
At this time the lives of Fatimah and Rayyan were bright again, there was no more silence. All Art including Pak Han and Assistant Rio was also happy to see Fatimah who returned to work spoiled in the lenga Rayyan. The atmosphere was no longer gripping and silent like a grave.
Indeed, even though the quarrels of Fatimah and Rayyan, but it all affects those who know nothing.
"Darling," call Rayyan. Now they're in the living room watching Tivi. After that, they finished their breakfast.
"Yes, Mommy" replied Fatimah.
"We're yuk's children's program" Rayyan asked.
"Mas ready to be Dad?" ask Fatimah.
"Yes, it's ready. Let our relationship get closer and who knows with the children, our relationship is more romantic and more colorful. Not that I am not grateful for the current situation, just suppose there is a child, the atmosphere must be different right. I fit out of the country yesterday, there is a funny boy, I want to get close, but I also feel sorry for his parents. I saw that they looked so happy" Rayyan said of the things she saw yesterday while abroad.
"Alright, Mas. Do we need to go to the doctor now? There may be tips so that I can get pregnant in the near future," said Fatimah carefully for fear of making her husband angry again.
"Byeah, eight o'clock we leave. I'll call Rio first so there's no need to pick me up here." Rayyan took her phone, and called Rio.
Rio who heard that also offered to drive them to the hospital, but Rayyan refused on the grounds of wanting to be alone with his wife. Because after the hospital, they will go for a walk, spend time together because of the yesterday they have been quiet at home.
After calling Rio, Rayyan leaned her head on Fatimah's shoulder. Actually, the problem of children has been discussed several times, and once also Consul to the doctor, only until now there has been no change, Fatimah has not been pregnant, she said, even though they are equally fertile and have done as recommended by doctors, who must eat healthy foods, exercise diligently, should not stress, adequate rest, and take vitamins.
"Honey," call Fatimah.
"Yes, Mum."
"Actually these few days I like dreams."
"What dream?" ask Fatimah.
"I dream, I kill someone. Ah not just one person, but there were a few people I killed, all of them seemed so real, just that their faces were not very clear. But I feel like they are part of my life."
Hearing that, Fatimah was quite stubborn. Will that memory come back slowly, then what about his life if Rayyan really remembers his past and returns to being the cruel Reyhan.
"I also dream about a woman, she always wears open clothes, she always looks sad at me, her face is vague, not too clear. But seeing her cry, somehow my heart hurts. Even when I wake up, my heart still hurts, like I lost something very meaningful."
Fatimah just silently listened, she certainly knew who the woman was, who else if not her husband's first wife.
But Fatimah could not explain everything, other than just be silent and pretend not to know. Because it's the only way Rayyan keeps forgetting what she's been through.
The past is so dark that it can become a bad man who hurts himself. It almost took his life many times.