
At seven o'clock at night, Aunt Aisyah knocked on the door of Fatimah's room, Fatimah who had just finished praying soon opened and folded her face and walked towards the door. He opened the door and saw Aunt Aisyah standing at the door.
"What's up, Bi?" he asked with his head out the door and his body still inside.
"It's time to eat, let's go out, eat with Auntie," he asked but Fatimah shook her head.
"I'm still full, Bi," he told a lie. Though he was just embarrassed to come out of the room with clothes that were lacking in material.
Like understanding what was in the mind of Fatimah, Aunt Aisyah also offered to bring food into the room but Fatimah refused because she did not want to trouble Aunt Aisyah.
But Aunt Aisyah insisted on taking her, because she did not want Fatimah to be sick again because she was late to eat. Aunt Aisyah immediately went down to the kitchen and took some food and drinks and took them to Fatimah's room.
Seeing that, Fatimah was moved, many times she thanked Aunt Aisyah. Aunt Aisyah nodded her head smilingly, then she went down again and ate with the other ART.
Fatimah closed the door again and locked it from the inside, she didn't want anyone to come in. He was embarrassed to be caught wearing clothes like prostitutes.
Seeing the food in front of him, Fatimah was quite tempted, he washed his hands in the sink and ate using his hands while the spoon and fork he just let it go.
After he finished eating, he washed the dishes and the glass in the sink, then put it on the table. Let it be tonight he'll put it in the kitchen if people are already on the bed.
Finished eating, Fatimah just sat quietly on the floor, she was confused what to do.
"Mom, what is it now? I was happy when Mbak Nana said that Mom is now cared for by her family Mother. I hope you're all right there. Wait for me to come home and we will gather together again" muttered Fatimah with tears.
"I miss Mom, I miss Dad too. Why did you leave us, Mom. Why God took Dad out of our lives. If Dad were alive, maybe we could still get together and live happily. Inseparable like this, we also do not need to suffer for many years" said Fatimah speaking alone.
"I don't know if I can be free from this mission, or if I'll be locked up forever. I was also afraid, afraid that Mr. Ray would come home and come back to torture me. I'm afraid if he comes back to rape me, ma'am. I fear. Mother, Father ... Don't you know I'm suffering here. Will God hear my prayers, ma'am. Will God help me out of all the pain I feel. I'm not asking for anything weird, I just want to live happily with Mom, live quietly. No need to live luxury, can eat without any debt here and there I was relieved. I want to live together with Mom, without a stepfather or anyone." muttered Fatimah, she cried while hugging her knee. The coldness of the floor had no effect on him. He's used to it.
"Dad, Mother .. I'm sorry. Because I have failed to keep your trust. I have failed to keep my company, I have failed. Though I want my honor, my captivity is done by my husband on the first night. But in fact, my prisoners have been taken by others. The man who bought me from my stepfather. And now, I'm dressed like a ja-lang. I'm sorry, but believe me this is not my will. I also wear it, but I can't do anything about it. I have no power to resist Master Ray's will. I hope, Father and Mother understand my condition. If I do this because of coercion." Fatimah continued to talk to herself, until she unconsciously fell asleep on the floor without wearing any pedestal, there was only a shirt lacking material attached to her body.