Love to My Widow

Days Without Him (part 1)

After arriving at the commander's house, Nila became even more quiet.

His arrival was welcomed by the commander.

"Have Nila gone home,? you just take a break"

"I cook first well, besides there's no fat ma'am, I haven't eaten yet right?" Nila was trying to look okay.

"Have you rest, let me tell Mir sir the new driver, who bought food"

"Oh.good father" Nila went to her room.

"What do you want to eat for a moment?, so I order you" the Commander stopped Nila's steps

"Later on well, Nila wasn't hungry" passed her room.

The commander was still looking at his ex-son who looked like the road was very shaky.

"Pity, maybe Biyan's mother used to be like that" the commander muttered to himself. Imagine his wife might be like Nila when left for duty by country.

The commander was still standing under the stairs.

Vina and Mir sir came to approach the commander, After tidying up the luggage in the car with Mir sir.

"Commander" Vina

"Yes..what's up?" the commander looked up at the stairs

"File for Nila's college registration, I have prepared. Only Nila took the written test "Vina

"So soon,?..hemm... but looking at Nila's condition now will it have any effect on the tests that will be carried out later?". the commander has not turned his gaze away from the stairs.

"I think, it should be as soon as possible so that Nila does not drag on in the sadness left by Biyan." Veneer

"Alright, you prepare everything well, let's take Mir to the supermarket" the commander walked out of the house.

Mister Mir simply nodded and followed the commander.

Vina went to the study, finished her business.

***

In the room, in,

Nila sat curled up on the sofa with a lighted telivisi looking at her.

His eyes were empty, I don't know what he was thinking.

His hands hugged both knees.

Hemmmm.he sighed.

Then he put his face in his arms.

The sound of sobbing sounded again.

You were still here yesterday,

prank me, tease me, tease me,

it makes me angry, cry and laugh.

Hicks..

Nila is getting worse, because Biyan's shadow is always in memory.

He saw the shadow of Biyan lying on the bed observing silently.

Instantly, Nila saw that like reality.

"You here?" Tilapia

But Biyan disappeared.

"Just a shadow, heh.I'm crazy" Nila realized it was just her hallucination.

In every corner of the room he looked like Biyan was everywhere.

Smiling with dimple dimples in front of the door, his slightly heavy voice called out his name.

All those hallucinations started to bother Nila.

But he realized it was just an illusion.

Hufff...

"Maybe I'm really in love with you. God why when we understand each other, and I feel that he's the right place I hang love, you keep it away from me again. Honestly, it's pretty hard to put the trials you've been giving. Can I survive this longing. Only a day later was he far away from me. Help me God. Help me, hiks" groaned to yourself.

For an hour Nila was completely dissolved in grief.

His eyes began to weigh heavily and he eventually laid down and slept on the sofa, with the television constantly staring at him.

***

The new commander returned home with a lot of food and snacks brought by Mr. Mir. He bought it all in hopes of making Nila happy. Because he knows Nila likes snacking.

"Sir Mir, let me take it alone. You rest." grabbed the two big bags in the hands of Mir sir

"Thank you sir" Mr. Mir quietly carried the stairs.

The commander immediately went up to bring all the food to Nila's room.

Door knocking.

Tok tok tok tok

"Then this is dad,"

The second time he woke Nila.

"Dad?" rubbing both of his eyes.

Moving to open the door of the room, the commander saw Nila was still complete wearing Persit's clothes, her hair was slightly disheveled and her eyes were swollen and red as if crying was brought to sleep.

Nila looks very sad

Hope you can be patient

Commandant

"Dad, what's up, oh yeah please come in?"

"No need, I just want to give this" handed her two large bags containing a variety of light snacks.

Snack out?

A great deal

Inner Nila while looking at the large pouch the commander was carrying.

"This" the commander handed over

Nila was still confused but she still took what the commander gave her.

"All of you would say, that I've enrolled you for college at one of the universities nearby. In the next week you have to take a written test, I hope you have to start re-studying the material received at High School."

"Lecture?" Nila was shocked

"Biyan has agreed that you can continue your studies while waiting for his return." put his hand in his pants pocket.

Nila still could not believe what the commander had said but she nodded beginning to digest the intent of the commander.

"Yes you've rested again." Move out of the room

"Oh yeah dad, thank you" smiled

The commander left Nila.

Nila put all the snacks on the front desk of the sofa.

He took a shower and changed clothes in pajamas.

Finished with his business in the bathroom. He sat on the sofa with the television still on, not knowing how many shows had changed.

He took the chocolate in one of the bags.

He enjoys watching reality shows of the lives of artists.

***

The commander met Vina who was still busy struggling in front of the laptop

" Vina, you haven't rested?" the commander sat down in front of Vina and opened the newspaper at work.

"In the meantime the commander, just a little more factory financial reports this month" Still busy typing

"Have left, you rest from earlier after returning home to drive Nila you have not rested" his eyes were still cool reading the newspaper in his hands

"Okay, commander, this is done. Emm... how is Nila's situation with the commander?" Shutting down the laptop

The commander closed the newspaper he read.

Hummmm.

" It looks so sad, she hasn't changed her clothes and her eyes are red-shrinked" the eyes look up at Nila.

"Crying again like that. He was also on his way home crying incessantly. As he hugged her tightly trying to strengthen, he grew even more hysterical. I don't think he's really willing to be left behind by Biyan." hooked his hands together and sat back on the chair.

"I'm glad they started to love each other. And feel sad to see her condition like this."

"But after he's busy in college, I think he'll get used to it and not drag on in grief"

"Hopefully, and do not forget the internet network should always be active, let the active mail continue. If there's an overseas call you should tell me right away, it's possible that Biyan called." The commander opened the paper again

"Okay commander, excuse me for a break" Vina stood up

"Oh yes, thank you for everything you've done for Nila" looked at Vina

"Together the commander" Vina passed out of the study.

***

Nila Room

He ate the chocolate to the end while watching the television.

His stomach was getting hungry. He saw one by one the snacks in the cantok.

Her face started to feel sad, when she saw the same chips when she ate in the karaoke room the first time she dated Biyan.

"These chips bear witness to our first kiss, hiks.hiks" wiping the tears that began to come out

He could not bear to eat the chips, and he saw again a small pouch containing macaroni.

"Why there is this macaroni also sie.I so remember you keep haaaa.haaa.. Biyan I miss you.haaaa.haaa" whining crying alone .

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