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"Sister," Rayyan rubbed Ramos' shoulder. "Sister must be strong," Rayyan became sorry to see Ramos who was truly fragile. "Daddy and Mommy will be here soon" Rayyan reported
Ramos wiped his tears and sat down. Not only was his heart tired but his body as well. His body felt broken along with his heart. He was now just a fragile man who was forced to be strong due to circumstances.
"Sit Brother" Rayyan said Ramos was sitting on a couch.
Ramos complies and sits down. I don't know what he should do now. The hatred of his children and wife will increase with this incident. Ramos also did not expect that his meeting with Rachel even caused Rachel's suffering to increase. If he knew from the start it would all end like this, maybe Ramos chose to harbor all his longing feelings.
For a moment Rayyan let Ramos cry out all her feelings. It would be very painful if a child said that to his father. Rayyan couldn't imagine how hurt Ramos' heart was.
Indeed, Rayyan also hated his brother because of the actions of Ramos that are beyond the limits of humanity. But seeing Ramos change for about six years makes Rayyan's heart filled with compassion. But still he could not help Ramos in many ways.
Ramos hit his chest repeatedly. His breath was piqued from crying. This is the most terrible heartbreak he has ever experienced in his entire life.
"Sister,"
Rayyan took a long breath. As a little sister she couldn't stay silent just seeing her big brother like this.
"Ray, Brother is tired. Can you give up Ray? Can you get away from here?" Ramos looked at his sister.
"Sister, don't talk like that" said Rayuan. "Sister still has a chance to get back together with Rachel and Big Brother's children,"
Ramos shakes. "It can never be Rayyan. You know Rachel not only hates but she's also very afraid of Big Brother. Just seeing Brother she's scared isn't playing." Ramos shakes. "Sister does not deserve to be happy Ray," said Ramos sounding soft.
Rayyan rubbed Ramos' back. Rayyan is concerned about Ramos' current condition.
"Sister went into Ray's room first" he stood up wiping his tears.
Rayyan nodded. He watched Ramos' back move away from him. A few days after the accident Ramos went to the hospital secretly and met Rachel. Although he had to be beaten by Sandy and Choky, but the man did not give up, to accompany his wife who was in a coma.
"Win, to my room,"
"Okay, sir,"
Rayyan's headed to her study. Like he had to intervene on his own. Somehow he did not accept Gilbert's harsh words to Ramos. I don't know where that kid learned to talk like an adult.
"Can I help you, sir?" Herwin bowed respectfully.
"Call Heru,"
"Okay, sir,"
"Excuse me sir, how can I help you?" Heru and Herwin enter Rayyan's office. These two assistants are friendly and always compact in carrying out the tasks given by their masters.
"Heru, have you found a donor for Rachel?" Ask Rayyan.
Heru. "Not yet Sir. To find an eye donor must also match the eyes of Madam Rachel," replied Heru
"Ck, use Heru's money. Don't forget that everything is money" Rayya's lips rolled her eyes lazily.
"I did it, sir. But no one wants to give his eyes. There are also but we have to find a donor who matches Sir," said Heru.
Rayyan took a long breath. This will be difficult to help Ramos to find an eye donor who will donate his eyes. No human being would be blind to others even if they were bought with money.
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Ramos curled up on his bed. Still like six years ago, she would hug Rachel's clothes left behind in order to fall asleep.
"Rachel." Mumbled. "How are you, dear. You must have been hurt a lot when you found out you couldn't see the world as usual. Pardon. It's all my fault. If I hadn't forced to talk to you. It's not gonna be like this. I'm sorry Rachel," said Ramos, hugging Rachel's shirt.
"Darling, don't worry. You'll still be able to see. You'll see your kids grow up later. Don't worry, honey, I'll always be there for you. Even if you hate me, but I won't stop loving you, dear."
'Honey, after I make you look again. I'll get as far away from your life as possible. I'm picking up the kids. Guard them. Treat them. Actually I can't have you take care of them alone, it's just that I don't deserve to take care of them with you. May you be happy, dear. Hope you're healthy after this. I promise, your old smile will come back. Maybe my job of loving you is done. I'm not giving up. It's just that I realized, my love can't reach you, baby. Thank you for ever being present. Thank you for being the mother of my children. Although we eventually split up. Good bye love. I love you, today, later and forever.'
Ramos slept in his tears. Eyes swollen. Though this afternoon he was just satisfied because he managed to torture Agnes and make the woman critical. But that night he had to be hurt by a reality that made his soul crumble.
Ramos decided to surrender. Decides away from Rachel's life because she knows that love can't be forced.
Letting go is not because he gave up fighting for his love. It's just that sometimes releasing is better than maintaining something that the hand won't be able to grasp.
Ramos is a man who has been guilty in the past. Ramos was a depraved man in his time. Ramos was the worst husband ever. Ramos is a husband who lives in regret for hurting and making his wife suffer. Ramos regrets. Ramos is very sorry. If you can go back in time, Ramos won't waste a chance to make Rachel happy.
But regret will not make those who leave come back. The missing appear again. Even a somersault won't make it all like before.
Ramos won't take any more time to get back to Rachel. The last second of his life he just wanted to see his wife look like all. Ramos wants Rachel to see again even though it's likely that she won't be able to see Rachel one last time.
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