the bed. Dean straightened up and Aruna who was still sitting on the edge of the bed placed her head on Winarsih's chest.
“Mother ...,” Og Aruna.
“Bu Winarsih had an ectopic pregnancy, yes, sir. It was just at the USG and the result manual was positive. But ... yes, her pregnancy can not be executed.” Doctor Azizah stood on the left side of Winarsih holding a piece of ultrasound examination that she did before Dean came. “Egg cells do not stick right in the uterus, but stick in the fallopian tubes,” explains Doctor Azizah.
“My wife wears an IUD, Doc. Doctor himself is the one who installed. How, can?” Dean looked at Doctor Azizah with a confused face. Her usual upright hair was neatly combed, that afternoon already down partially covering her forehead.
“Can you, Sir. There may be a shift, many causes of ectopic pregnancy. Judging from the bleeding is quite severe. I have requested an operating room. You just sign the letters. If you can soon, yes, sir. We need to stop the bleeding immediately. Could be a danger,” explains Doctor Azizah.
“Mother ...,” call Handaru from outside curtain.
“Operation, yes, Win .. I'm out first. You ... don't get anything, Win …. Kasiani me and the kids,” shrewd Dean. He rubbed his eyes, then stepped out the curtain.
“I'm with you, Sir,” Novi said.
“Not done, Nov. Same here my wife. I'll settle down as soon as possible,” Dean said, heading to the administration desk and asking for a letter he should sign immediately.
In a short time, Winarsih was ready to be pushed into the operating room. Dean approached Novi with a grim face.
“Why are they all coming?” dean asked, looking at his son's face one by one.
“Nobody wants to be left behind. Widi cried the most when she saw Bu Win fainted. Because Widi was crying until she screamed, Nuna also followed. Because Dirja and Dita are coming, everyone wants to join.” Novi explained in a low tone because he was worried that one of the five children could hear his words.
“Now you go home just take our kids, yes. The operation will be long. His mother's children will be completely sedated. Udah malem definitely on sleepy.”
“Father here—” Novi Greetings truncated.
“I'm nothing. The kids haven't had dinner either. All of you tell me to Mom and Dad if I am here. Please, yes, Nov...” Dean glanced at Aruna who had been writhing around his neck ever since. “Nuna home, yes …. Tonight is the same as Uti first, yes. Mr temeni Ibu.” Dean kissed Aruna on the cheek. The little girl tightened her arms around Dean's neck.
“Mau equals Mr. ..,” says Aruna.
“I also want to be with you,” said Widi did not want to lose.
“I want to be with you too, but I'm a laper,” chirps Handaru.
“Come, all home. Uti already nelfon Mas, he said all asked to go home. Tomorrow morning we're all here again to look at Mom. I've come to nemenin Ibu.” Dirja took Widi's arm that had been sticking her hand in Dean's pocket.
“Bawa his sisters, yes, Mas .. Tonight I ask for help to Mas Dirja and Mbak Dita to take care of his sisters. Mr. Temeni Mother is here until she recovers. Maybe I'm too tired to take care of us, so I need to rest for a while.”
Dean held onto Dirja's shoulder who nodded in understanding. After Novi and the two babysitters said goodbye, Dean stood up for a moment watching his children walk out of the ER room. Novi walked first to lead the way. Aruna was in the arms of one of the babysitters and Dita was walking next to her. While Dirja walked while holding Handaru and Widi on his left right. Another babysitter walked backwards to watch the steps of the brothers in front of her.
“Our son a lot, Win. It's big-gede. Everything pinter-pinter. You can't get why.”
To Be Continued