Love Me Please (Related cruel husband)

The regret that has not ended

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Ramos stirred his food. He cooked by himself and taught himself. Looking for recipes that are often cooked by the wife.

The man stirred the food in the pan while watching the cell phone in his hand. His fingers scrolled the phone screen from top to bottom.

"Sir."

Heru let out a long breath. He had been tired of accompanying Ramos all day. The man was like an insane person who cooked very much but was not eaten either. Heru wanted to eat it but Ramos instead prevented it and said if it was cooked for his wife.

"Sir."

But Ramos did not hear the call of Heru. He was still engrossed in struggling with his cooking.

"Your love, sir. I know your feelings. But realize that those who have left will never come back, sir." Mumbled Heru.

It is a pity to see Ramos now. It's been over a year since Rachel left, but Ramos still can't find where his wife is. Her search was futile. No matter what he did, he couldn't find where his wife was.

Ramos put his food on the table. He paid no heed to Heru's existence there. For him in this apartment there was only him and Rachel. But his wife's footprints weren't there.

"Rachel."

He took the food and put it on his plate. The food was often cooked by Rachel. Even though it feels different. But Ramos ate it anyway.

"Rachel." He muttered as he put the food into his mouth "Where are you? How's our son doing? I miss you guys." Her tears and tears still flowed down her cheeks.

Ramos' regret can't go away with Rachel. Every moment he is haunted by guilt. Especially when he saw his wife's clothes, the more his heart was pierced by thousands of knives.

He's not crazy but he's like crazy. He is still active as usual. Go to the office and work. But at any time when the panic attack haunts his mind he will be like a madman crying for no reason sometimes he laughs like he is joking with someone.

"Rachel hiks hyks."

While eating while crying. Sometimes tears fell on her plate and into her mouth as she ate the food.

"I'm sorry."

Apologies may be tired of being heard by people near Ramos. But for Ramos without saying sorry his heart would not calm down.

"Sir." Heru looked at Ramos pitying "Conscious Master. Please let go of Miss. If he is a match with you, he will come back. Free of your crying like this, he won't come back into your arms again. Don't torture yourself with feelings that can kill you slowly." Heru Say.

The pieces of wounds that he tried to heal in fact made him dissolve in regret that never disappeared.

Remembering the cry and cry of mercy from the wife as if messing up all her feelings. Recalling the tears that flooded and flowed on his cheeks, the wife again pierced the innermost recesses of the man's heart.

"I'm sorry Heru." Her speech. He was instantly speechless with blank stares and flowing tears.

"Did Rachel really not want to come back to me? I know I'm guilty but I want to fix everything. If there's any other way to get Rachel back in my arms I'm ready to do it Heru. I want my wife back. I want to see my son. I took care of them. I want to be a father. I want to play with them. I want them, Heru." Ramos reveals all his feelings.

"I am guilty and evil. But now I'm sorry. I'm so sorry, Heru. Why doesn't anyone understand my feelings? Why doesn't anyone want to give me a chance to make amends for Rachel." Tears are flowing more and more.

"Did I mean nothing to live? Am I that bad? Am I the most sinful man? Do I have hyks hyks."

Ramos covered his face with both of his hands and cried until his body trembled. She thought her tears would be dry but it turned out that she cried for a year longer every day and her tears still did not dry up either.

"Sir." Heru patted Ramos on the shoulder "Start a new life. Don't regret everything that happened. You deserve to be happy without remembering the past. Miss Rachel's problem, I'm sure if indeed you are a match God will reunite but if not, God has also provided happy for you, Sir."

"Everyone is guilty. Everyone has the opportunity to improve their life. If you can't live without Miss Rachel at least live for her. If you can no longer have his body, have him in prayer. Treat him in your complaint to God, then I believe God will give another happy for you."

Ramos brushed off Heru's hand, he didn't need any words of motivation. He doesn't need a heart-strengthening expression. All he needs now is to meet his wife and children, then embrace them and take care of them with all his soul and body.

Ramos may be selfish after committing the biggest sin of his life now instead of asking for forgiveness and asking back what he had thrown away. But Ramos is also a human being. He is a man who does not escape from mistakes. He is a man who wants to improve himself to not make his mistakes in the past.

Since Rachel's departure she hasn't been really happy. His world feels lonely. Silent. Black and grey. There was no happiness that he felt despite the cluttering of countless treasures and riches. But still, he felt empty. Feel empty. I feel like I have no reason to survive.

Heru let out a long sigh as Ramos brushed off his hand and returned to the room with a limped step.

"Sir, you are a good man only you have been managed by a bad man. So that you fall into something evil." Heru Say.

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"Hallo Sir. Well I'll be there soon."

Heru left the dining table and went waltzing out of the Apartment. Now she does live with Ramos because she was asked to keep the depressed man by Ozawa.

Heru got into the car and ran his car away from the Ramos Apartment. Heru has to work hard to find information about Rachel. Although it is completely untraceable Rachel's whereabouts but she did not give up. As a good assistant and has many services to the Ozawa family, especially Ramos, Heru carries out his duties and obligations as the responsibility of his work.

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