Love is Not Just a Word

Claiming Tika

The sun is setting

I'm still silenced

Still from the dark past

Coffee in a cold grip in an hour

Back again at night

Silent night that can make tears roll

Accompanied by some fireflies - fireflies.

I want it to disappear in an instant.

There is no smell anymore about Arman. It's just that I'm not ready for love, not ready to love and be loved by a man. Several times it was Eno who was called the Father in every I complain to the Father. At 19:00 Notif whatsapp is back in. That night..

"Ka".. Incoming message on whatsappku

"Halooo".. My reply

"By the takon of something? (can you ask me something?)". Quick reply

"mmm... Takon opo Mbah? (Ask what)". Asking back.

"Haha.. By opo no? Nek ono wong takon ki answered ora instead genti takon (Can anything not? If people ask, it is not even a question back)"... My habit from the past is to like it if people ask instead of being answered instead of asking 😂.

"Yeah (nyebelin)... By Mbahh, mang arep takon opo anyway? (By Mbah, what do you want to ask?)".. I wondered what he was really asking.

"Hehe By tenan ki ojo nesu you know? (Can you really not be angry?)".

"Hhaha ora, sido tekon ra je (no, so ask me anyway?)". I reply impatiently

"Yes, why?". I reply ketus.

"Can I???. Can I have a Whatsapp number?". Eno Pinta.

"No what - what Mbah, hehe... Why ask for No whatsappnya?"

"Judah if you want to tell a story, a story Ka No what.".

"Hehe, yes Mas, sorry yes I just don't want to discuss this first. I don't cry anymore. When - when I'm telling".

"The cry is ordinary Ka, hhe yes Ka ". Reply again.

"Huhu.. When will this pain end??. I've tried to be sincere, but why does it hurt??" . After that night, I wanted to talk to Eno about the breakdown of my relationship with Arman.

"It's Mbah". The message I sent to Eno was about me wanting to tell you about my relationship with Arman that ended.

"Assalamualaikum Nduk, sorry I just reply, for Yang earlier I'm really sorry Nduk, but I can not dwell anymore Nduk, I also do not know where to go to you. Sorry Nduk once again so sorry Nduk. Yesterday I was told to my teacher, my teacher who had come to Nduk toast. I can't handle our relationship, Nduk, I.. I love you the same. It's a shame Nduk. I'm afraid of my teacher. And I'm afraid I can't defend our household if we get married. I'm afraid of the weton Nduk, and it says there that we're going to pegat (divorce)".

"mmm... You'll be home, right? Maybe I'm out there. Sorry, this time I can't stop, hopefully we can get better in the future. Even though we're not kayak kemaren2 anymore".

BAV. I saw Eno's story on WhatsApp about a few minutes after I told her everything about my relationship with Arman the Kandas. How upset and angry he was to know that my relationship with Arman was over. Besides that Arman number which is still available in my contact line also makes the story "Hahahaha".

Has Arman seen my chat with Arman??. But it's good that he saw".. I murmured in my heart.

In writing the angry word of Eno signifies that Eno cares about me the most. However, several times I have refused and made him hurt.

I also do not want to be a person who wants to be loved, on the other hand also before telling me about my relationship with Arman, an Eno made a Story in whatsapp, on the other hand, Eno made beautiful words for the woman he wrote. Women look beautiful and elegant, who knows who it is but why I feel a little helpless to see Eno make a story in whatsapp about a beautiful woman. The point is about him missing that woman. What I call the nickname "Mbak Gingsul", because his teeth are shuffled wkwkwkwk. "Then what does Eno mean about me who thinks he already has the beautiful woman? ". I murmured in my heart again.

Halooo more exciting what is getting boring, the author there is a surprise later in the episode that has begun to expand this. Stay tuned for the episode hhee. Sorry again with these words. Love you. 😘