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Ramos parked his car in the basement of the apartment. He got out of the car with a lethargic face. His appearance is completely unmanageable. The corner of his lips still feels sore due to the father's slap.
He walked slowly as if his feet could not be lifted. Blank. Hollowly. He regretted deeply but regretted not making things back the way they were.
Ramos went into the apartment. Why is it so empty? There was something missing that he could not even explain in words.
Ramos stared at his apartment. Usually when he comes home his wife has welcomed him with a smile while greeting and do not forget a cup of thick coffee with a little sugar is always served by his wife to him. Although it will end on the floor because Ramos does not want to drink coffee made by his wife. He doesn't know why he's so bad.
“Rachel.”
Ramos sat down while wailing with tears as if waiting for someone. I don't know who he's waiting for because his wife won't be able to come back. I don't know where his wife went and this is why he felt something was missing from his soul since Rachel's departure?
“You where?” Wiry
“Why did you leave when I knew everything?”
“I'm sorry Rachel. I'm sorry.” He covered his face.
Ramos cried in regret in his life. He regretted not finding out about Rachel from the beginning. He was too consumed with the words of Agnes who even had the heart to betray him.
Ramos hit his chest repeatedly hard. Hit his face and head. Blame her for Rachel's passing. His chest grew increasingly claustrophobic, as he recalled how he had tortured his wife. Kick. Hit with a belt to make the wife's body injured. Forcibly withdraw his wife. And Ramos once stomped Rachel's fingers to the wound.
Her chest is getting sicker. He screamed alone. Hope this guilty feeling can go away and go from his head. But still the feeling always haunts him as if accusing him of being a bad person who has no feelings at all.
Ramos stood up from his seat. He really messed up. Even his body had already stunk from not taking a shower. He was busy looking for Rachel. Ramos is already indifferent to his appearance his feelings are now filled with regret and he cannot shake that guilt.
He entered his room empty and empty. He glanced at the sofa where his wife had last been lying. Why is it so crowded when remembering Rachel's plea not to take her crown.
Ramos walked slowly towards the sofa. He rubbed the sofa. Tears are no longer stoked. I don't know how many fell on his cheeks.
“Rachel, I'm sorry. Ii'm sorry. I've made you suffer too much. Where are you, please don't go. Don't leave me. Give me a chance Rachel, hiks hiks.” Her crying broke again
Ramos stared at the small closet where his wife was dressed. At that instant he only gave a small closet that was even just a few strands of clothes. Ramos approached the closet. He opened slowly and looked at the contents of the wife's closet.
Again his heart was like being hit by thousands of stones looking at the worn clothes. He was rich and had a lot of money but not a single shirt he bought for his wife. Though the money is innumerable.
“What is this?” Ramos picked up a brown envelope tucked away on the sidelines of his wife's shirt.
Ramos opened the envelope because it was his hospital logo. What'sthat's it? Ramos was really curious.
Ramos' eyes were perfectly rounded when he saw the contents of the envelope. His heart exploded and shattered like a bomb.
“J-so R-rachel donated his kidney?” Ramos shook his head as if he wanted to reject the fate of “The date of this operation was one week before my wedding day with Rachel which meant that the wound was still wet. God what have I done to my wife?” Ramos shed on the floor. His regrets are growing.
Ramos never knew what happened to his wife. He really did not know at all and did not try to find out also about his wife.
Ramos sat down, face down on his knees which he bent. He hugged his knees and cried in frustration. His heart was completely broken.
"RACHEL."
"RACHEL."
"RACHEL."
And Ramos felt his karma. He was betrayed by Agnes and at the same time he. Her heartbreak was truly fatal.
He was disappointed to be betrayed by Agnes. He was angry when the woman dared to play with fire behind her. But somehow Rachel's departure makes half her soul go. He had no feelings for that woman. But why didn't Rachel feel like something was missing?
Ramos looked back at his wife's shabby clothes. He took the clothes and hugged her while crying.
True said his father, only Rachel loved him sincerely regardless of the treasure. Even the Blackcard that Ramos gave his wife did not wear Rachel at all. It was evident that his wife was not interested in his money at all.
"I'm sorry." Still hugging that shirt like a man crying over a corpse.
Ramos is still crying. Crying fully. He let out all the regrets that froze in him. Hoping to cry can make her heart relieved and she can escape the echoing tightness.
Ramos lying on the floor. He was crying until he had trouble breathing. Given all the evilness his heart was torturing him even more.
Sometimes regret is a form of consciousness. But realize after something has gone it's free. Even crying blood will not make the lost appear again. It's not going to go back to how it was.
Regretting won't make the lost come back. Life sometimes keeps things from being at the same time. Regret is not a feeling that can be mastered. There are some people who lose consciousness with their regrets and end up with depression or can also become crazy due to these uncontrolled feelings.
"Rachel." Lirih. While lying down with his wife's clothes hugged.
"I'm sorry. Ii'm sorry. Why do I feel like something's missing when you're not around? My heart was never really good after your departure! Give me one more chance, Rachel." Sluggishly.
If this room used to be evidence of Rachel's crying. Now this room will be friends at night when Ramos cries.
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