Love to My Widow

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Morning sunlight began to barge into the bedroom window, shining on the two lovebirds who were still hugging tightly.

Morning breeze, making both of them reluctant to get out of bed.

The sound of Koko chickens interlocking, they did not ignore. The eyes can no longer be closed.

The two are still curled up and combining love in the embrace.

Biyan unceasingly kissed his wife's forehead. My dear eyes, tightened hugs and tightly locked mouth, not knowing what else he had to say or promise but loyalty and coming home immediately which he carved into his heart and soul.

The clanking of the wall clock made them realize that this was the way to go.

Nila woke up feeling heavy, because all night continued to shed tears so that her eyes were swollen.

He sat down, and tried to lift his heart.

"Let's go baby, get ready for the afternoon should take off right" Smile as best as possible.

Biyan nodded, her eyes still glaring between not ready to leave Nila but having to carry out her duties.

Finally Biyan began to get ready, and he would go home first to the commander's house to take all the equipment of his duty.

Breakfast is usually accompanied by laughter, today the residents of the house do not talk much.

I tried to calm my daughter-in-law's heart,

" Daughter Biyan, be careful not to forget to remember God under any circumstances. Don't worry, Nila, he's here a lot of guard. Most importantly Biyan can return home healthy and safe." I patted Biyan on the shoulder, who was sitting next to him at the dinner table.

"Yes, thank you sir and please pray. As well as apologizing for not being able to take good care of Nila" Biyan with a still-silent face.

"It's Biyan, you take it easy, the most important thing is you be careful there, I'll be waiting for news from you" Nila stroked her husband's hand gently.

Mom and Tika just looked full haru.

Just yesterday saw Nila was so happy with Biyan, suddenly having to part ways for a while.

They say goodbye to the Nila family.

The car drove to the commander's house.

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Arrive at the commander's house

There was only Vina and the commander.

Nila went straight up to the second floor to her room to clean up all the items Biyan needed to bring along as she directed.

Long story short Biyan immediately told the commander of his sudden departure.

"Dad.I tipped Nila yes. Don't make him lonely or sad "Biyan in front of his dad's desk.

"You focus on your task, the matter of Nila, I've thought of a plan for her future. If you agree, I'll have him continue his studies." The commander looked closely at his only son

Biyan was silent for a moment,

"Okay dad do anything as long as Nila can be happy waiting for my return, thank you dad. I tipped Nila yes" Eyes almost glazed.

The commander saw it but he felt it was better not to see it because he would also definitely feel the same way as Biyan.

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On the way to the airport, they were escorted by driver and Vina.

Biyan wearing his full attributes was very dashing and handsome. Nila wears the proud uniform of the mistress of the young Persit green toska. With hair in a high ponytail, make up as natural as possible with medium-heeled black pantofel shoes.

Along the way Biyan's hand did not come off holding Nila's hand. They try to always smile when in their hearts they want to scream and cry that they are not ready to let go of each other.

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They arrive at the airport, which is filled with selected soldiers and families who come to release them.

Apples and remarks from foreign ministers and generals released the departure of the country's chosen troops carrying out humanitarian and peace missions.

Closed with prayer together and greet one by one the troops that will be flown.

Nila and all the other Persit mothers were waiting at the place that was prepared.

The show finished the soldiers heading to their families for the last time before leaving.

There were a lot of blue views that day. There is a wife who is still pregnant young, some who live a few days will be born.

Some were escorted by his three children who were small, who asked for a sling to his father, they did not understand the meaning of the separation, the mother held back her tears even though in her heart she hoped and prayed that the husband could return safely to the homeland so that his children would not become orphans.

Some were ushered in by his mother who could not escape hugging his proud son, a mouth that did not stop praying for his son's safety.

Some try hard to take off their husbands.

Biyan kissed and drank every tear of Nila that ran down her cheek.

"I'll pay for all the tears you shed today, then wait for me to come home" Biyan in a voice that began to violently hold back the cries.

Nila just nodded slowly with a face that kept smiling as best she could.

"I'll always send word if there's free time there, you don't cry anymore" Biyan wiped the remaining tears in his wife's pelupur.

"I will always pray to the Lord to take care of you and return to me again, hiks.".hik" the tears that could be in the moment even came out with a rush.

That day was truly like a sea of tears releasing his family members to serve for the sake of the country and the homeland.

One by one the troops began to enter the aircraft

Everyone cannot escape the wave of hands and tears that pour.

Biyan who saw Nila did not feel her eyes continued to shed tears.

Wait for me, baby

Stay faithful waiting for my return.

Hopefully our soul mate can not be interrupted no matter what happens.

I'll pay for all your tears today.

Wait and pray that I will come home soon.

I Love You Nila Ningtiyas.

Inner Biyan

Tilapia with eyes that could not be conditioned, her tears continued to flow, in her heart.

I will be faithful to wait for your return

I don't really know what God means,

About how you came into my life, and what purpose God brought you to me.

I'm just sure there's an answer to all of this, only that up to this point I'm still being asked to wait.

Thank you for the love you gave me.

I Love you Abiyan Suprayogi's.

Finally the plane was flying higher, which made Nila start to miss with her voice, the body she always hugged while sleeping, her addictive scent. And that friendly spice that always lingers in memory.

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Nila and Vina return to the commander's house. Throughout the journey Nila just silence and occasionally wipe the tears that continue to flow.

Vina held Nila's hand to provide support, it even made Nila unable to hold back her crying voice.

In the car, Nila was crying.

Vina "Just take it out if it can make your heart relieved" while tightly hugging Nila

"Vina, haaaaaa. haaaa.haaa" Her crying completely broke, she did not care about the new driver's view of the commander.

She just wanted to let go of all the burdens in her heart, letting go of her husband.

Biyan, I'll be loyal

And will always miss you.

God take care of her and give her back to me.

I'll take care of him as best I can.

Love you and I miss you.

Inner Nila.

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Sorry the update is a bit late because yesterday there was input. So I revised it little by little.

Thank you to readers who have enjoyed my writing. And apologize if anyone is dissatisfied.

Still in the learning stage.

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