Love Me Mr. Arrogants

Unexpected Help

The more day the state of Fatimah has improved, but it is only in terms of physical alone, but not with the mind. Because Fatimah still cried occasionally, she felt that she had become a dirty and despicable woman.

Aunt Aisyah and Doctor Ratih also tried to comfort her and support Fatimah, so that Fatimah could go through all the tests in her life.

Fatimah also often cries thinking about her mother at this time, whether her mother is still alive or dead. It felt like Fatimah had run away from there, but there were two guards standing in front of her room, making Fatimah not dare to go out of the room. His mind is completely fucked. There are times when he is like a dazed person, when spoken to often does not connect. Sometimes Fatimah was silent with a blank look.

Fatimah if seen in terms of physical is actually already healthy, and can be allowed to go home, but because it sees the inner pressure is so great, because it is so great, finally, Dr. Ratih asked his friend who worked on the part of the psychologist to help Fatimah to be able to return to her normal state.

Ms. Nana, she is the psychologist who will deal with Fatimah from today. Mbak Nana approaches first with Fatimah, such as acquaintances and so forth. Unfortunately, Fatimah did not respond to anything. For days Mbak Nana continued to try to approach him and tell him anything that made Fatimah want to look at him. And sure enough, Fatimah began to respond little by little to her story.

And from there, Mbak Nana began to try to get closer and become a friend of Fatimah's story. Seeing Mbak Nana who looks good and welcome, Fatimah began to feel comfortable. He began to tell his life story. And silent Mbak Nana also recorded the story of Fatimah.

Fatimah recounted when she was a child, her life was so happy, but unfortunately, the happiness did not last long since her biological father died. And from there, Fatimah and her mother lived in poverty and a lot of debt here and there, especially her mother only worked as a washer. Fatimah continued to tell about her stepfather, who so often tortured her and her mother. Everything he told me with tears. Aunt Aisyah and Doctor Ratih outside the door heard everything, including the two guards outside the door. Because the door was deliberately not closed tightly, so they could hear the story of Fatimah.

And Fatimah was sobbing when she told her mother who fell in the bathroom and the receipt, just on the day of her graduation and from there, her happiness was completely gone. The suffering he felt grew even greater when his mother could only lie on the bed.

How Fatimah fought from the morning blind to the market so porters pelvis, went home to take care of his mother and returned to make fried food and cakes to be sold around the village. But the money from the sale and so the pelvic porters he saved little by little, for his mother's treatment even stolen by his stepfather.

Sister Nana who heard it also sobbed, even Doctor Ratih and Aunt Aisyah to close their mouths so that their sobbing sounds were not heard by Fatimah. The two guards initially just silently listened, but in the end their eyes also glazed, they could not bear to hear how the life of Fatimah was full of screams.

Fatimah also tells about her being sold by her stepfather to Mr. Ray, and how Mr. Ray tortured herself in the room until she was unconscious.

"Right now, all I think about is my mother. I want to know how he is at the moment. I'm not sure my stepdad will take care of him considering Dad just likes to throw tantrums and torture Mom all this time. I wanted to run away but I was scared. I just want to know, is my mom okay there? And who bathed her all this time, who replaced her diaper, fed her and cared for her? Every time I remember that, my heart hurts. I can't help her from Dad's cruelty. I'm confused, is Mom still breathing, or is she gone? I'm confused, I'm depressed. I'm also not sure my real father's family or my mother's extended family would help him, even the neighbors. They always avoid us because we live in poverty. Mom and I are like carcasses that they should avoid and beware of. I'm honestly tired, Miss Nana. I wanted to end my life, but I tried to survive for my mother. Just him, the only person in my life who means so much. I was willing to endure all the pain, as long as I could stay with Mom and make sure my mom was okay. But now, I have no hope anymore. I was tired because God was testing me. I'm tired, my whole body is sick, I want to sleep forever" Fatimah said.

Ma'am Nana pressed the button because the recording was over, then she hugged Fatimah tightly. Fatimah was young, but she had already experienced such a miserable thing in her life.

"Mbak Nana know where your house is? Let Mommy come over there and find out about your mom?" ask Mama Nana. Hearing that, Fatimah smiled.

Fatimah immediately told the village where her mother was. Mbak Nana also immediately recorded it on his phone.

"Alright, tomorrow Ma'am Nana will be there, but you have to promise me. You need to heal."

And Fatimah nodded with great enthusiasm. Seeing that, Madam Nana also once again hugged him. Fatimah is a good boy, she cares a lot for her mother, she is a pretty devoted child. Unfortunately, God kept testing his patience. What is the wisdom behind all this. Mbak Nana can only hope that one day Fatimah will be happy and no longer feel suffering.