Love to My Widow

Gisela Confession

When Bu fat was called Commander, it turned out that behind the door of Gisela's study listening to their chatter

Gisela ran into her room

"Gisel...kok ran like that, what is it exactly??"

Biyan who happened to see and followed went into Gisela's room

Gisela dropped herself on the bed.

"Why you???" sitting next to Gisela

"You're crying...?" Biyan looked at Gisela's face and wiped away the tears on her cheek

Gisela hiccupped with tears that kept flowing.

"Have you cried, why are you??"

Biyan stared fixedly at Gisela..

gently stroked her straight hair.

"Biyan's..." Gisela sat hugging her two bent knees

"Yes" wiped away the tears on Gisela's cheek

"Why do you want to marry Nila?" tears are still flowing

"You ask like that..."

"Just answer my question!!"

"Why yes.." throw an eye to the corner of the wall in front of him.

"kok confused?" Gisela

" Yes, even now I don't know why I married Nila" Biyan sat cross-legged in front of Gisela.

"Because of uncle?"

Biyan nodded her head.

"one of those reasons"

" You're not resisting?"

"At first it did..."

"why marry?"

" you'll know for yourself what Dad is, and you also know that I never refused my orders" sighed

"Stay you can actually refuse if you don't like it," pulled Biyan's hand

"I'm also confused about myself, actually I'm not expecting this marriage...

I originally planned to leave Nila after she was home on assignment...But...."

not continuing his words

"But what..?" stare closely

"I myself am not sure about myself and this marriage" Biyan

" If you're not happy, we'll just go to the USA together" Biyan's hand was tightly held

"But Gisela"

"Wouldn't you?"

"It's not.but..."

"But what..!!??"a little loud

Biyan was silent

"Because you're already enamored with Nila?"

"Aaa.ku..I don't know myself..."

"You must be firm with your life"

"Now Gisela has continued"

"Keep you just like that..?"

Biyan was silent

"You need to know where your life is going!!! don't be like this" Gisela screeching

"But why are you asking like that?" Biyans

"Because I love you, Biyan, I love you...

From the beginning....

Not dear as a brother, but darling because I love you Biyan"

Hearing that Biyan gasped in shock.

"Don't joke Gisela"

"Hem.since we've grown up, I've actually put my heart on you.." stared fixedly at Biyan.

"Not funny Gisela.."

"For matters of the heart I never joke Biyan...

I really love you, I love you"

Hugged Biyan tightly.

Biyan just silently stared..

"Biyan I love you. It's just that I used to be embarrassed and didn't dare to reveal.

Now I regret it so much.

When I heard you were getting married, I was really pretentious and frustrated.

I want to fly to Indonesia. But at that time I had to attend my thesis...

Now I ventured to express all the feelings that I had been craving all this time.

I don't want to lose you again.

Biyan I really love you..."

Gisela released her embrace and looked at Biyan fixedly advancing her lips closer to Biyan's lips

It turned out that behind the door of Gisela's room, there was Nila and Bu fat who from the beginning listened to their conversation.

"You see that the woman who deserves the most for the young master is only Miss Gisela..." Fat ma'am

Enough Bu fat..

I know now where I am completely...

Tilapia in the heart and hold back tears that accumulate in the eyes.

"I'm sorry Ms. Fat, thank you" went to her room...

***

Nila went straight to the bathroom and chose to sit in an empty bathtub..

He hugged his knees, crying

remembering what he heard all that time.

I'm really stupid

Idiot...

Idiot...

Idiot...

Idiotically..

It was just that word that was ringing in his brain...

***

When Gisela and Biyan's lips almost came together...

"Sorry Gisela, sorry"

Biyan distanced herself from Gisela.

"Sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry"

Seeing that Gisela just fell silent then smiled faintly.

"Now I know." The tears began to drip again.

"Sorry Gisela.."

Wiping his tears...

"I finally know how you feel about me..."

"Sorry..sorry.." Subdues head.

"You don't have to apologize, I'm the one who was hoping for it. We forget it" stood up to untie her hair and tied her up again.

"Sorry ...."Biyan leaned against the wall of the room.

"It is Biyan.indeed we are destined only as brothers.." approached to Biyan...

"I really feel guilty." eyes started to glaze over.

"That's it.. My dear cousin brother, in this way I feel relieved to be able to express all my feelings to you. Although the results were not as expected" walked over to the makeup mirror and looked at himself

Now I know your heart is already attached to Nila...

I hope you're happy.

gisela murmured inwardly and wiped away the remaining tears that had dripped on her cheeks.

"I'm sorry Gisela.."close.

"Have it.I hope my confession doesn't keep you away or away from me..

But we're still brothers.ok..."

holding Biyan's hand

Biyan retorted holding Gisela's hand tightly...

"We have forgotten this conversation.yuk..."

Biyan just smiled, inwardly..

I'm sorry Gisela ..

indigo's face was ringing in my mind as you approached earlier...

Excuse me...

"Let's go to work, I'll show you my business plan that I told you about..."

Gisela took Biyan to the study..

***

Nila was still crying without a sound lamenting her fate

Mommy.bapak.I really miss you guys...

Kartika..Lilies...Hesti..hiks.hiks...

murmured with flowing tears.

Ten minutes passed...Nila began to stretch her heart

He stood on the bathtub...

Huff...

I have to toughen up......

act like nothing happened..

Let it be and be patient if bu fat scoffs again ..

just keep smiling...

do not let my sorrow be seen by the commander who will later reach my parents...

I don't want them to be sad because of me.....

Nila washed her face so that her eyes would not be swollen from crying...

He came out of the bathroom and sat on the bed...

So that I am not too sad.I should look for busyness ..

it could also be an alibi so I don't hang out with Biyan and remember how I feel...

Nila rushed to the commander she already knew was now in the back garden feeding her pet..

**

"It's good, I'm sure your business will be a success..." Biyan applauded proudly

"Thank you.thank you..." Gisela bowed her body

"Oow yes.I heard from Vina, he said you will also be in the mandate of the dairy factory and the farm right uncle...?"

"Huuffff.iya.dad told me.." stared at the laptop.

"I think uncle's business also has good prospects..."

"But.I still want to be an officer ..."

"Hemmm..but honestly I agree with uncle..you will not forever live in a battalion to old right ?..

there are times when you want to live quietly with your family"

"But I'm so in love with my profession..."

"I understand..but can't you see the events that Mother experienced, will you let Nila live like mother...?"Gisela

Huuuff let out a long breath...

"Yes it's a long way to go.you think carefully about uncle's plan..okay my cousin.." holding Biyan's shoulder.

"You don't want to see Nila?...

kasian from earlier left.

you're following me on.heee" Gisela

"So you brought me..."

"Here meet Nila.." encouraged Biyan.

"I'm sorry about that.."

"Here is the kasian he.you also miss his kayak ..." seductively

" Look out for you." ran out on the second floor...

****

Half an hour earlier...

Look out of the workspace..

Miss Gisela...

Fat in the heart..

"Sorry my commander can get out now?"

"Please Ms. fat.I hope Bu fat will approve the relationship between Nila and Biyan.

Please come out Miss fat, I'll also go to the back garden"

They're out of the workspace..

Bu fat followed Gisela who turned out behind him was Biyan who had followed him...

the door of the room opened a little

Bu fat saw Nila who was about to go second floor. And ran to get near him..

"Miss please come with me"

Where's fat ma'am taking me??...

while following the fat

This is Gisela's room, Biyan is inside...

It's with them...

Nila looked closely and listened to all their talk.

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