Love is Not Just a Word

Fake smile

The cold of the night I didn't feel because I was in Rey's arms. The warm, tight and comfortable decapitation I didn't want to let go was finally released by Rey. The one before Rey's face hit my helmet I was wearing before we parted ways.

"Be careful tomorrow" I said as many as I could and tears were still flowing.

"Yes deck, wes ya don't cry anymore. If there's time to come here again, take good care of yourself. Hope you graduate". He said he smiled and hugged me back and calmed me down. After the shaman I finally set my limp foot towards my motorbike because it was the one we used was my motorbike because the motorbike that had been sold before to Bengkulu where it came from. Different from what I expected, Rey ran small and without shame she shouted "Don't cry anymore". He said with a smile, I looked at my head towards the source of my voice nodding my head and leaving Rey where we had split because the red light had changed to green. There was no stopping - I was crying on the way home, I wanted to go back to Rey's place and I didn't want to go home. Cuek only I was on the road with a lot of riders who occasionally look at me who cry.

The darkness of the road began to act, as if a symbol of the dimness of a heart that had been bright for a long time will die, in fact this is not a dream.

Blankets without looking at the house, I lock the room and..

"Ngopo Ka? How about nylonong wae gek nangis ki ki ki ngopo stuff? (Why Ka? How come directly nylonong just keep on using cry all you that why?)". The voice of my mother who knew I was coming home without looking around the house was anyone. I went straight to my room and locked the door. I cried - so. I want to scream loud but tomorrow I have a work call. I can't be like this, it's not the end of the fight, the journey is still long. Don't waste your life on people who never understand how you feel. The heart that is always there when I am like this. If you say today's children " SENAJAN DALAN RA ALUS SENG PIVOT WANI CONTINUE". Which means that even though your life and path are not as smooth and smooth as expected, it is important that we continue to dare to go forward and rise again.

Next day

The sun again radiates its bright light through the sidelines of my room window. I woke up and came to the glass and combed my messy hair after sleeping.

"Oh my goodness, what time did I sleep last night. How long I cried. My eye bags are thick. Hmm must be a lot of questions that come when I enter work later, must be strong and can still smile even if only a fake smile". I muttered

And as usual I grabbed my cute phone with my soft hands. Want to check my chat has been sent or not about my apology licensing to my head chef because today I want to leave early.

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