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“Master, I'm sorry I couldn't bring you to my palace. You already know the reason why,” said Choky when they drove Ramos in the apartment owned by Ramos in Sidney.
Ramos nodded in understanding despite the fact that he was so eager to meet his wife but he realized that it would only hurt a lot of people.
“It's okay Daddy. Later Gerald comes again to accompany Daddy here,” Gerald comforted Ramos.
Ramos smiled and nodded. At least when the whole world judged and cornered him there was still his son who still loved him and supported him to stay.
“Thank you Son.” Ramos rubbed Gerald's head just as high as his waist.
Ramos glanced at Choky's car in front of the apartment, where Gibert seemed to sit quietly without looking at him. Ramos smiled wryly at the fate of his life, he could not blame God because it was his own fault and willingness to do evil to his own wife.
“Yes My master understands,” says Ramos
“Later I will contact when you check for bone marrow donation.” Choky
“Iya Mr.” Ramos forced a smile
“Come Son.” Take Choky to Gerald
Gerald nodded. He poked his head to see Ramos' tall face much taller than his.
“Daddy.”
“Iya Son.” Ramos instantly lifts his son's body “Why Nak?” DIA smiled
“Gerald home yaa. Daddy take good care of yourself here,” said Gerald.
To be honest, he wanted to stay longer with his father. But Gerald did not want his mother to know and later even made his mother feel the pain that made him hurt again.
“Thank you Son. Take good care of yourself too. Don't forget to call Daddy if you miss. Daddy is waiting for you here,” Ramos said. It was so hard to part with her son back. Had he been able to hold Gerald to stay with him he would have been very happy, but that was impossible.
Heru looked at Ramos pity. How tormented Ramos was when neglected by his own son. Heru could not help much but always accompany Ramos at this time.
And Choky too. Deep down he hated Ramos, and hated Ramos. But when he saw how fragile Ramos regretted all his actions made Choky's heart a little filled, it must not be easy to become Ramos.
“Titip greetings for your sister yaaa.” The message smiled bitterly.
"Yes Dad. Daddy will also meet Gerra. She's very pretty Daddy. But it's a pity he's so chatty and he likes to piss me off Daddy!" Gerald exclaimed about his cute and adorable sister.
Ramos chuckles, for God's sake he really wants to meet his little daughter. Wanted to hug her and tell her how much she loved her daughter. Ramos must stab his own heart to hold back the longing that is now beginning to be unfriendly to him.
Ramos' heart ached when Choky took Gerald out of his sling but now that he can't do anything, he can still meet his children alone.
Ramos waved his hand as Gerald also waved his hand with Choky's car walking away from his apartment.
Ramos wiped his tears. No matter how hard he tries to accept this punishment, he is still a weak man when it comes to his wife and children.
Ramos went into his apartment. Before leaving for Sidney he had ordered Heru to prepare a place to live there while he was in this place.
Ramos sat down disoffa his body felt weak and his soul was hit hard by the fact that now turned to torment him. If he created hell for Rachel in their marriage and now he's the one who's trapped in that hell that makes his body and heart burn all out.
"Drink Mr." Heru put a glass of water on Ramos' front desk.
Ramos was waiting for the water until the toilet because he was so thirsty. Pretending to be strong it takes energy to stay afloat even in this kind of bad state.
"Are you okay, sir?" Heru asked concerned about Ramos' current state.
"Do I look okay Heru?" He closed his eyes while leaning his back on the sofa, "Are sinners like me unworthy of Heru's happiness? Do people like me have no chance to make amends for all my past mistakes?"
"You have a chance, sir, and you deserve to be happy." Answer Heru.
"That's what you said to Heru but not to my wife and children. You see how cold Gilbert is to me, just looking at me he won't. It's the hardest heartbreak I've ever had." Ramos could not hold back his tears. For her to cry was not because she was weak but she wanted to express how much she was injured right now through crying.
"I miss Rachel. I miss the smile that always welcomes me at the door. I miss cooking it. But it looks like I'll never be able to feel that again, Heru." Ramos smiled bitterly.
Ramos stood up while wiping his tears. Just dreamed of being happy with his children and wife but he was faced with a bitter reality that made all hope disappear and disappear somewhere.
Ramos went into his room. This apartment has been fully facilitated by Heru in accordance with Ramos' orders.
Ramos was lying in his king-size bed. He closed his eyes imagining the happy life he wanted to feel.
"I don't want to give up Rachel. Not wanting to give up. But how can I move forward if just seeing my face scares you instead of playing?"
"Rachel, I've always cried to miss your shadow. You left without saying goodbye to me. Leaving behind wounds that have regretted me for life. Is it really, I, I....."
Ramos covered his face with his arms. Crying again, her life was full of tears. Never would Ramos have imagined that he would feel such endless regret like this. She thought after losing Rachel her life would be fine. But in fact after his wife's departure he was blown to pieces when all the truth was revealed that made his regret even more.
"Gerra's." Ramos sat down as soon as he remembered his daughter's name, "Gerra, Daddy wants to see you son. Daddy promised to do whatever it takes to heal Daddy's daughter, wait for Daddy dear." Ramos got up from his seat.
Ramos immediately headed to the bathroom to clean himself up. He's a janitor. Ramos has also improved his appearance, his hair he trimmed neatly and his brew is also not too much after being infused right. His face is now clean and handsome.
Seriate....