Love to My Widow

Days Without Him (part 2)

Nila was only in the room last night.

The next morning he woke up with eyes that were getting more and more moist like a newly stabbed person.

"My eyes are so crazy, I'm ashamed to go down with eyes like this. I'd be sad to see it" while touching both of his enlarged eyes at the top and bottom of his petals.

Then he compresses with a wet towel. Though it was not so effective but he tried not to be so puffy. He was ashamed to go down with such eyes.

Nila felt a pain at the ends of her eyes.

His eyes began to diminish. To better cover it Nila polished a little face with powder to cover her puffy eyes.

***

At seven in the morning Nila went down.

The house looks very quiet because Bu fat came with Gisela to Surabaya.

Seen around the commander has not seen, Vina or Mir sir.

He walked towards the back porch. Rini tea washer was busy drying clothes there.

"Tea Rini, see father or Vina?"

He was shocked to hear Nila's call, the clothes whose handles almost fell off. But he can catch it again.

"Hehee. sorry tea, surprised ya" Nila who felt bad mengangetkan Rini tea.

"Hehehe. Emm...The commander was awake, maybe now he is still in the workspace, if Vina was early in the morning out jogging." explained

"Oh" Nila nodded.

"Miss want me to cook for breakfast?"

"No tea, let me cook it myself. Follow up later come to breakfast yes I cook a lot"

"Wow, so not good ihh.nona good pisan eui." smile sumringah.

"Seteh could have been, anyways I see if here nyuci after done go that way"

"There's no one to join eui breakfast. Sometimes the commander often ngajak me, but afraid of the same tomban Bu fat. anyways the cuisine Bu fat I te not doyan" explained Rini honestly

"Hahaha..sama's tea." Nila laughed

"Part of cooking early in the morning make breakfast te bread, eggs plump, raw vegetables, keep porridge what is out.out what is sometimes mixed fruits"

"tea oatmeal"

"That's it.duh Gusti kok can be eaten" while goosebumps his body imagined.

"Hahaha can be tea, healthy also for the heart. Maybe made for a healthy dad"

"Keep there are others oruh besides such foods, rich in vegetables, anointing, cooked vegetables are still many healthy foods for the commander" Rini tea head ginkeng

"It turns out it's also chatty, I think quiet"

"Silence mah if there is Bu fat, fear iih rather than being angry continue better silence, hehe" closed his mouth while laughing

"Steh could be, watch out later Vina heard dikasiasi deh teteh disfiguring Bu fat, hehe" Nila teased

"Teh Vina mah good Pisan her man is not like his mother,"

"Hayo again talking about Bu fat ya" Vina suddenly came as a surprise

"Eh Vina tea" Rini dyed

"Hehehe..hayo tea.." Nila teased again

"Lady, don't do that" scratch your head

"Hahaha... calm tea, I open the complainant, most if you ask me to answer honestly" Vina who always speaks formally.

"It's the same, atuh, nampura nyak. I like the tea keceplosan" cupped his hands together.

"Hahha.I joked about tea. Indeed my mother like that likes to be angry "Vina

"Hehe" Rini's clumsy smile

"Teteh. teteh.

Vina looked at Nila who could laugh, she said,

"It seems like Tete Rini should come here often, so that there is something that can make Nila laugh."

"Well.??.hahaha...Vina could've, run out of jogging?" Tilapia

"Yes it's a holiday"

"Oh"

"Today you have no show?"

"Emm" shook his head

" How about coming with me to see your new campus?"

"Today?"

"Can?"

"Hemm..can"

"Okay tenth we go yeah"

"okay"

"Okay, I'll take a shower."

Vina headed for her room.

"Teh I cook yes, then do not go home first. We're having breakfast together"

Rini gave her thumbs up

***

Nila headed for the kitchen ready to cook breakfast.

Today he plans to make rice with egg side dishes, fried fish and carrot ozeng peas and others.

He started cooking.

Nila looked at the dining table. And the chair that Biyan used to sit on.

He saw the shadow of Biyan eating voraciously his fried rice.

Looking at her sumpringah smile, dimples were plastered on her cheeks.

It didn't feel like Nila was smiling in her daydream.

Biyan was like talking to him, teasing him and coming closer to Nila. He was completely washed away in daydreaming with Biyan.

The fried fish began to burn and make a large puff of smoke and followed each room in the big house.

Yet he was still unconscious in his daydream.

All the residents of the house, Commander, Vina and Rini ran towards the source of the smoke.

They saw Nila who was daydreaming turned her back to the remote stove while holding a spatula, daydreaming unaware of the situation.

Vina quickly turned off the stove, took a cloth moistened with water and put it on the frying pan.

The commander came near Nila

"Nila" shook her body

"Eh" Nila flinched consciously like a dazed person. And be aware of the fish that is fried.

He looked at the frying pan covered in wet cloth with smoke still slightly steaming, there was Vina next to him.

"What's this?" still confused.

Vina sighed looking at him.

"You've sat down first" the commander led Nila to sit at the dinner table.

"Teh please sort it out" Vina told Rini

Rini cleaned it up immediately.

"You daydreaming?" commander asked

"Huh?" Nila who still had not digested the state she made herself.

"Please...Nila" Vina sat next to him

The commander sat down, and stroked Nila's hand which was still digesting the situation.

"Tomorrow you won't have to cook ya" Commander

"Shit's charred?" Tilapia

"Humm.iya" Vina.

Nila began to wake up.

"I'm sorry dad, Vina " lowered her head

I've really gone crazy.

Dreaming of seeing Biyan

to make a mess like this.

Biyan why do you keep haunting me..

When did you hear from me?.

I really have missed you so much.

Haaaa.haaa...

crying in the heart

"You don't be sad, we know what you're feeling" Vina touched Nila's shoulder braced

"Let's have breakfast, looks like the other side dishes are safe. Rini get everything ready, call Mir sir" commander

Deftly Rini presents everything.

Nila still looked down embarrassed and was astonished by her being so overwhelmed by all of Biyan's shadows.

I've gone crazy

Miss you too much Biyan.

But I can't keep going like this.

Poor dad and Vina have to see me like this.

Humm...

Come on, Nila, strengthen your heart.

Focus on living without Biyan.

Because until old age I will also continue to go through moments like this again.

Emm...

I have to go to college soon too.

I have to study diligently while waiting for Biyan to return.

Nila Spirit...

Finally they all had breakfast with the potluck.

Nila began to stretch her heart and mind.

He will focus on studying so that he can graduate to the university that the commander showed for him.

And the chance to pursue his dreams.

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