Love Me Mr. Arrogants

First Night F and R

In the evening, after Isya's prayer'. Fatimah immediately shivered in fear, she was afraid, afraid that Rayyan would go into her room and do it again.

Until now, the trauma was still there and even the pain in the area of shyness was still felt. But whether Fatimah can refuse him, while the current status of Rayyan, is her husband and she has the right to ask for what is rightfully her. Can Fatimah say the word 'no' but she is afraid of sin, she is afraid the angel will wrath and curse her.

But Fatimah also cannot serve him at this time, not unwilling, but Fatimah wants to prepare herself so that she can accept it and serve it sincerely, not because of force.

But would Rayyan wait? At the time Fatimah was still not his wife, Rayyan even forced him to serve his naf-su be-jat, especially now, Fatimah has officially become his wife. It does not rule out Rayyan will do things that are even more painful than yesterday.

"Oh my God, help me. I want to be lost from the face of the earth. Why should I, Lord, why should I experience all this. Why should I be the one you test continuously. Why should I be the one to get this kind of torture. Verily, I could no longer bear all the pain I had," complained Fatimah with tears that began to flow.

"When will my life be like this, can you not give me a little happiness? Can't I live my life in peace, without fear? I can't live comfortably without fear of a threat. Can't I live a normal life like everyone else?" he asked while looking up, as if there would be a God who was now looking at him.

"I'm tired, God. I'm tired, you can't feel what I'm feeling right now. My fear, my anxiety and everything else? Do you not never sleep. You see what is happening in my life right now. You cannot help me, Lord. Let me go away and live my days quietly with my mother."

Fatimah continued to speak for herself, but suddenly the door of her room opened.

"Hallo, Honey. How's it? Are you ready to serve me tonight?" I asked with a smile so scary.

"A . I .... " Fatimah was confused as to what to answer. If he says he is not ready, Rayyan will accept such an answer, or he will be angry because he does not get the answer as he wants.

"I know, you must also be impatient to feel the beauty of the heaven of the world right?" ask her with a horrible smile.

Hearing that, Fatimah grew even more frightened. He doesn't even want to feel that anymore. For him it is not heaven, but vice versa.

"All right, let's do it tonight slowly, okay. Do not make me angry, or you will know the consequences" he said in a soft voice, but contained the threat behind his words.

Afraid that her husband would get more angry, Fatimah also obeyed her husband's will. With the name of Allah, Fatimah approached and Rayyan immediately withdrew Fatimah's hand until Fatimah fell in her arms.

"Don't be afraid, okay. I won't kill you as long as you don't piss me off. Serve me, and make me satisfied. You're NOT INTERESTED, are you?" tanyanya and Fatimah nodded their heads, though she was still confused as to what Rayyan wanted and how to make her husband satisfied.