Love to My Widow

Small bed

The night is getting late...

Nila arranged the bed and took a floor mattress placed under the bed with a pillow and blanket.

"What's this thing doing?" Biyan sat on the bed

"make sleep" ketus

"very soon, who's sleeping there?"

"me"

"why not up there?"

"there you are" threw the blanket at Biyan

"Bobo together can, warmer does not need a blanket" throw back the blanket to Nila

" iihh, ogah'"

" we usually sleep in bed "

" it's a big bed, this bed is so small.did not dare to shadow"

"don't worry, just do it"

"what...?" loud

"ust don't have to be hard." smothering Nila's mouth while hugging her from behind.

Nila was startled, thrashing which finally made them fall together on the bed

For a second they enjoyed it..

"That's enough if we sleep here, but hug each other" Biyan

" Lepasin" Nila thrashed

" No, it's warm" Biyan tighter

" not out?"

"no!!"

"i yelled ya."

"please" Biyan defiantly

"aaa.." When tilapia would yell Biyan smothered her mouth again

"crazy for you,!"

"meat it offin "talking with the mouth that is still smothering Biyan

" just for a second, Nila, just let it go like this"

What does sie mean..

hugging even tighter...

Nila resigned

Seeing Nila who had calmed down, Biyan took off Nila's mouth.

"Actually I want to admit one thing to you" spoke right into Nila's ear which made her a little amused

He wanted to admit one thing, though,

what yes...

Emmm must be related to Gisela...

nila's face looked limp and lazy

"Nila... You haven't slept, have you?"

How to sleep ..you want to acknowledge your relationship with Gisela..

"hemmm" replied Nila

"From the beginning of our marriage, I honestly haven't been able to put my heart on you."

I already know, you don't do it yet, right?

"But as time passes, I feel different things "

Different?? what means..??

"Seeing you sniffle, jutek, sometimes I like making you sprain and get angry, it makes me very happy"

Damn it. He was so happy to see me suffer.

"Don't know why, look at you pouting, glaring sometimes kick or stomp, it's really like an oasis that's very interesting to me..."

The speech gets weird, meaning what sie..

"I don't know myself, why I'm so"

Because you like to see me suffer.yes right!!!

fuckin...

"Rummm..." Biyan let out a long breath

"I'm not sure, but today Tika woke me up"

Tika, what's the connection.....

nila's murmur in the heart

"He said, when I told him about you, he said my eyes were sparkling"

Sparkling?

what the hell does it mean...

"You know what that means?

Where do I know,..

Nila shook her head.

"Haha.you're just as stupid as me.."

Still can he insult. Use English again.and what he means..

"Don't beat around the bush" Nila couldn't stand it anymore

"hahaha..really impatient" while slightly stretching his arms.

"You've been rambling around.I'm so confused"

"yes.iya..iya.I just want to say.." not continued.

"said??" Nila waited and it was undeniable that she was anxious

If Biyan confesses her feelings for Gisela and asks for a divorce how...

I was young, the time was already a widow, so the widow of the flower dong...

aaahh no

"You said I was, actually..."

"Yes?"..

"actually.me..."

"actually what the heck ... quick doank"

"gemes.."holds tighter.

Huuffs...Nila resigned

"I'm actually starting to fall in love with you" Biyan

"Fell in love with me???"

Turning his body, so they faced each other, Biyan was still hugging.

"falling in love with me?" Nila still doesn't believe

"He'em" smile showing her dimples

"I didn't listen wrong?" still not believing

"Hemmm.yeah..."

" you're not kidding, are you kidding me?"

"I'm serious.."

"the evidence?"

"yes..."

Suddenly Biyan pressed her lips together with Nila's lips, quickly..

Nila was confused

"Not sure yet,?" Biyan kissed Nila's lips again

"What the fuck is that you are brash, struggling to escape from Biyan's embrace.

"Awhile...you're not sure that I'm in love with you yet...?"

"yes.." ketus.

"Try listening to this heartbeat,"

stick Nila's head to the field.

"Listen to this big heartbeat, when with you my heart is like this, at first I thought I had a heartache. But it turns out I was wrong, this feeling when I was close to someone who made me fall in love, that is you"

"Don't lie to Biyan, don't let me down again"

"Look again, you mean?"

"i know you actually have a heart with Gisela right"

"Gisela? any hearts?"

"There is no need to pretend.

when you were in Gisela's room, I saw Gisela crying and expressed her feelings that she loved you"

"look?"

"I saw you guys kissing"

"A little while.so you heard my chat with Gisela. But you misunderstood, I didn't.." haven't finished explaining

"It's okay Biyan, I can accept that you love Gisela too"

"you misunderstood.." Get up and let go of his embrace.

"Misunderstand how?? there's a witness Miss Fat also saw you kissing..."

"I don't kiss, really...!" reassuringly

"Don't lie"

"True... we almost kissed but I refused it.Lagian kiss Gisela who took the initiative, not I swear!!.

"But you've been hanging out with him, every time I've seen you make out, Gisela's hug sometimes sits on your lap, 'What do you think I am?" tears began to fall

"Don't cry Nila, let me explain...Gisela has always been spoiled by me...But we're just cousins no more.you don't get me wrong.."

"I knew you were close to Gisela before I entered among you, but at least have mercy on me and cherish me as your wife..."

"You really misunderstood. Okay I'll call Gisela let her explain"

"not necessary"

"Must..." Biyan took the phone and called Gisela

Long story short Gisela explained that only Gisela put her heart to Biyan, but Biyan refused because her heart was already attached to Nila.

And Gisela apologized that it made Biyan and Nila's relationship tenuous..

"You've heard, that you're the only one in my heart." pulled Nila's hand and put it on her chest.

Nila blushed embarrassedly her face flushed red.

"Then what about me..?"Biyans

"I've also fallen in love with you Biyan, when we first met on our wedding day" covered her face in embarrassment.

"Oh yeah..." Biyan smiled happily

"Finally we can get this close." pulled Nila to bed and hugged her tightly...

"Nila. i love you" right in the ear.

Nila got a chill hearing that...

"Love you too" replied Nila

They get carried away...

Biyan turned Nila's body face to face.

Gently dressed in Nila's cheeks, hands began to go down her forehead, eyelashes, nose and soft lips...

Nila's chin was pulled, close to Nila's lips to unite with hers...

******* for the sake of******* when their lips are fused.

Nila responds to every movement of Biyan's lips..

They enjoy each other well for that good..

Biyan got carried away.

He woke up on Nila who was still sleeping on his back.

He kissed Nila's forehead, then both his eyes, his nose and his lips again gently.

His hand held tightly to Nila's...

Biyan's lips began to go down Nila's white neck, she kissed gently . Right in the middle of the neck, Biyan kissed her hard enough to make Nila groan and her hands gently stroked Biyan's hair..

They really get carried away...

Biyan started unbuttoning the pajamas that Nila was wearing...

His hands began to guerrilla, down the breast, squeezing it gently.

Nila groaned a little, her voice sounded right in Biyan's ears which made her even more excited...

The shirt worn.

Her open chest touched by Nila, felt very hot...

Biyan's hands began to go down the slender part of Nila's stomach.

His lips were still down the middle of Nila..

Napsu is getting more and more tempestuous...

The pants Biyan wears...

Suddenly he stopped the activity...

He collapsed and lay down next to Nila..

Nila looked at me, reflexively closing her pajamas that were already open.

Looking towards Biyan.

"I'm sorry Nila, sorry".

"why you..?"

"I don't want this to be a burden to you later"

"meaning?"

"Actually I'll be on active duty in a week. And then I'll be assigned to Syria on a humanitarian mission there" still closing my eyes with my arms

"Continue.?"

"I don't want to if we do this, then I go to Syria and I leave the seeds in your stomach.I'll feel very guilty.." Biyan's voice was half.

"Are you not going back..?" hugging Biyan

"Nobody knows, baby...

every soldier assigned, the family there are only three hopes, returned safely, returned with a disability or just dug back because he died in battle his body was not found...

Nila's crying.

"don't go, you,"

"If I could, but this has become my duty and responsibility.

I hope you understand. And I'm sorry to keep you disappointed..."

Nila was crying in Biyan's arms.

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