Love is Not Just a Word

Second Time (2)

"No by pok Man koe ngerokok karo Tika? (Can't you smoke with your Tika Man?) ". Whisper Hima who I happened to hear, and pretend not to hear anymore, here I really - really a little hurt because it has been lied to twice. . The first if he lives in his place of prayer, it turns out his stay in the lodge/pesantren, Muslim sodara said at that time. Well, I think he lived just like sodara from his mother or father or maybe his grandfather. The second one he said if he did not smoke, it turns out he was smoking.

"Oh you, have you finished your practice in your place?". The word Arman shifted the topic and seemed not to hear whispers from Hima, when I heard Hima saying what she was saying..

"Assalamualaikum, it's Mas. Just stopped by here for a minute, hehe". I said trying to smile

"Wa'alaikumsalam". Arman and Hima.

The overcast sky hinted at this sick heart. DDUAARR.... DDRRZZZZ

Lightning strikes and rain stubs began to pour out from the black clouds. I got caught in the rain and couldn't go home because I forgot to bring a raincoat. Arman told me to stay here for a while. I just nodded too. My tears can no longer be contained. My tears slowly dripped down I immediately wiped them.

He said noiselessly "Kenopo (why)" he said as he raised both his eyebrows and his eyes alternately glanced at Arman and glanced at me. I just shook my head. And put an index finger on my lips that indicates I told him to be quiet. And he nodded too.

Slightly sobbing on the way home, although still drizzling I keep chuckling to go home and I was a lot of silence when he said to me. Ask to wear the raincoat first I always kekeh want to go home rain - rain.

"WHY DO YOU PEOPLE WHO LOVE ME, YOU ALWAYS CHANGE. YAAA ALLAHHH.... WHAT IS MY FAULT, YOUU, AM I NOT DESTINED TO BE LOVED????.. OR AM I THAT EASY TO FOOL????. DO I HAVE THE RIGHT TO LOVE AND DETERMINE WHO I LOVE??. ANSWER ME YES ALLAHHHH...!!!. Hikkss.... Hikkss.... REYY NOW ARMANN... ". I screamed in my heart with tears still flowing. (Btw author wants to say that this is not practiced or imitated yes 😁)

Instead of the longer the flashback mending directly to the core aja yes Wkwkwk. So after I joined Cafe Mas Daris. From morning till night I stood there. Long - long if not at home myself I thought. My chance to get a job is still there. I went to Mas Daris and I'm sorry if I wanted to find another job. And finally he allowed. I also work at a Private Villa And Restaurant in Kasongan. Kasongan one of the large clay craft places in Bantul . And often used as Industrial Visits (KI) from schools outside Jogja. However I work in one of the villas which is a bit far from the craft place.

"Udah is the work of Ka". Tanya Mas Daris during a small meeting - small after a few days I say goodbye. He was told to stop by to join his friends who some already knew as well. I don't know what he was thinking at the time. Not a dime I got the salary money, which he said used to be a month for the results, but in fact I went through three months not even though I got the salary money.