
During Fatimah's funeral, she collapsed several times, albeit only intermittently. Rayyan even had to continue to be beside him to continue to give her spirit to Fatimah. Nothing is as sad as Fatimah, all are sad but still in a natural stage, unlike Fatimah who is like losing her world.
But it was natural that Fatimah came to such an end, because after all Aunt Aisyah was the first to lend a helping hand to Fatimah even when Fatimah was pronounced dead first, Aunt Aisyah was also the most sad, too, he even fainted and had a mild heart attack.
After the funeral was over, Fatimah was reluctant to go home. Finally there was only Rayyan and Rio who faithfully accompanied him, only Rio accompanied with a considerable distance because he did not want to disturb them. Rio remained there, as he had to look after Master and Nonanya.
After the ashar prayer time will run out, then Fatimah immediately stood up and went from there, because after all he could not pass the prayer that he had to do.
Rayyan and Rio followed her but no one spoke a word. Once at the Missions, no one dared to say hello to Fatimah. Fatimah entered the room to clean herself. Then he immediately put on his best clothes, and took the latest face he had never worn. When he finished, he took the prayer mat and began to pray ashar. While Rayyan, he also immediately cleansed himself and prayed ashar.
After Rayyan finished praying, she saw Fatimah who continued to prostrate with her sobs. Rayyan just kept quiet and sat on the prayer mat. He allowed Fatimah to open her heart to his Lord.
Not the heart, but that's the only way for Fatimah to let go of her tightness.
Rayyan also prayed for Aunt Aisyah, and her parents and grandparents. Because Rayyan does not remember her past and only knows if they have died, so sincerely, Rayyan also prayed for them.
If Rayyan remembered how her past was, she might have been reluctant just to mention their names.
Until the adhan maghrib Fatimah continued to prostrate, "Didn't he fall prostrate like that continuously?" he murmured, but he dared to approach her.
After the Adhan was completed, Fatimah sat down and prayed, because indeed the prayer between the Adhan and Iqamah is something that was highly recommended by the Prophet Muhammad SAW.
Finished praying, then Fatimah asked Rayyan to lead her prayer. Rayyan just said it.
They also pray for worshipers, finished praying, Fatimah and Rayyan teach for Aunt Aisyah. Outside actually also held small studies, but still, Fatimah is more comfortable najai and pray with her husband in the room.
After the prayer, Fatimah removed her face and put it in its place. Rayyan also did the same thing, he folded his alphabet and put it in place, to make it look neat..
Fatimah sat on the bedside, and Rayyan sat beside Fatimah. Seeing Fatimah crying again, Rayyan brought Fatimah into her arms. "Don't cry anymore, you don't want to make me sad because you keep crying from morning" said Rayyan. Hearing that, Fatimah immediately wiped away her tears, but unfortunately, her tears seemed to not want to be cooperated with, because although many times removed, it still came out by itself.
Rayyan did not force him anymore and just continued to embrace Fatimah tightly.
At eight, Mr. Han knocked on the door. Rayyan released Fatimah from her embrace, and walked towards the door and opened it quietly. "What's wrong?" ask her with a flat face.
"I deliver food and drink to Mr and Non-Fatimah" he replied.
Rayyan looked at the tray that Mr. Han was carrying, and then she took the tray from him. After that, he closed the door again and brought the tray to the bedside table. Mr. Han did not mind Rayyan's attitude, because whatever the treatment, Mr. Han will always understand him.
Rayyan invited Fatimah to eat, but Fatimah refused him continuously. As a result, Rayyan raised her voice a little and it succeeded in making Fatimah afraid. He recalls the old Rayyan attitude. Now no one can protect her anymore because Aunt Aisyah is no more.
As a result, Fatimah also complied to eat with her husband. Although it is difficult to swallow, but he still forced the rice into his stomach.
He also held back his tears in order not to make Rayyan even more angry.
As for Rayyan, he could only sigh, seeing Fatimah again scared and nervous with him. Seeing Fatimah like that, making Rayyan's appetite disappear instantly, he no longer cared about his rumbling stomach. Without finishing his meal, Rayyan placed the dishes roughly and left his room.
While Fatimah saw her husband go to make Fatimah feel afraid, anxious and sorry for not directly obeying the wishes of her husband even refused her several times to eat immediately.