Love Me Mr. Arrogants

Changeable 180 degree

If Rayyan is now in a state of shaken soul, in contrast to Fatimah, he is happy to be separated from Rayyan, now he no longer feels suffering, both physically and mentally. He really enjoyed his solitude, every day, he spent his time in worship, increasing the sunnah prayer, teaching, wiridan, taking care of plants, vegetables, cooking, making cakes, sports, with a tour of the house, or go to the market on foot, because the market is not too far away. One month already, Fatimah was here, and during that time, she really felt peace.

Has Fatimah forgotten Rayyan? Sure, no.  But every time he remembered Rayyan, he would always remember the suffering he had endured, for that Fatimah chose to divert her mind in search of other activities.

Alfian himself, he was forced to return to country X, he could not accompany Fatimah in country Y, because he had many jobs that he could not leave behind. But before leaving, he had made sure that if Fatimah was there well, and all the needs of Fatimah, he had fulfilled. Lagian Alfian also felt sad and unpleasant if he continued alone with the wife of his best friend, because he was afraid, if he could just fall in love with Fatimah, given the personality of Fatimah who was so friendly and his views so shady., he said.,

For that, Alfian chose to leave, but he had hired some people to monitor the state of Fatimah remotely, just in case, afraid if Fatimah was there for nothing.

When Fatimah really enjoyed her free life, Rayyan was still devastated because she thought that Fatimah and the child in her womb had left her forever.

Not infrequently, Rayyan often hurt himself, he continued to torture his own body, so that he could feel the suffering that Fatimah had once felt because of his actions.

Not infrequently, Rayyan wanted to end his life so that he could catch up with Fatimah and her son. But Fatimah and the child in her womb have not died and they are still fine, even very healthy.

In this month, Rayyan even went to the hospital several times, because Rayyan continued to torture him, not wanting to eat and continue to want to end his life. Rio himself was even overwhelmed by taking care of his best friend and boss, while Mr. Han and all the servants who had worked in the ministry, had officially stopped and now they had their own busy lives. Rio also gave a lot of bonuses to all of them. Of course they are happy, because the bonus they get is equivalent to their salary for three months.

"FATIMAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH," cried Rayyan in a frustrated tone, at this time his hands and feet were deliberately tied, so that Rayyan did not continue to hurt himself, after all his entire body was full of wounds, his head even had to be sewn several times because Rayyan banged his own head against the wall.

Rio and Doctor Ratih, can only sigh. Actually, they have asked Mbak Nana for help to heal Rayyan's mentality, but the problem is in Rayyan himself, he does not want to be cured. Rayyan seemed to be lost direction, which was in his mind and heart, only Fatimah and Fatimah.

"Fatimah, don't go to the hyx. You are mine, you are not I let go, DO NOT GO FATIMAH! I'M SORRY, I'M SORRY, PLEASE DON'T TORTURE ME LIKE THIS. PLEASE DO NOT GO, I beg you," he said with a sobbing that could cut the hearts of anyone who heard him.

Rio even shed tears, he did not expect, Rayyan's life would be like this, first when Felllihsa left him, Rayyan did not arrive like this, but different when Fatimah left, then, Rayyan seemed to have lost her mind.

"RIO OPEN THE ROPES, DON'T BRACKET ME LIKE THIS! I WANT MY WIFE, I BEG YOU, PLEASE DON'T SEPARATE ME FROM MY WIFE, I BEG RIO, OPEN THE ROPE, DON'T TIE ME UP LIKE THIS!" he shouted again with a hoarse voice because every day, he continued to shout, maybe later it could be Rayyan would lose her voice, if it continues like that.

"I'm sorry, Ray. I'm sorry I did all this, I don't want you to hurt yourself anymore, I don't want you to torture yourself, I don't want you to get hurt again, I don't want you to leave this world, however you have to stay alive, you have to be able to survive until later Fatimah will forgive you and she will come back to appear before you. I'm sorry I can't be honest, it's all for the good of you two, if I tell you the truth, I'm afraid, if you're going to find out where Fatimah is and catch up with her, I don't want you to keep hurting Fatimah, even though I know, you've changed and you regret your actions, but I have to keep Fatimah mentally, she said, let her be happy after she's been living for months like hell. I'm sorry." Rio also shed tears, Doctor Ratih who saw him also cried, he heard Rio's voice even though it was very slow, if it was like this, Doctor Ratih felt sorry for Rayyan, she said, but if you remember his old behavior, Ratih even hoped that Rayyan died, rather than making Fatimah suffer.

Rio and Ratih continued to stare at Rayyan, already two days Rayyan did not eat at all, but he did not eat at all, unless forced, even then sometimes spewed back by Rayyan, but he rarely ate, unless forced, his body was now emaciated unkempt, probably because in addition to rarely eating, rarely drinking, Rayyan was also mentally ill, not to mention the physical injuries all over his body made his weight drop drastically.